I couldn't help but be stunned. When I was in Phoenix Village, didn't Song Sisi kill me just 0.5 centimeters?

Is it because of this that my cousin wants to kill Song Sisi?

Could it be that...I am my cousin's bottom line?

In this case, why didn’t my cousin cry when she saw me ‘dead’?

Since I asked my cousin this question at Kunnan Hospital, I have always been very concerned about it.

My cousin said that when she saw me lying in a pool of blood, she had never cried, which made me very confused.

Even my cousin won’t cry even if I die. When will my cousin cry?

This is not something that my bad taste is causing trouble. I really want to see my cousin crying because of why I did, but I still don’t have the honor to experience it.

"Sister, haven't Song Sisi killed me yet?" I thought about it, and then said to my cousin.

"But she almost killed you." My cousin pulled the corners of her mouth again, but I didn't see any smiles in my cousin's expression.

"If Song Sisi deviates from that little bit when she starts, I will never see my cousin again, do you think I should have the idea of ​​killing Song Sisi?"

I was stunned. After hearing what my cousin said, was Fanxuan’s actions really my cousin’s idea yesterday?

If this is the case, then I am indeed the bottom line in my cousin’s heart.

My cousin was so kind before, and I never had a look of popularity with anyone. The feeling I felt was as if no matter who was in front of me, my cousin could treat him with courtesy.

In my cousin's eyes, there seems to be no distinction between allies and opponents.

But when Song Sisi attacked me, my cousin actually had the motive to kill someone. Isn’t this touching my cousin’s bottom line?

Although I have basically confirmed that my position in my cousin’s heart is at the bottom line, anyone who meets me will be furious.

However, I didn’t have the joy I should have, because this time it was Song Sisi who touched her cousin’s bottom line.

Although Song Sisi had already escaped yesterday, if her cousin wanted to target Song Sisi, could Song Sisi beat her cousin?

No matter who can compete with Song Sisi, this is a result that I don’t want to see.

My cousin naturally realized what I was thinking, sighed slightly and said to me, "Cousin, Song Sisi's departure would have made you more heart-warming, why are you still more influenced by feelings?"

I was stunned when I heard my cousin's words.

yes!

Logically speaking, Song Sisi's betrayal will make it harder for me to believe in the things of feelings. How much impact did Jiang Qingqing deceive me have on me?

But now I seem to be thinking about Song Sisi all the time, why did it become like this? The hatred of Song Sisi in my heart is the script that should be there, right? But I didn’t feel a little hatred for Song Sisi in my heart, but I felt extremely sad for Song Sisi’s departure.

"Maybe... maybe I understand Song Sisi's actions a little, right? I don't know either." I thought about it, and then said to my cousin.

My cousin looked at me and said again: "This is very dangerous for you. Song Sisi himself is also a dangerous person. Have you not reacted yet?"

"I've reacted." I said with a frown expression.

"I know Song Sisi is very dangerous. Even yesterday Song Sisi set up such a chain of plans to kill me. But I can't raise some hatred for Song Sisi. Could it be that I trusted Song Sisi too much before? This is not true. It shouldn't be that the more trust I trusted and betrayed, the stronger the hatred in my heart? Why is it the reverse now?"

How could I not understand the current situation? But I really can’t hate Song Sisi.

I always feel that Song Sisi is Song Sisi, Yu Xuanji is Yu Xuanji, these two people are not the same person.

Nowadays, Yu Xuanji has the appearance of Song Sisi and the memory of Song Sisi, so I can't take action against Yu Xuanji.

If it weren't for my reason yesterday, Yu Xuanji would have died under the bearded knife.

My cousin thought about it, then looked at me and said, "If I guessed correctly, cousin, you should feel guilty about Song Sisi, so you have this kind of mentality."

Guilt?

What do I feel very guilty about Song Sisi? Song Sisi betrayed the Zhang family and almost killed me. Shouldn’t it be Song Sisi’s guilty about me?

Looking at my confused look, my cousin explained again: "You took all the responsibility for what Uncle Zhang did back then on yourself. In addition, you think there would be no Zhang family without Song Sisi. Even Song Sisi has saved your life many times. These factors are intertwined in your cousin's heart, so you don't want to attack Song Sisi in the end."

After hearing my cousin’s explanation, I realized it.

I just said why I had such forgiveness to Song Sisi? It turned out that this is the reason?

It seems that it should be!

"Then...what should I do now? I really can't raise a hint of hatred for Song Sisi. I can't hate Song Sisi for no reason, right?" I thought for a while, and then asked for help from my cousin.

My cousin smiled and said to me, "Just let it continue like this, maybe it will have miraculous effects."

What miraculous effect can this have?

I couldn't help but smile bitterly. Now I have not become more tougher because of Song Sisi's departure, but have become indecisive.

Now the Zhang family is facing a great crisis, and I have another problem. Who knows whether the Zhang family will be declared war by other families and forces overnight? How should the Zhang family deal with it then?

"Sister, am I a waste?" I asked to my cousin with a decadent look on my face.

My cousin glanced at me, smiled and said, "Why do you think so?"

"How many times have I experienced dangers? If it were someone else, I would have grown into a monster long ago, but not only did I not grow up, but I also had a tendency to degenerate. What is this kind of person not a waste? Such a waste will only harm the Zhang family." I sighed slightly, and a strong sense of powerlessness arose in my heart.

"Cousin, how many times have I said it? Tell you not to belittle yourself." My cousin said.

"It's a blessing to have a lost horse? This seems to be a bad thing for you. Who knows whether it will play a decisive role in the future? At least for now, you can help the Zhang family bring a large part of the benefits."

After my cousin finished speaking, she handed me the blank paper in her hand.
Chapter completed!