The alarm of the monitoring instrument ended abruptly, as if telling Su Yunjin that something had completely ended.

Su Yunjin shook her head and instinctively refused to accept the facts.

She didn't believe that Jiang Ye just left like that.

Their child has just been born, and Jiang Ye's spirit is getting better and better. He should be better. Listen to the child call him dad and watch the child grow up.

How could he just leave?

Su Yun's brocade heart was like a blade cutting, and huge pain surrounded her in a small space. She opened her mouth and cried silently, as if she could not breathe, tears flowed down the tears on her face and fell on the newly born Chen Yuechuan's face.

Chen Yuechuan, who had just arrived in this world, seemed to feel something, moved his thin hands and feet, and suddenly burst into tears.

At this moment, the attending doctor and several experts arrived at the ward.

After looking at the monitoring instrument, the attending doctor knew that there was little hope. After checking, he took off his glasses and looked at the nurse heavily: "The patient has no vital signs. Time of death: 17:44 on October 12, xxxx."

Su Yunjin suddenly realized that the doctor was proclaiming Jiang Ye dead.

She got up and held the doctor's hand like a life-saving driftwood: "Doctor, please don't give up. Please save Jiang Ye, can you save him? Maybe he can wake up like before! Our child has just been born, so he can't leave us like this..."

A short sentence, Su Yunjin choked and said intermittently for a long time, tears flowing without any image, and the begging in her eyes made people feel distressed.

However, Jiang Ye no longer has any vital signs, and even if he invites the most authoritative experts in the medical field, he is unable to make up for the situation.

The attending doctor patted Su Yunjin's hand: "Miss Su, I'm sorry, Jiang Ye has left. I'm sorry."

Su Yunjin instinctively refused to listen to such words and shook her head stubbornly: "No, doctor, there must be a way. Please save him like before! As long as I save him, I am willing to give everything..."

The doctor had been used to death in the hospital, but when facing Su Yunjin, he couldn't help but feel compassion and comforted him: "But rescue is useless. Miss Su, there is an old saying in your country: People cannot be resurrected. I feel very sorry for Jiang Ye leaving. But you still have a newborn child to take care of, and you must be strong."

Su Yunjin begged to look at the doctor, and suddenly saw the helplessness and sympathy in the doctor's eyes.

She realized in despair that Jiang Ye had really left this world.

The person who was lying on the hospital bed and was losing his body temperature was no longer Jiang Ye, but Jiang Ye's body.

Jiang Ye would never open his eyes again, look at her with gentle eyes; he would never open his hands and hug her into his arms again.

He would never say, Yunjin, I love you.

He had already gone somewhere. That place she had never reached for the rest of her life.

In an instant, Su Yunjin fell to the ground and cried loudly as if she had been exhausted.

The attending doctor silently put a handkerchief on Su Yunjin's palm and told the nurse: "Go to my office, open the drawer for mailings, and take the two letters inside."

The nurse quickly brought the thing over and the attending doctor handed it to Su Yunjin: "These are two letters that Jiang Ye gave me a few days ago. He asked me to pass it on to you after he left."

Su Yunjin took it with her trembling hands and opened the letter Jiang Ye left to her.

At the beginning of the letter, Jiang Ye said, "Yunjin, I don't want you to see this letter. Because when you see this letter, I must have left you. This is what I least want to happen."

Su Yunjin closed her eyes hard, but tears still burst out from her eyes.

Jiang Ye continued, as if he had expected Su Yunjin to cry, and said:

"Yunjin, don't cry.

"In my life, my greatest luck is meeting you, but God will make people feel sorry for me, and I can't live with you until I grow old. I have the rarest disease in the world, really, sorry.

...

"If heaven can see the world, I will keep watching you, so Yunjin, you must live strongly - together with my part. Promise me, wait for my affairs to pass, you must be happier and more fulfilling day by day. Otherwise, I will not be at ease.

"Yunjin, I hope that in the days without me, you will be safe and smooth every day, and I hope nothing can hurt you again.

"Yunjin, this is the last time I wrote your name one by one, I love you."

...

With a "click", Su Yunjin's tears fell on the white letter paper, and a pool of water was opened. He held the letter into his arms, pressed against his heart, and finally could no longer suppress it and burst into tears.

Seeing this, other doctors and nurses left one after another. The attending doctor put his hand on Su Yunjin's shoulder: "I feel very sorry, just like the movie said: There are always some people in this world who cannot grow old together."

After a long time, Su Yunjin raised her head and raised the corner of her lips covered with tears: "Doctor, I will grow old with him, but the world is separated."

The attending doctor was stunned, patted Su Yunjin on the shoulder, and then left the ward.

Since Su Yunjin said that, he had reason to believe that she would face Jiang Ye's death with great strength.

As it turns out, the attending doctor was not wrong.

Su Yunjin suppressed her pain and calmly informed her friends about Jiang Ye's death, and held a memorial service for Jiang Ye, and then let Jiang Ye sleep underground on a sunny day.

No friend doesn't comfort Su Yunjin, but Su Yunjin always pretends to be strong: "I can hold on."

"Do we need to help you take care of your children?" said the friend, "Yunjin, you just gave birth to a child, you are very weak and have suffered such a big blow again, we are worried..."

"Don't worry." Su Yunjin interrupted her friend, "When Jiang Ye was admitted to the intensive care unit, I had already expected this day. Although it was difficult to accept, I always had to go through this level. The child is now my greatest spiritual support. Let him stay by my side, there will be no problem."

Su Yunjin thought she could grit her teeth and survive, and her friends believed and supported her, but the facts were much more difficult than she thought.

Because Su Hongyuan took this opportunity, he kept irritating and attacking Su Yunjin, and even used all his relationships to let the hospital and friends in the study abroad circle urge Su Yunjin to pay back the debt.

Su Yunjin not only had to accept the fact that Jiang Ye died, but also had to take care of a newborn child, but also faced a huge debt.

She could bear all these things. What made her collapse was that after the house expired, she was kicked out of the apartment by the landlord. The cash she had in her hand could not even pay the rent for the cheapest poor house.

She could only take her children to travel to various friends' houses.

Chen Yuechuan, who was born, is so sensible that he is disturbing. Except when he is hungry, he rarely cries. He slept all night and spent most of the day sleeping. When he occasionally opened his eyes, he just looked at the ceiling with his black eyes.

The more he did this, the more depressed Su Yunjin was. She would rather her child cry and make trouble, than her newborn child stayed silent with her.

Because the more silent she was, the more she felt despair was about to explode.

When he noticed that he had something abnormal, Su Yunjin found that he began to have hallucinations.

She always felt that Jiang Ye was still alive. When she heard the sound of opening the door, she would subconsciously look up, smile and shout, "Jiang Ye."

But what I see is often friends who come back from get off work.

In the middle of the night, she always felt that Jiang Ye was by her side. Or she was curling up in Jiang Ye's arms as before.

But when I reached out to touch the surroundings, all I could touch was the cold air.

She always felt Jiang Ye calling her and responded happily.

But what responded to her was endless silence.

Su Yunjin felt desperate and depressed. Finally one day, she slapped Chen Yuechuan, who was quietly looking at the ceiling. Chen Yuechuan glanced at her and burst into tears.

She woke up like a dream, and cried and picked up Chen Yuechuan, but she couldn't coax the child.

When a friend came back from get off work, he saw the mother and son crying together, and asked, "Yunjin, what's wrong?"

Su Yunjin gave the child to her friend and rushed into the bath room to wash her face with cold water.

When she raised her head, she saw herself in the mirror, with a yellow complexion, her hair was chaotic, and her pupils were scattered and unconscious…

This is not Su Yunjin, she is clearly a person she doesn't know.

How could the normal Su Yunjin, who used to attack a child?

Su Yunjin confessed to her friend and chatted with her for two hours with a friend studying psychology. The friend told her heavily: "Yunjin, you suffer from depression."

To make matters worse, Su Hongyuan came to Su Yunjin at this time and proposed to ask Su Yunjin to return to China and meet Mr. Cui, who had always been obsessed with Su Yunjin.

Su Yunjin naturally would not agree, but Su Hongyuan found out that she was suffering from depression and threatened: "If you don't reply, I will apply to the court and I will raise the child."

"Why are you?" Su Yunjin was excited, "I am his biological mother, you have nothing to do with him!"

"Just because you suffer from depression, you may end your life at any time, and you may end that child's life!" Su Hongyuan was very sure, "Also, you are penniless now! That child and I have a blood relationship with uncle and nephew. If I use a little more relationship, would you guess the court will award me the temporary custody of the child?"

Su Yunjin believed that Su Hongyuan could do such a thing, and in order to conceal the child she had given birth to from Mr. Cui, once the child fell into Su Hongyuan's hands, he didn't know which one he would be sent to.

But Shen Yuechuan stayed by her side, and she was also in danger at all times. She didn't know when she would make a heavier hand on her child or a heavier hand on herself.

When Jiang Ye left, Su Yunjin was not so desperate.

At that time, her life and the world she saw were all gray, and she thought of death countless times.

Finally, she decided to give up Chen Yuechuan.

Since she can't take good care of Chen Yuechuan, she may endanger her children's lives at any time, Su Hongyuan is also eyeing her children. It's better to bet once. Perhaps, the children will have a better life.

At that time, Su Yunjin had decided to let go of Shen Yuechuan and end her life.
Chapter completed!