Chapter 646 I won't give up on you
Since Xiaoze and Jiang Jueli pointed out directly, Jiang Jueli fell into deep thought. His illness has indeed cured, but the military doctor said that not only could he not get close to Shen Shi, but his physical strength would also be gradually consumed to a certain extent. To put it bluntly, this poison cannot be completely removed unless it is replaced by blood. However, I am afraid that no one can do it at present.
What made Jiang Jueli even more uneasy was Chen Shi's attitude. The harder Chen Shi tried to take good care of him, the more guilty Jiang Jueli felt. It was originally supposed to be him who came to take care of Chen Shi and his daughter, but now in order to take better care of him, Shen Shi not only made Doudou almost never go home, but even Guoguo was basically left to Su Mo to take responsibility.
In order to prevent Jiang Jueli's health from being affected, Chen Shi prepared three meals a day for Jiang Jueli. Even if Jiang Jueli was going out for social events, she tried her best to follow him and take care of his diet.
What made Chen Shi more uneasy was that Jiang Jueli always seemed to be avoiding her. In the first few times, Jiang Jueli could not resist Chen Shi, so she could go with him to have dinner. But later, Jiang Jueli always had various reasons to refuse. If he hadn't known Jiang Jueli's physical condition, Chen Shi would have doubted whether there was another woman outside.
On this day, Chen Shi went to the military doctor again to understand Jiang Jueli's condition more clearly. However, the military doctor was hesitant and almost did not answer Chen Shi's questions from the front. This made Chen Shi more and more certain that Jiang Jueli might have really concealed his condition.
At night, Shen Shi was still waiting for Jiang Jueli in Jiang’s house. These days, Jiang Jueli always leaves early and returns late, and it is obvious that he is avoiding Shen Shi.
"Jeli, you are back." When I was drowsy, I heard the sound of the door opening and immediately came out.
"Why are you not sleeping?" Jiang Jueli's eyebrows thumped for a moment, feeling a little distressed.
"I'll wait for you to come back to sleep in the future, okay?" Chen Shi shook Jiang Jueli's hand coquettishly, but Jiang Jueli calmly pulled out his hand and took off his clothes casually.
"You are so busy every day, so you don't have to wait for me. I'll go back to my room first." Jiang Jueli said, holding his clothes in his hand, turning around and walking upstairs.
Chen Shi saw that Jiang Jueli never dared to look at his eyes, his eyes were sour, and he ran to Jiang Jueli's back and hugged him from behind.
"Jeli, are you hiding something from me? So you keep hiding from me?" Chen Shi's voice was filled with a crying voice. She could feel that Jiang Jueli's concealment must be very serious.
"No, don't be too careful." Jiang Jueli gently patted Shen Shi's hand, and the corners of his eyes became wet unconsciously.
"Then why don't you let me follow me? You always go out early and come back late? Didn't you deliberately hide from me?" Chen Shi pouted and gently bit a small bit on Jiang Jueli's back.
"I've been busy with too much work some time ago." Jiang Jueli felt that the tears of the sun had already moistened his skin through his shirt.
"It's really just that?" Chen Shi asked knowingly, very unwilling to accept it.
"Yes." Jiang Jueli said softly, prying Shen Shi's fingers apart, turning around, and a gentle kiss fell on Shen Shi's forehead.
But after that night, Jiang Jueli's heart became more determined to stay away from Shen Shi. In the past, Shen Shi's random teasing would make Jiang Jueli in a mess, but this time Shen Shi hugged himself like this and gnawed on his back, and he didn't react any more.
Jiang Jueli asked the doctor why, he didn't take that kind of medicine, and he should have normal functions. Why did he have good health? He suddenly failed. The doctor told him that he thought that Jiang Jueli was treating bloodletting now, and his body was already very weak, but he just looked strong. Although the doctor was constantly studying the treatment plan, there was no breakthrough yet.
The doctor even suggested that Jiang Jueli take the medicine in the prescription first. Although the order would cause Jiang Jueli's hormone disorder and thus cause Jiang Jueli to lose male function from then on. But at least, life can be saved. In this situation, the doctor has no way to ensure how long Jiang Jueli can save his life. But Jiang Jueli refused without thinking, and he said he would rather die than become a sissy.
When he walked out of the hospital, Jiang Jueli felt mixed feelings. If he had not known Chen Shi, he would have no scruples about the world, but with Chen Shi, he would later have children. Jiang Jueli deeply realized what it means to have armor and have weaknesses. He worked harder to conquer the world for his wife and children, but when encountering such a thing, he would also begin to be afraid of death.
While dazed in the car, Jiang Jueli received a call from Uncle Liu, saying that he would come to his house for dinner, and specifically reminded him to take Shen Shi with him. Jiang Jueli thought that it might be that Liu Chengjun told Uncle Liu about his situation, so he also wanted to come and find out about his situation.
After calling Chen Shi, Jiang Jueli went straight to pick up Chen Shi, and then rushed to Uncle Liu's house.
Since retired early, Uncle Liu almost got Sun Weile and moved from the office's house to Liu Chengjun's house. In order to ensure the safety of the old Red Army, the government sent someone to watch the safety of Liu Chengjun's family. Uncle Liu thought about it, but did not refuse.
"Jueli, I heard you were sick a while ago. How are you doing now?" Uncle Liu asked Jiang Juili while watering his flowers.
"It's almost done." Jiang Jueli stood beside Uncle Liu and said lightly, as if he was nothing, but his eyes unconsciously aimed at Chen Shi. She was busy with Keke in the kitchen.
"You! You always resist everything alone. Have you ever thought about it? Is it fair to conceal this way? If she is sick, what would you feel when you know that she has resisted all the illnesses alone?" Uncle Liu noticed Jiang Jueli's gaze and whispered to educate him softly.
"I am her husband, and I should bear this for her." Jiang Jueli said with confidence, not thinking there was anything wrong with this.
"Jueli, if you keep taking on the things for her, her ability to bear will decrease. What if one day you can't bear the responsibility for her? My greatest luck in my life is that I died later than your aunt, which gives me the peace of mind now. It is because I know I have to bear on the responsibility for her, so I worked hard to live. But looking at Cheng Jun and Keke, I suddenly wondered if I was wrong. If I hadn't borne so much for her, maybe your aunt could be as strong as Keke." Uncle Liu glanced at Jiang Jueli meaningfully.
"Sometimes fate is not something that people can control. Letting her have the ability to bear it may give her the greatest protection. Do you understand?" Uncle Liu said, walking towards the place where Shen Shi and Coco were.
Jiang Jueli stayed there and suddenly understood what Uncle Liu said. Thinking of her deliberate alienation from Chen Shi during this period, but Chen Shi had no intention of retreating at all, Jiang Jueli regretted it. Perhaps just as Uncle Liu said, Chen Shi should have a certain ability to bear it, and this is really for her good.
At the dinner table, Chen Shi and Ke Ke were chatting enthusiastically. No matter what he said, Chen Shi would always look at Jiang Jueli's expression, but his expression was always faint, as if his thoughts were not in a state at all.
Uncle Liu looked at Jiang Jueli's always lost his mind, and knew that his words were somewhat touching Jiang Jueli, but he felt a little more at ease. As a soldier, he was not afraid of death, and he believed that Jiang Jueli was not afraid either. But they were not afraid, which does not mean that living people were not afraid, such as Shen Shi.
When he returned to Jiang's house, Chen Shi was a little pleased as usual, and he talked in detail about the content of chatting with Keke with Jiang Jueli. He even deliberately told his own story, hoping to relax Jiang Jueli, but Jiang Jueli never responded.
"I have something to say to you when I was a kid." Jiang Jueli suddenly became serious and said to Shen Shi.
"What do you mean?" Chen Shi suddenly changed his face and had a bad premonition.
"My illness, I want to confess some of my situation to you." Jiang Jueli said calmly. Chen Shi was a little surprised when he heard this. Unexpectedly, Jiang Jueli was willing to tell him.
"You say, I'll listen." Shen Shi sat upright and listened.
"My condition is not as good as I imagined. I told you before that the treatment I received now can be cured is a scam. The toxicity is just temporarily hidden, but it may relapse at any time. This time it will be relapsed." Jiang Jueli said slowly, while looking at Chen Shi's expression. Chen Shi pursed his lips and endured it without crying.
"The doctor said that my disease is difficult to cure unless it is a blood exchange. But there is no such technology in the world at present, so I can only wait and see if there is a new treatment plan. Before that, my body would have been like this and it may recur." Jiang Jueli began to feel fear in his eyes when he saw Chen Shi.
"Then, what would happen if you didn't wait for the treatment?" Chen Shi's voice trembled a little.
"I will die." Jiang Jueli hesitated for a moment, but still spit out these two words.
When Chen Shi heard these two words, he could no longer help but shed tears. Chen Shi threw himself on Jiang Jueli and burst into tears. She thought that this might be the worst result. She thought she was mentally prepared, but when Jiang Jueli said it, the angina pectoris became a ball, and she still couldn't accept it.
"Jeli, no matter what, I will not give up on you, so don't give up on me. I believe that we have finally come to this point and have experienced so many twists and turns. God will not be so cruel. We all have hope, okay?" Chen Shi cried and hugged Jiang Jueli tightly, for fear that he would really leave once he let go.
"Okay." Jiang Jueli replied bitterly in a hoarse voice.
Chapter completed!