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Chapter 190

Qin Songmu smiled bitterly and shook his head: "Girl, you are too kind to him now, but it is actually a burden to him. Don't you realize it?"

"How could this happen? He has been living tenaciously under my care."

"Oh, his performance in front of you is to make you feel the value you have paid to him and to make you feel at ease. And he must live in painful struggles."

Zhao Shuang couldn't help but cover his tears with his hands: "Is this going on?"

Qin Songmu nodded decisively: "It must be like this. His pain is the hard work you give for him every day, and he is even more worried that you will lose your family because of him. However, he cannot stop you from doing this. In order to balance your conscience, he has to accept your efforts to him every day..."

"No! My efforts are not hard at all, but I am very happy. Can't he notice it?"

"But your happiness will be a accumulation of pain in the future. He is worried that if he leaves, no one will care or love you. Therefore, he is a little relieved and moved by your efforts, but behind this is a lot of pressure and worry."

After being reminded by Qin Songmu, Zhao Shuang suddenly realized it and couldn't help but feel mixed emotions: "I...what should I do..."

"You go and find Wang Chunlai, let him share the burden with you, and let Tian Tao see that his love for you is no less than that of himself. Only in this way can Tian Tao let go of all his psychological burdens and walk his last life with peace of mind."

Zhao Shuang smiled bitterly and shook his head: "There are many reasons. I haven't told Wang Chunlai. But would he do this?"

Qin Songmu lowered his head and pondered for a while, then asked tentatively: "Shuang'er, do you still love Wang Chunlai?"

"This..." Zhao Shuang hesitated, "I used to regard him as the world."

"Is it because of Tian Tao's return that you changed your mind?"

Zhao Shuang hesitated for a moment before nodding slightly.

"But Tian Tao has not had much time left. If he leaves, will you still regard Wang Chunlai as your world?"

"This... I'm afraid that the world can't tolerate me anymore."

"If such a situation is really happening, do you think it is his entire responsibility?"

"I admit that it's not all. But he is a man. Shouldn't he understand and tolerate me more?"

Qin Songmu couldn't help but smile bitterly again: "But do you understand his feelings?"

Zhao Shuang was silent.

Qin Songmu thought for a while before continuing to preach: "You will definitely not feel lonely during these days because you are giving for a man worthy of your efforts. But do you think about how your legal husband lives? Maybe he is living in a kind of emotional despair and struggle. Such a mood may gradually drift away from you."

Zhao Shuang burst into tears again: "Director Qin·I am a weak woman·How can I have so much energy to contribute to two men at the same time··I must never give up Tian Tao·and it really doesn't take much time··I have to devote all my heart to him···"

Qin Songmu suddenly became moved: "You still don't understand men. What Wang Chunlai needs at present is not necessarily your efforts, but your confidence and coquettishness."

Zhao Shuang held back his tears and looked at Qin Songmu in shock.

Qin Songmu continued to speak generously: "Do you know? As a man, how distressed it would be if he knew that the woman he loved was carrying too much bitterness and hard work every day. But when the woman he loved regarded taking care of other men as his own happiness and happiness, how could he tear him apart? Shuang'er, have you ever considered the problem from Wang Chunlai's perspective?"

"this···"

"Shuang'er, if you still love Wang Chunlai, you should tell him all the conflicts and struggles in your heart. Let him know your hardships and pains. It prompts him to cover up the feeling of being neglected by you. As long as you do this, he will be the world you will never disappear!"

"Director Qin..."

Zhao Shuang suddenly crossed the distance he had kept from Qin Songmu and threw himself in his arms and burst into tears. At this time, she captured Qin Songmu by a big brother or even a loving elder, and no longer had the vigilance.

After Qin Songmu's excited mood, his heart recovered like a pool of still water, and he gently patted Zhao Shuang on the shoulder: "Shuang'er, listen to me, come and talk to him well. However, I want to talk to him first."

"Yeah...I'll listen to you..."

Just as Zhao Shuang pounced on Qin Songmu's arms before he pulled it out, the door of the office was suddenly pushed open-

Qin Songmu was shocked and turned to watch in shock. He was afraid that Wei Qingxia would come unexpectedly.

However, what came in was Qin Yingying holding a cleaning tool. When she saw Zhao Shuang crying in Qin Songmu's arms, she was shocked.

Zhao Shuang also felt something was wrong at this time and quickly left Qin Songmu's arms.

Qin Songmu quickly stood up: "Yingying, are you in trouble?"

Qin Yingying looked embarrassed: "I... I just finished the work in the ward and took the time to come to help you clean the hygiene in the office... but I was so confused that I forgot to knock on the door..."

Qin Songmu obviously looked calm: "Nothing. Please don't blame yourself, because I should thank you."

Zhao Shuang also stood up at this time and wiped away the tears from his face.

Qin Songmu lowered his head and told Zhao Shuang: "Just follow my words and call your husband to my office, and just say I'm waiting for him."

"Well, then I'll go."

After Zhao Shuang agreed to Qin Songmu, he lowered his head and walked out of the office.

Qin Yingying looked at Zhao Shuang who passed by her. Until her back disappeared outside the door, she asked Qin Songmu with apologetic expression: "Brother, did I come at the wrong time?"

Qin Songmu quickly waved his hand to her: "Yingying, don't think too much. I have finished talking to her. That girl was just crying because she was excited..."

"Oh, why are you talking about her?"

Qin Songmu asked back: "Do you know her story?"

Qin Yingying nodded gently: "I heard Xiaowan mention it."

Qin Songmu sighed: "That girl is currently experiencing a difficult choice. Since I know her situation, I must take care of her. Otherwise, this will put her and the other two men in a painful haze at the same time."

"Oh, that's why you want to meet her husband."

Qin Songmu nodded: "Yes. I hope you can understand what I do."

Qin Yingying smiled indifferently: "Are you worried that I will have a misunderstanding?"

Qin Songmu also smiled: "I don't want you to feel that your brother is a man who plays with women."

"Oh, it doesn't matter if I misunderstand it. Because I am a woman who has been deeply hurt, my psychology has been tempered and I won't be too hurt. And if Sister Qingxia saw the situation just now, it would probably be a fatal blow to her. Although she was optimistic and cheerful, she was actually extremely fragile inside."

Qin Yingying's words made Qin Songmu feel a little disgusted. She felt that she was not a misunderstanding or misunderstanding just now, but a question of how much harm she could withstand. This was undoubtedly a signal she sent to Qin Songmu. However, the harm she mentioned was not known to her, but the insider Fang Xiaowan insisted on not saying it.

Qin Songmu thought to himself that if Yingying and Lijuan suffered the same emotional damage, Fang Xiaowan would not not tell her unless her experience was difficult to describe. However, Yingying seemed to have not avoided her experience.

Qin Songmu thought about this and smiled and said with a smile: "I have to accompany Qingxia whenever I have time. I have never had the opportunity to listen to you talk about my own experience."

Qin Yingying smiled sadly: "Actually, it takes great courage to tell me what I have experienced. But I have always wanted to find an opportunity to tell you, hoping that you can recognize what kind of woman I am."

Qin Songmu felt aroused and immediately signaled: "My office was quite clean after you cleaned the last time. Why don't you talk to me now?"

Qin Yingying said, "But didn't you make an appointment with Zhao Shuang's husband?"

Qin Songmu smiled and said, "Today is Monday, it should be the busiest day for outpatient doctors. They may not have time to come at the moment. Besides, even if they have time, they may not be able to arrive for a while. Do you take the time to talk now?"

Unexpectedly, Qin Yingying's eyes flushed and said, "But my experience cannot be finished just by taking time. It is a sad history of blood and tears."

Qin Songmu couldn't help but feel shocked because he heard Qin Yingying say it was a "sad torment histories of blood and tears" rather than herself, which shows that her experience will definitely arouse sympathy and even resonance from others.

He thought of Zhao Shuang's experience that Fang Xiaowan talked about. Could it be that Qin Yingying's experience is more tortuous and tear-jerking than Zhao Shuang's experience?

When Qin Songmu thought of this, he immediately aroused great curiosity and said earnestly: "Yingying, since your experience is very long, even if I give you a long time, you may not be able to finish it in one go. Then you might as well talk in paragraphs. Let's take the time to tell me one of the short paragraphs now?"

Qin Yingying looked up at him: "Are you really interested in listening?"

Qin Songmu nodded vigorously: "Well, because you are my girl, I must care about your situation."

Qin Yingying just opened her mouth and wanted to continue talking, but tears burst out from her eyes first.

Qin Songmu quickly took the mop and rag from her hand, then took her little hand and walked to the sand. He just sat down at the place where Zhao Shuang had just sat, pressed her shoulder and asked her to sit down forcibly.

Qin Yingying obediently obediently obediently.

Qin Songmu was about to sit next to Qin Yingying, but then he thought of something. He rushed to the water dispenser, took a paper cup, and took half a cup of pure water towards the water dispenser's outlet, and then brought it to Qin Yingying.

Qin Yingying whispered "Thank you" and took the paper cup.

Qin Songmu then sat slowly beside Qin Yingying, and then looked kind and said: "Yingying, you can talk slowly."

Under his persuasion, Qin Yingying's thoughts suddenly returned to the bumpy years of the past...
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