Gongsun Lanlan is talking about the crisis I fell into four years ago. In that crisis, it seemed that every opponent who had a grudge against me jumped out. They all wanted to kill me, and Jiang Qingqing and Gongsun Lanlan were the first of them.

In addition, I felt guilty about Jiang Qingqing at that time, so I felt that all this was reasonable. Even if I died in that crisis, I would not feel any regrets.

However, I finally came alive. I have to thank the woman Gongsun Lanlan. It was Gongsun Lanlan who let Monk Gudeng take action against me and left a breath for me. It was from that time that I had a chance to be reborn, which was equivalent to a nirvana.

I returned to the Magic City again, and I did have a big difference from before. The biggest difference is that I no longer need to have a dependent heart for my cousin that I can’t give up. In the past, I seemed to be unable to do anything after leaving my cousin, but now I already have this independent consciousness, which is exactly what my cousin wants to see, so my cousin sets up such a situation.

In fact, no one needs to tell me that I have figured it out. It was something I thought out clearly when I lived in the no-man's land. At that time, there was no one around me who could speak, and only various beasts in the mountains were with me.

Every time I hunt a prey, I would say a long sentence to the prey's corpse. I was afraid that if a person doesn't open his mouth for a long time, he would suddenly become unable to speak. This was my daily life in the no-man's land at that time.

At that time, I also learned to think independently. The biggest trouble for me at that time was why I didn’t die.

I wasn't dead under that situation, which was almost impossible.

Later I figured it out. The reason why I didn't die was because Monk Gudeng left a hand, and Monk Gudeng had never followed Gongsun Lanlan's orders. With Monk Gudeng's strength, it was impossible for Monk Gudeng to slap me in such a situation. Therefore, Monk Gudeng did this to give Gongsun Lanlan the intention.

However, I really understand Gongsun Lanlan too much. I will not do anything that is beneficial to Gongsun Lanlan. At that time, I would not be confident that Gongsun Lanlan would not be willing to kill me. Under that situation, Gongsun Lanlan asked me to kill me was completely beneficial to Gongsun Lanlan. How could Gongsun Lanlan be unable to bear to kill me? I never thought that Gongsun Lanlan would have a compassionate heart.

But Gongsun Lanlan still saved my life, and there was only one possibility left, that is, Gongsun Lanlan must have made an agreement with someone to save my life. This person must be his cousin Yan Shi!

My cousin took great pains to make changes to me. I was very moved by this when I figured it out. As time goes by, the more I think about it, the more I missed my daily life with my cousin. However, the difference between this nostalgia and the past is that there is less obvious dependence.

This is what my cousin wants to see. I believe that even if my cousin knows my inner feelings at this time, I will feel very relieved?

cousin……

I haven't seen her for four years. I miss my cousin very much. It seems that the schedule for going to the capital has to be advanced!

"Actually, when you just returned to the Demon Capital, I was really surprised. I was surprised that Yan Shi's method was really successful. I was surprised that Yan Shi dared to gamble like this and could win. Maybe this is the biggest difference between me and the Yan girl? If it were me, I would definitely not dare to engage in such a gambling. I was still too cautious. I want to pursue more stable interests. Perhaps... it is this point that may determine the gap between me and the Yan girl in the future." Gongsun Lanlan continued to speak.

I looked at Gongsun Lanlan in front of me in surprise. I didn't expect that Gongsun Lanlan would praise her younger generation so much. It seems that my cousin's thinking really made Gongsun Lanlan admire him. And I felt that what Gongsun Lanlan said at this time was indeed what he said. After all, Gongsun Lanlan did not need to lie to me in this regard.

"There are not many people in this world who can make you admire so much." I glanced at Gongsun Lanlan and then replied with a smile.

"Yes." Gongsun Lanlan glanced at me. "The girl from the Yan family is one, you are one."

"Me?" I pointed to my nose, and the expression I looked at Gongsun Lanlan was full of strange colors.

"What? Do you think you are not worthy?" Gongsun Lanlan looked at me with a smile.

"I have such confidence, but I can't afford to be able to make my aunt's vision so high and have the same pride in admiration, and even put me and my cousin on the same level." I waved my hand and replied.

"What can you afford to take on this?" Gongsun Lanlan glanced at me. "You do have amazing talent, which can be seen from the changes you have made in just three years. It's just that your mother Tang Huanqiu was with you before, and your cousin Yan Shi was by your side, your so-called talent was not so outstanding. And at that time, I thought this talent had been buried, because if you can't learn to think independently or even get rid of your dependence on them, then you will never grow up. At that time, I had a pity that you were such a good seedling, ruined by Tang Huanqiu.

And Yan Shi, if you were by my side since childhood, I would definitely use another educational method to make you an existence that everyone has to fear. However, Yan Shi changed her fate against the will of heaven and changed you at that time. Although the price was very high, it seems that the changes you made are not comparable to those of the efforts at that time. This kind of courage to give up can be said to be unprecedented. At least in this regard, I am not as good as the girl from the Yan family. The more I get, the harder it is to give up. Perhaps this is my biggest shortcoming, right? But do you know what the biggest problem of doing this is?"

"What?" I asked.

"The most important thing is of course your own talent." Gongsun Lanlan replied. "If you don't have this talent, no matter how much your cousin pays to you, you will never be able to escape the ending. Yan Shi knows more than anyone else what kind of talent you have, but you need to pay something, but you can't do it, so Yan Shi helps you. So in my opinion, it's not an exaggeration to have the same status as Yan Shi, and you don't need to think that this is impossible."
Chapter completed!