I turned my head and looked at Lao Sun's head sitting beside me at this time. Lao Sun's head did not look at me, but looked straight ahead, and there seemed to be no focus in his eyes. It seemed that this existence, known as the number one miracle doctor in China, also had his own thoughts.

"Is it because of this?" I thought about it and then asked Lao Sun.

I thought that for someone like Lao Sun who can almost leave a name in the history of Chinese medicine, life and death have probably been indifferent to it. I didn't expect that such Lao Sun could affect his mood.

Lao Sun turned his head to look at me, smiled bitterly and said, "Boy, don't think this is just a small matter. For me, who was praised by everyone at that time as the No. 1 miracle doctor in China, this small matter that was originally normal for me can be said to have caused a devastating blow to my mood, because in their boast, even I myself believed that I was a savior who could do anything, and even the terminally ill person I could save him alive. This was my own understanding at that time."

I couldn't help but be stunned again. I didn't expect that even Lao Sun would be lost by such a false reputation. It seems that this so-called praise is really powerful.

I can also understand the despair that Lao Sun said. Now, for a person like Lao Sun, even if someone dies at his hands, it is not a big deal that he cannot save the other party. After all, for a doctor like Lao Sun, life and death must have been taken lightly. No matter how powerful Lao Sun is, he is not a god. How could he save someone's life every time?

However, when he was respected as the number one miracle doctor in China when he first debuted, Lao Sun began to successfully believe that he had become the only savior in the world through the boasting of various people. I am afraid that Lao Sun had saved many lives at that time, and encountered many difficulties and was conquered by Lao Sun. This would make Lao Sun have such a hypocritical illusion? Until Lao Sun had a life that he could not save.

In fact, I have known Lao Suntou for quite some time. I have known him a lot before. Although Lao Suntou had never shown the level of the No. 1 miracle doctor he should have, even Yi Shi blindly trusted Lao Suntou, which means that Lao Suntou does have such strength.

In my opinion, this old man is quite easy to get along with, and his temper is not very strange. He does not seek fame or profit, as if nothing can impress Lao Man. Such an old man should have nothing to care about.

Now that I heard Lao Suntou say this, I realize that everyone in this world has their own obstacles, and even people like Lao Suntou are no exception.

"I didn't expect you to have such a past." I thought about it and then spoke like this.

"Yes." Lao Sun replied. "Actually, I had been famous for a long time. Before that, almost no one who had been through my hands could not survive. But... Hey! You may not believe it. For so many years, I have always remembered the first person who died in my hands, and I failed in the field I was best at. Are you ridiculous? Why do you think I believed in God? Because in my opinion at that time, this was a reminder from God. Before that, I felt that I was the savior and that I could save all the people in this world who were in danger. At that time, I didn't believe in life. The so-called life could be saved in my hands. However, after this incident, I was thinking whether God felt that my thoughts were too inflated, so that I arranged such a thing for me to treat others to death in the field I was best at, so that I would not blindly think that I could represent God?"

I was surprised again. I didn't expect that the first failure for Lao Sun would cause such a big change in Lao Sun's mood, and even made Lao Sun start to change his initial belief in his heart. I have to say that this has indeed caused a huge change to Lao Sun's mind.

"Is that what you thought at that time?" I asked Lao Sun again.

"Yes." Lao Sun nodded. "I really didn't believe in fate before that. Later on, I became much more honest. In my opinion, I was not worthy of the so-called "The First Miracle Doctor in China", so I came to this place. In fact, I was still very guilty at that time, because I thought that once this matter spread, my name as the First Miracle Doctor in China would definitely be questioned, so I had to choose to hide. However, after so many years, probably few people can think of me, right? Hey! Actually, this is also a good thing for me."

"This..." My expression was quite strange at this time, and I really didn't know how to respond.

Because in my opinion, Lao Sun would live in such an isolated place and basically would not have any contact with people outside. This made me think Lao Sun would definitely not care about the so-called reputation, otherwise how could he choose to isolate himself from the world?

Lao Sun lives in such a place, which means that Lao Sun will definitely not be recognized by others. Where can such Lao Sun gain reputation? So I subconsciously thought that Lao Sun definitely does not value reputation.

Now that I heard Lao Sun's words, I realized that the reason why Lao Sun chose to live in this place was because Lao Sun cared too much about his reputation.

It was precisely because Lao Sun had not rescued someone for the first time a long time ago that Lao Sun was worried that if this matter was spread, he would be questioned by others as the so-called No. 1 miracle doctor in China, so Lao Sun chose such an isolated place to lock himself up.

To be honest, the two results are very different for me, and this even affected the image of Lao Sun in my heart.

Lao Sun was as if he saw what I was thinking, and he was not angry, but said to me happily: "Boy, no one in this world can do nothing. After all, people are human beings. People have feelings. Everyone cares. Everyone cares. Do you think other people living in this village care nothing? They also have things they care about, so they choose to live in seclusion here."
Chapter completed!