386. Thirty-third dragon scales (eight)
The 33rd Dragon Scale (Eight)
Since Xue Hechi insisted on himself, Zhu Wan didn't say anything anymore. She took out the quilt and pillow she wanted to use and went into the bedroom by herself. Xue Hechi spread the quilt on the sand himself. He had never slept with such a narrow sand, and the sand was old, so he was really worried that he could crush it with a slight turn over.
Zhu Wan didn't sleep either. She covered the quilt for the children, sat next to the table, took out the account book she usually used, compared it with today's shopping list, and sighed. She really didn't want to use Xue Hechi's money. But with her financial conditions, she probably spent all her savings to buy Xue Hechi's brand-name suit.
Look, if the gap between the two people is too big, how can they be together? Looking back now, they are like an out of reach dream that Zhu Wan had. She thought she had caught it. In fact, it was just a mirror and a moon, and she couldn't take it true, and she even drowned in the water because of this love.
She sighed and looked out the dark window. She clearly had four family together, and the situation seemed to be moving in a good direction - but Zhu Wan couldn't have any hope in her heart. She was completely disappointed and didn't want to give Xue Hechi any slim hope, which was not fair to anyone.
Thinking of this, she pushed open the door of the bedroom. Xue Hechi was lying on the sand. His hands and legs were long, and his feet grew a piece when he lay on. He closed his eyes, his eyebrows and eyes were deep and handsome, and his temperament was outstanding. He was also a popular figure in school. I don’t know how enviable it is to be liked by such people. But for Zhu Wan, this is a very inferior thing. No matter from any aspect, she is not worthy of him.
Does Zhu Wan love Xue Hechi?
She naturally loves it.
But she knew very well that this love had no meaning. Whether it was for her or Xue Hechi, this love was like a mountain, pressing heavily on Zhu Wan's shoulders, making her breathless and suffering. At the same time, it also made her understand that some people in the world really couldn't afford to love. His family would not accept you, and even strangers would feel that you were being pushed by you when they saw him.
Since it is meaningless, there is no need to be persistent.
Perhaps it was because of the instinct that Xue Hechi seemed to know that Zhu Wan was looking at him. After slowly opening his eyes, he sat up and asked her, his voice was very gentle: "What's wrong?"
Zhu Wan looked at him calmly: "What you said before, I want to say something to you."
Xue Hechi was naturally willing. He came over and put the blanket in his hand on Zhu Wan's shoulders. The children were afraid of heat, so the air conditioner turned on at home, which was quite cold. Zhu Wan wrapped the blanket tightly on her body, but did not sit on the sand like Xue Hechi signaled her, but dragged a chair over herself. Her angle was relatively high and she needed to look down slightly. There was only a darker floor lamp in the living room, which made Zhu Wan's skin look delicate and delicate, and the charming flowing between her eyebrows and eyes.
"...I don't mean to get back with you." Zhu Wan said, "I haven't even thought about it, so... don't say anything to the children anymore, I don't want to disappoint them."
Xue Hechi never expected that Zhu Wan was here to tell him this. He looked at her face and felt inexplicably panic because he felt that Zhu Wan was talking seriously. Her attitude was determined and firm, and there was no room for recovery. "Why? Zhu Wan, even if you sentence me to death, you must have a reason, otherwise I can't accept it."
He realized that he was too excited and was afraid of scaring Zhu Wan, so he took a deep breath and reasoned with her: "Five years ago, you called me and told me to break up, and then left. I searched for you for a long time but couldn't find you. Five years later, we met by chance. You still wanted to hide the matter of my children and refused to communicate with me, and even didn't want to see me. Zhu Wan, what's wrong with me? You can tell me not to give me a chance."
Zhu Wan was still calm. Strictly speaking, Xue Hechi, who was left behind by her without knowing anything, was nothing wrong. He could even be said to be innocent. But if you really want to talk about innocent, who could be more innocent than Zhu Wan? She still doesn't understand what she encountered. "...Those are all gone, I don't want to mention them anymore, and I don't want to say anything more to you. In short, I hope we can reach a consensus and not say anything that is easy for them to misunderstand in front of the children, and know that it is impossible for us two to be."
Xue Hechi still couldn't accept Zhu Wan's rejection. He tried to hold her hand, but Zhu Wan avoided it, "Why? Do you don't like me? I'm too boring to make you feel tired?"
No.
He is not boring. No one would think that Xue Hechi is a boring person. He is smart, can play violins, can taste wine, ride horses, and play chess. It seems that there is nothing in the world that he can't do. But it's so good that it's even less suitable for Zhu Wan. If Zhu Wan was still the Zhu Wan who was seventeen or eighteen years old who could be willing to sacrifice herself for love, she would definitely think that what does other people's vision and opinions have to do with her? She likes this person, and isn't it enough for this person to like her?
But when she was truly mature, she realized that it was not possible at all. There was a ditch between the two of them that they could not cross, and they were destined to have no intersection in their lives.
"Don't ask anymore. I don't want to mention the past. Didn't I tell you that I can give you the custody of the children. You will take good care of them, right?"
Nine out of ten sentences mentioned the child, and there was no one from beginning to end. Xue Hechi was angry and anxious, but he could not look at Zhu Wanhuo. He stood up, afraid that if he continued, he would do something that she just didn't like: "I'll go to the bathroom."
As a result, I didn't come out for half an hour. Zhu Wan waited for a while and didn't wait anymore. She didn't have much energy and time to convince Xue Hechi. She felt that even if Xue Hechi was very sad, she would come out sooner or later. Starting a family and a career did not require Zhu Wan's participation. Zhu Wan is a memory in his life, that's all.
The next day, Xue Hechi's expression was not very good, and his dark circles were a little heavy. It was obvious that he didn't sleep well last night. Zhu Wan silently made a glass of milk for him and took care of the children for breakfast. Toto was not sick and had to go to class, and Xue Hechi also had to go to work, but Momo had to stay because she had not recovered. Xue Hechi took Toto to class and then sent the children over after class.
Zhu Wan had no objection. She actually wanted to spend a few more time with the children, although she knew that they should slowly get used to life without her.
While he had time, Zhu Wan sat on the sand knitting sweater. Momo held the Barbie doll and played dress-up game alone. He asked his mother for her advice from time to time: Does mom like this skirt? Does mom think it looks good? Should mom play with Momo? Can Momo have a little rabbit in her sweater style?
Zhu Wan responded gently, and the mother and daughter bathed in the sunshine and did their own things. Momo looked up at her mother while playing, and confirmed that Zhu Wan had not left quietly before she continued to play - she was really afraid that her mother would leave her again.
At noon, Zhu Wan started to cook lunch. The little girl put down the toy doll and ran into the kitchen. She tiptoed to help hand over a green onion, or carefully gave her mother a pair of chopsticks, which made Momo feel very accomplished and happy.
However, after dinner, Zhu Wan was going to work after a break. The children had the habit of taking a nap. Zhu Wan was about to leave when they were sleeping. He told Xue Hechi to take care of him. He nodded obediently. Zhu Wan was still a little worried, but he had no money to buy vegetables if he didn't go to work. He had to go out even if he was worried.
She cannot be with the children all the time, and will not be able to accept her departure until they rely on them.
The business in the cafe has been very good since Zhu Wan came, especially the male customers have increased several times. The boss is a little embarrassed to pay Zhu Wan such a small salary. Because there are so many customers, Zhu Wan has been busy and has not stopped. Naturally, she didn't notice a black ordinary car parked not far away. There are a big, two small and three mushrooms peeking at her in the car.
"Dad, Momo misses her mother." The little girl slapped the car window and asked eagerly, "Can Momo go find her mother?"
"No, mom is working now, so you can't disturb your good baby." Xue Hechi replied softly.
"The dress my mother wore is so beautiful." The little girl murmured, "It's more beautiful than Momo's dolls, Momo's mother is the most beautiful."
Dad agrees with this: "Mom is indeed the most beautiful."
Toto wrapped his hands around his chest and looked at his father and sister expressionlessly, his eyes couldn't stop sticking to Zhu's mother. But after a while, someone talked to his mother. Mom wiped his hands on the apron and took the phone. Toto immediately turned his head and said to Xue Hechi, "Dad, we have agreed not to bother with my mother, how can you call her?"
Dad died unjustly and raised his hands: "I don't."
Whose phone number is that?
The father and son looked at each other, and they all wanted to know about this question.
Zhu Wan went to the locker room to answer the phone. Now that the business is good, everyone is busy. There are no one else in the locker room except her, but the number on it was not what Zhu Wan wanted to answer, so her attitude was very cold: "Hey."
"Zhu Wan? I am my mother. Your sister is going to get married in two days. The man's family suddenly changed his mind and refused to do it! The invitation was out. Everyone knows that your sister is going to get married. Is it embarrassing to lose it? You also know your aunt's temperament. If you know that your sister can't marry into the Wang family, you might have to hurt me. Think of a solution!" After a pause, the middle-aged woman with a sharp voice said again, "Did you cause trouble for me again? Don't harm me, okay? Go and harm your father! Hurry up and be soft, your sister is still waiting to get married, and your conscience cannot be bad."
Another bombardment of cannons was a headache for Zhu Wan to hear it.
Chapter completed!