Xia Wanyu looked at me with a serious expression, sighed again in her heart, sat beside me and stretched out her hands to hold my hands, muttering: "Zhang Cheng, isn't other things important in your eyes? Including me... and Xiaoyu?"

When I heard Xia Wanyu's words, I was stunned again, and then quickly replied: "How is that possible? You and Xiaoyu are the most important people in my life, so how could I feel it is not important?"

"This is what you just said. Only those problems are the motivation for you to survive." Xia Wanyu said quietly.

"Wanyu, don't care about this." I said again.

"If there were no such problems, I might give up everything in my hands and take you, your children and cousin to live in Phoenix Village. In fact, I have been tired of me with the struggles of power. I can stick to it until now because I still have many problems. If I don't have absolute strength to support it, I will not be able to figure it out. What I said is not what you think, do you understand?"

Looking at me like this, Xia Wanyu burst out laughing, as beautiful as a flower blooming in an instant.

"Actually, I just wanted to divert your attention." Xia Wanyu said.

"By the way, see how I am in your heart, but judging from your nervous performance just now, I am still very satisfied."

When I heard Xia Wanyu's words, I felt relieved.

I am really worried that Xia Wanyu will think about what I just said.

"You didn't think too much." I patted Xia Wanyu's little hand and said.

"I'm worried that you are thinking too much," Xia Wanyu said.

"I know that you must be clear about those problems, but no matter what, don't fall into a devil because of these problems. Do you understand? If such a thing really happens, then there are too many people who are sorry. Aunt Tang will definitely not want to see you become like this for her problem."

When I heard Xia Wanyu's comfort, I felt warm in my heart.

I nodded seriously at Xia Wanyu and said, "I understand. Although I know that it is difficult to get answers to these questions, and maybe I will not have the chance to know the answers to these questions in the future, I will not give up on myself because of something. When have you ever seen yourself give up on yourself?"

"Have you been doing this these few days?" Xia Wanyu glanced at me and said.

"Because of Jiang Qingqing's affairs, you are almost always thinking about tea and food today. Isn't this giving up on yourself?"

Xia Wanyu's tone was full of blame, but this kind of blame was not very strong. It was obviously Xia Wanyu who deliberately told her not to show it, otherwise it would be bad if she stimulated me to the point.

I smiled bitterly and said to Xia Wanyu again: "Wanyu, you also know what kind of situation I have done will be like in this matter. I have thought that I would not think about this matter, but I can't do it. If I can do it, then I am really not a human being. And I don't give up on myself, right? I just... I just feel a little guilty towards Jiang Qingqing."

"This is not just a little bit." Xia Wanyu glanced at me.

"You feel very guilty about Jiang Qingqing. I'm afraid you will never be able to escape from this shadow in your life."

I smiled bitterly again. Actually, I understand this very well. Xia Wanyu said that it is possible to have children.

Maybe I really can't let go of the self-blame and guilt that this incident has brought to me in my life, but if I can really let go, then I'm probably going to be dehumanized, right?

I have done such a thing, but I can still let go and completely forget about it. This is not something that people can do.

"No matter what, after I handed that thing to Jiang Qingqing, I will feel a little better." I said to Xia Wanyu again.

"You really decided?" Xia Wanyu asked.

"I decided." I nodded.

"Anyway, it's useless for me to use, so it's not unacceptable to hand it over to Jiang Qingqing."

"Didn't I tell you a way to have the best of both worlds? You can try it." Xia Wanyu thought for a while and said to me again.

"I can't use it." I slowly shook my head at Xia Wanyu, with apologies in my eyes.

"If I do this, it's no different from being foolish. Now I can't be foolish at Jiang Qingqing. This is not the result I want."

"Okay." Xia Wanyu also smiled at me.

"How to decide that is your business. As long as you can think about it in your heart, it is naturally the best. Jiang Qingqing has changed a lot about you now. It can be said that Jiang Qingqing is no longer the Jiang Qingqing of the past. If you have to face Jiang Qingqing, be careful, otherwise... it is very likely that any result will occur."

I know what Xia Wanyu wants to say. Xia Wanyu just wants to say that Jiang Qingqing is very dangerous to me now. After all, I have hurt Jiang Qingqing, and I may not say when Jiang Qingqing will hurt me.

I smiled at Xia Wanyu again and said, "Don't worry, Wanyu, I have my own sense of being aware of this matter, and I won't joke about this matter."

Actually, I didn't tell Xia Wanyu that I even had the idea of ​​atoneing my sins in front of Jiang Qingqing. If Xia Wanyu knew about my thoughts, Xia Wanyu would definitely be very disappointed with me, right?

"Do you want to study this thing again?" Xia Wanyu asked, looking at the paper and pen in front of me.

"No." I shook my head.

"I can't study anything, so I'll study it later."

"Okay, then you go to bed quickly, it's already late." Xia Wanyu said to me.

Seeing me nodding, Xia Wanyu greeted me again, and then turned around and left my room.

"Wanyu." I suddenly called Xia Wanyu.

Xia Wanyu also stopped, turned her head and looked at me in confusion and asked, "What's wrong? Is there anything else?"

"That... can you be here?" I thought about it and looked at Xia Wanyu with a very embarrassed look and asked.

Right here?

Xia Wanyu didn't understand what I meant, and asked again: "What does it mean?"

"That's... can you sleep in my room tonight?" I said again.

Finally, Xia Wanyu's pretty face turned red after finally figuring out what I meant, just like a ripe red apple.
Chapter completed!