Xia Ange was drunk, lying on the table with a flushed face, breathing evenly, looking at Gu Manzi with confused eyes, and smiled.

"Are you laughing your ass off?"

Gu Zhinan covered her with his coat. Feeling helpless, she tightened her coat and closed her eyes.

Gu Zhinan rubbed her head and smiled helplessly at Boss Yang.

"That's all she can drink. This is the first time she's been so drunk. Maybe the story is too touching, or maybe it's the first time she's made a serious friend."

Boss Yang nodded, blew in the sea breeze, spread his arms to feel it, and chuckled.

"It's quite comfortable. I haven't felt so happy in a long time!"

"Yes, it feels quite comfortable to say it."

Gu Zhinan came to her and handed her another can of Fenghuaxueyue beer.

"Can I still drink and stay with you?"

Three and a half kilograms of liquor, and beer as you like. This is Gu Zhinan's bottom line. But when he comes here, he happens to be all white, which is outrageous.

Boss Yang nodded, took the beer, and the two of them touched each other, and then there was silence for a while.

Gu Zhinan supported the railing, half-bent, letting the wind blow on his cheeks, and spoke softly.

"There is nothing wrong with loving deeply, but I always feel that the love that truly belongs to you should not be a hurtful ice cube, it can be a cup of hot tea that warms the heart."

Boss Yang was silent, raised his head and took a sip, propped up his arms and looked at Erhai Lake with blurred eyes.

"Can you objectively evaluate Xia Ange, the girl behind us who is so gentle even when she is drunk? What do you think?"

Gu Zhinan shrugged his shoulders and looked back at the landlord. His voice was not loud but gentle.

"I can't be objective, I love her subjectively."

Boss Yang turned her head, her eyes had accumulated some sparkle at some point, and she smiled.

"I'm really envious. Why didn't I meet someone like you when I was in my twenties? If I had met earlier, maybe everything would have been different. The age is so similar. There is such a big difference. I always end up with someone like you."

It ends with the word childish."

Boss Yang reached out and patted Gu Zhinan's shoulder, then looked back at the quiet Xia Ange with a slight smile.

"You are still young and will experience a lot. You should cherish it. An Ge is really similar to me. Without you, she will be more extreme than me. This is the feeling that she and I are both women."

Gu Zhinan was silent for a while, finished his beer in one sip, opened another can for himself, and said.

"I used to like to say that letting nature take its course is the best choice in life, but now I don't like to let nature take its course. I feel that letting nature take its course is the most powerless thing I have ever said."

Gu Zhinan looked up at Boss Yang with a bright smile.

"The person you dream about in your dream should go to him when you wake up. Life should be that simple. I know an old man who told me that life is full of partings, but I hope that life will have fewer regrets and more happiness.

, I am lucky to be able to come to this world and meet her, I don’t want to leave.”

"Tell me, who is thinking about whom among the people who appear in the dream?"

"ah?"

Gu Zhinan scratched his head and then sighed.

"Suddenly it's too profound. I don't understand. There are too many people in my dream. How about drinking a bar."

Boss Yang rolled his eyes at him, knowing that he didn't want to say anything, so he only heard what he said after touching him.

"The wedding dress in the glass cabinet in the living room is Boss Yang's dream."

Boss Yang glanced at the vaguely visible living room inside and shook his head.

"Wearing a wedding dress is my dream, but getting married is not."

"Really?"

There was a teasing smile on Gu Zhinan's lips. Boss Yang looked up at the bright moon and suddenly chuckled.

"You kid! You always feel more mature than me, who is close to 30!"

But her next tone revealed infinite melancholy and a bit of pain.

"What's the difference between true and false? Everything has passed."

"You actually understand everything. You just refuse to let yourself go. You can never forget it and you are always waiting. Why bother? I feel like I am persuading people to become a monk, but in fact I am not. We all understand."

Gu Zhinan thought for a moment, threw away the beer can, and continued to open another can.

The air was quiet, and the gentle sea breeze blew away the bangs on Xia Ange's forehead, blowing away the thoughts in the three people's minds. No one knew whether two were sober and one was drunk, or all three were drunk.

Boss Yang was silent for a long time. She stretched out her hand to grab it. The wind of nothingness slipped through her fingers, and she spoke softly.

"It's not worth it, right? Maybe if I do it again, I won't come to Dali again. Back to the starting point, I might be in Haipu now, nestled at home, on the corner of the sofa, watching dramas with snacks, listening to An's songs, and going to the cinema.

The movie with the script you wrote is also pretty good."

"Whether it's worth it or not, I don't know, and I can't judge. It's what you think. A bald man once said that when a person returns to the starting point and loses all memory, he will still repeat it, because without memory, things that appear

It’s still full of expectations for him, so why go back to square one, why not just try something new?”

The open-air balcony fell into silence once again. There was only clinking of glasses one after another. Boss Yang wanted to drink, and Gu Zhinan accompanied him without saying a word. There were many words that should be stopped when they reach the point, and they should wait until others have something to follow.

Only when you have some ideas can you continue chatting.

"Fate is such a wonderful thing."

After a few minutes, Boss Yang spoke again, but her voice was already a little drunk. She couldn't compare to Gu Zhinan, an old man. Gu Zhinan still looked dead, with a face that was not red and a heart that was not beating. This was all done in the past. It was just right.

The body in this life is also not easily intoxicated.

"First of all, let me state that I'm not a pervert, I'm just curious. You know, if you're curious, I'm an author and good at observing emotions. I'm just curious about your emotions when I dig through the trash can!"

Gu Zhinan thought she was going to say something again, why did you go through my trash can?

Boss Yang snickered and gave Gu Zhinan a rather charming look. She opened one of the two cans of beer left on the table before speaking.

"Do you worship God?"

"No, I believe in science."

Gu Zhinan drank the last beer and glanced at the landlady, who was sleeping soundly. She came here to cheat him of wine and barbecue.

"I worship God because I think people should have a belief. I believe in God. I have seen a saying, if there is no destiny, how can we meet."

"But God has never helped you. It's because your God believes in you, so I just like to cross over by myself. Although people are insignificant, they can learn, cultivate themselves, improve themselves, and adapt to themselves. The value of people lies in them.

The self is more real than the illusory God."

Gu Zhinan still drank the beer in one gulp, flattened the beer can and threw it on the ground. There was already a pile of beer cans on the ground. He looked at Boss Yang.

"Have you ever read those cool novels? The overall main line runs through one sentence: I have no control over my destiny. I am my destiny."

Self-crossing.

Boss Yang once again fell into a brief silence, and then smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect that I would be educated by a young man who is seven or eight years younger than me."

"It's not bad." Gu Zhinan took a deep breath of the sea breeze blowing from the Erhai Lake, feeling a little relieved, and smiled at Boss Yang: "My mental age is quite mature, probably as mature as you."

"A young man in his 30s?"

"Maybe, it's good to be young. I've really almost forgotten it."

Gu Zhinan smiled, returned to the table, stretched out his hand and scratched the landlady's cheek, with gentle eyes and a warm voice.

"It's really good to be young. You can't help but fall in love when you have no choice but to fall in love. I have learned so much in this short year that I have never learned before."

He looked at Boss Yang who was standing by the railing. The wind blew through her hair, and her body was a little desolate. She was only thirty years old. Her youth had passed, but there was still life. Gu Zhinan's smile was a little relaxed.

"There are always areas in life that you need to break free from. Forgetting and remembering are both gifts. You should eat and drink when you should. There is no need to pretend to live a good life. Who cares? Who knows? Don't worry about the past. The rest of your life will be long. I hope

You will be really happy from now on."

Boss Yang covered his face and squatted down. As his shoulders shook, he could only hear her sobbing quietly, but no one could see her current appearance. Gu Zhinan couldn't, Xia Ange couldn't, maybe only one person could, but if he wasn't there, it was impossible.

Will be there.

Gu Zhinan didn't talk to Boss Yang again, and he didn't think of anything to comfort her. She was not the landlord, and he was not her memory.

Their topic may have ended. This should be the first and last conversation, because he and the landlady are leaving.

They will definitely consider coming here to own a home of their own in the future. If they want to, they will come and live here to see Erhai Lake, Cangshan Mountain, and Erhai Moon. They have seen it, but there is no snow in Cangshan Mountain yet, and there are many, many places that they have not visited.

Pass.

"Shall we go back to bed?"

Gu Zhinan squatted beside the landlady and gently helped her up. She let out a cry and lay on Gu Zhinan's back with her body as soft as a bone, and she could only say a soft word.

"Sleepy."

I don’t know if she’s really drunk or if she’s still conscious, but it’s really cute.

"knew."

Gu Zhinan chuckled fondly, and was about to straighten the landlord's body, but found that Boss Yang had already supported him. There were a few tears on her face, but she gave Gu Zhinan an extremely gentle smile.

"You must be good. She can also see what I can see, just like you can all see me. Don't let her become me."
To be continued...