"I don't think you're right." I frowned again. I could hear the blame in Song Sisi's tone. Song Sisi complained that I didn't take this matter to heart, and it seemed that I was.

I don’t even know why this situation happened. You must know that this is related to the cause of my mother’s death. I should care about this matter the most.

But in fact, this is not the case. I really haven't been able to successfully regard this matter as the existence I care about the most, and even deliberately avoid it. Could it be that I really dare not face the truth?

However, this cannot change the result that Song Sisi is in a bad state now. This is exactly what I discussed with Song Sisi, right? It is not how I am. I know the best about what I am.

"I may... I really don't want to face this, but I won't give up." I said again.

"And you are different. I can feel the huge hatred in your heart. Such hatred may even directly change you. I have already realized this result. You are indeed different from you before."

"Oh? What's the difference? Why didn't I feel it?" Song Sisi responded.

"In the past, you were not so impulsive in doing things. You should be very rational. No matter what you do, you will not regard impulsiveness as the first element. But now you are different. Even if you don't admit it, you feel that you have a strong sense of rationality about this matter, but you can't deny the reason why impulsiveness really occupies the most important position in this matter." I spoke slowly.

"This was the case last time in Ziwei Mountain. If I hadn't pulled you, you might not have any care about anything and would have rushed up to fight for the old madman. No one could predict what kind of outcome would be. Can't this tell the problem?"

"What kind of problem can this mean?" Song Sisi sneered again.

"I don't think you explained anything. Even if I may have been impulsive about this, there is nothing wrong with this, right? Do I have to keep a normal mind in everything I want to do?"

"In the past, you could be said to be the most cautious person in my heart. You can be on par with my cousin. I never even thought that you would make any mistakes impulsively. Even after you left me, I still maintained this view of you, but this incident disturbed your heart. When you think of the old madman, you can't stop the hatred in your heart. This change is already obvious, right? I don't think such a change is a good thing, and I don't think you have such a perception, right?"

"So what?" Song Sisi asked back.

"I said just now that no one can keep a normal mind about anything. What if I am a little more impulsive? Are you worried about something that will happen to me? I don't think you really need to worry about this problem. You just need to care about yourself."

"I don't want to see anything wrong with you." I stared at Song Sisi quite seriously.

Song Sisi narrowed her eyes and looked at me for a while, then laughed out loud again with disdain.

"Don't you want to see what's wrong with me?" Song Sisi asked.

"What does that have to do with me? Zhang Cheng, having kindness is of course a good thing, but if this kind of mind is too overflowing, it will only make you seem like you have a lot of more women."

"Is this a bad thing?" asked back.

"Why don't it count?" Song Sisi said in my eyes again.

"It seems that you have completely forgotten what I said to you before we separated in Ziwei Mountain last time. I said at that time that what you should do most now is not to worry about these issues, because I am your opponent rather than your friend. You spend so much effort on your opponent, and even this person is always thinking about harming your life. Do you think this is worth doing? Are you trying to show your magnanimity? I think such a performance is of no use other than proving that you are a useless person."

"You are not really thinking about how to kill my life, right?" I glanced at Song Sisi again.

"Why can't I have such an idea?" Song Sisi said again.

"As I said just now, we are completely opponents. You should treat me as an enemy, and so do I. Maybe when I have the chance, you will fall into my hands. Zhang Cheng, you don't think that just because we advanced and retreated together last time, you think I will not behave like you, right? If you really have such an idea, then I have to say that Zhang Cheng, you are really naive at times."

"I really want this." I answered truthfully.

"Not only do I don't want to see you as an opponent anymore, I also hope you don't see me as an opponent. I'm not afraid to tell you the truth. Even after you left me, I have always had this idea."

"Can I call it a fantasy?" Song Sisi glanced at me.

"Of course you can think so. You can think whatever you think. In my heart, I think there is still a possibility. What do you think?" I stared into Song Sisi's eyes.

"I think... you may be thinking too much." Song Sisi said.

"We were not on the same position from the beginning. Our only connection point was your mother, that's all. Don't think that if I wanted to figure out who killed her, we could be the same person. In fact, you are a member of the Zhang family, and I am working for the Jiang family, we still have an irreconcilable position!"

When I heard Song Sisi's words, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart. Sure enough, am I still thinking too much?

"No matter what, I still hope to go back to the past, even if this is not a big possibility." I continued to speak.

"It's not that it's not that big, it's that there's no possibility at all." Song Sisi frowned.

"Zhang Cheng, I think you should be more awake. I don't know why you have such a mentally retarded idea, but I think it's better for you to dispel this idea now, because I will no longer regard you as my own person, and I will even try every means to take your life. If I haven't taken action now, it doesn't mean that I won't take action when I see you in the future. I think the most important thing you should do is to be on guard against me all the time, so as not to fall into my hands one day."
Chapter completed!