Chapter 1045: His tenderness
"Problem? What's the problem?" Su Nianqing asked in confusion.
Chu Yechen paused and explained, "Zhou Shiqiu said, do I love Xia Rumu or am used to loving her? It turns out that the viewer really sees it clearly than the authorities."
"Love Xia Rumu, are used to loving Xia Rumu?" Su Nianqing repeated this sentence in a low voice.
"To be honest, I'm not a woman. Many times, I don't have a delicate mood in this aspect. When she asked me this question, I was very confused. I don't know, what's the difference? Later, she explained it to me and realized it suddenly. Then love and habits are different." Chu Yechen said.
Su Nianqing suddenly felt that she was so stupid because she had never thought about this problem.
In fact, some love is temporary, and it’s all right after that stage, but some love is used to it. Because I keep doing this, I will persist.
Then Chu Yechen, do he love Xia Rumu or is he used to love?
"Do you want to know my answer?" Chu Yechen asked.
Su Nianqing nodded and shook her head again.
This made him a little confused. Is this thinking or not?
"Chu Yechen, I used to be full of expectations for you, I always longed for you, you love me, you must fall in love with me crazy, I used all my methods to attract all your attention, but it was useless in the end. Slowly, I chose to give up, and now you want to give me hope? I am afraid." Su Nianqing said in a low voice.
If, no matter these problems now, Chu Yechen will be completely let go, maybe there will be a better life between them, but if they are hesitant, they will continue to repeat in the future.
No, Su Nianqing was really scared, and she was really tired, so she didn't want to.
If you don’t love, you don’t love. You shouldn’t be so persistent.
After a long time, Su Nianqing shook her head and said, "Farewell, farewell."
"Don't you want to know?" Chu Yechen asked.
Could it be that Su Nianqing really doesn’t want to know, and even the last chance is not willing to give him?
No, this was not what Chu Yechen thought. His heart hurt a little hard. For a moment, it was impossible to describe it in words. What should she do?
Seeing that she didn't say anything, Chu Yechen grabbed her hand and asked again, "Tell me, do you really want to?"
"I think, I think." Su Nianqing said.
Hope, at this moment, Chu Yechen saw hope.
As long as Su Nianqing thinks, everything will be fine.
"Chu Yechen, to be honest, I really long to hear your answer, but I don't want to listen." Su Nianqing refused.
"You obviously want to refuse again?" Chu Yechen asked.
"Because I don't want to torture myself repeatedly, Chu Yechen, loving you is not a very simple thing. How courage does I have to convince myself to tell myself, it doesn't matter, loving you is enough. I gave you all the opportunities. Have you really cared about it? You have never?" Su Nianqing cried like this.
"No, I..."
"I'm not a stern person. I can't pretend that all this doesn't matter. I can't tell you calmly, "I don't hurt. No matter how you treat me, I can accept it. I'm not an actor. I can't act. Do you understand? Chu Yechen, I want to know the answer, but I'm afraid." Su Nianqing said in a low voice.
It is not scary to have hope. What is scary is that such hope has been repeated over and over again, making her unable to extricate herself and she is unwilling to do so.
Chu Yechen clearly had a lot to say, but when he got here, he stopped.
"Enough, it's really enough for us to come here. Don't torture each other anymore. Let each other go. I no longer love you, no longer force you to love me, keep each other's hearts." Su Nianqing said coldly.
When we get here, it’s time to stop. Some things can’t be continued.
Seeing Su Nianqing look like this, Chu Yechen smiled and said, "You are right. I shouldn't torture you like this. You hate me, blame me, and don't want to give me a chance. I think it's normal, but I want to say it."
"you……"
"I'm not telling you, I'm telling myself, do you know? I've never thought about this matter carefully, but when I thought about it, I was stunned. I realized that love and habits are different. Su Nianqing, you love me, but I'm used to loving Xia Rumu." Chu Yechen said with a smile.
Su Nianqing blinked her eyes, thinking she had heard it wrong, but that's how he said it.
He said, he said in person that he is used to loving Xia Rumu?
Su Nianqing, Su Nianqing, I clearly said that I don’t want to pay attention to it or listen to it, but what’s the result?
As a result, when I heard him say such things, I couldn't help but want to listen to the next thing, and there was no way to do so.
"I know, Xia Rumu is living a bad life, and every day is in pain. When I look at her in pain, I feel sorry for her. I think I can do so many things and change so many people, but I can't let her not suffer. I try my best to save her and give her happiness, but..."
Su Nianqing didn't say anything and was silent like this.
"But no matter how hard I try, it's useless? This makes me very upset and confused. How could I not give a woman happiness? I love her so much, so I tried all my ways. After loving her, she became happy, and I still wanted to love her. I thought I loved her, but later I realized that I was just used to loving her." Chu Yechen said bitterly.
"I……"
Su Nianqing has a problem, but she also feels...
"Since you have any questions, just ask me. Actually, I feel uncomfortable holding some words in my heart." Chu Yechen said gently.
Since all the words were said, Su Nianqing nodded and asked in a low voice, "Actually, I really want to ask you, how can you be sure that you are used to loving her? Maybe you just love her, you know, it's hard to distinguish between the two?"
"I have the same problem, otherwise, I wouldn't have chosen to think about it one night. It would be so difficult for a whole night!" Chu Yechen whispered.
Then he...
Of course, Su Nianqing did not ask in a hurry, but quietly waited for his answer. She was willing to wait, but could afford it.
However, deep down, there is still a little...
Why!
She clearly convinced herself not to care and everything didn't matter, but when the facts were in front of her, she had to admit that when facing Chu Yechen, she couldn't be calm, especially his attitude towards love.
have no choice!
"Su Nianqing, I'm thinking hard, I can't think of the difference." Chu Yechen said with a smile.
This answer is not what she wants to hear, but...
"I didn't think about it later. I felt so tired. Then my eyes fell on your face, and I looked at you quietly. For a moment, I suddenly realized." Chu Yechen said slowly.
Chapter completed!