When he was a student, Su Jianan was a mythical god of study.

But she has always been slow in terms of emotions.

So, although she met Lu Boyan that year 10 years ago, she realized that she liked him a long time later. At that time, she had grown from a little girl to a graceful girl. Lu Boyan... She hadn't seen him for many years. She didn't know if he was still as beautiful as he was when he was 16 years old, and she didn't know what he looked like.

But she still likes him.

I received a love letter in the first year of junior high school. The fragrant letter paper was wrapped in the boy's photo. She took a look and Lu Boyan's appearance automatically appeared in her mind. The boy's nose was not as straight as Lu Boyan, his eyes were not as deep and beautiful as Lu Boyan, and his hairstyle was not as natural as Lu Boyan.

She was stopped to confess her love in the second year of junior high school. The slutty boy asked her to be his girlfriend, ensuring that she was domineering in school in the future and no one dared to bully her. She looked at the boy, well, she had no temperament, unlike Lu Boyan, who was attracted by the calmness and elegance that his peers did not have at once.

Later, Su Yuanyuan and her daughter appeared, and her mother passed away suddenly, and her life suddenly entered the eternal night.

She locked herself in her mother's room during the day and cried bitterly at night. She felt that she could not survive several times, but at the last moment, she always thought of Lu Boyan.

When he met him, his father had just died in a car accident. His mother told her, "That brother is very sad, can you go and accompany him?"

At that time, her entanglement might have annoyed Lu Boyan, but now, his figure has become her pillar.

Why can't Lu Boyan face the fact that his closest relatives leave the world? At least she must be as strong as him, right?

In this way, she thought about him without Lu Boyan's knowledge and actually survived that most difficult period.

At this time, she still didn't realize that she liked Lu Boyan.

When she was about to graduate from high school, she accidentally saw him in a financial magazine.

In her memory, Brother Bo Yan was still a 16-year-old boy wearing sweaters and casual pants, but in the magazine, he was wearing an expensive custom suit, his outline became colder and clearer, and his eyes became deeper and more difficult to understand. He was much taller than when he was 16 years old.

He went from a teenager to a successful business elite.

She suddenly realized that Lu Boyan was already a man.

At that moment, her heart suddenly pounded. When her classmates saw her being lost, they laughed and teased her: "Jian An, you have a day of being crazy! This business rookie is super handsome! Do you like him?"

I like it, Su Jianan always liked the voice in his heart when he heard it.

At this time, she realized why she could not be moved by a boy of the same age like a normal girl and had a youthful love relationship with them; why, no matter whether it was a naughty boy sitting at the end of the classroom or the so-called dream lover of girls in the school said she liked her, she would not help but compare them with Lu Boyan, and in the end she felt that they were not as good as Lu Boyan.

In fact, she fell in love when she was ten years old and fell in love with Lu Boyan, but she only found out now.

After graduating from high school in a hurry, she was admitted to A-level college and began to like to read various financial magazines because sometimes she would see news about Lu Boyan or interviews with him.

There are several photos taken for him by magazines on the Internet. She downloaded them to hide them in the secret album on her mobile phone, and even Luo Xiaoxi didn't know about it.

During his four years in college, he secretly liked Lu Boyan. When he occasionally spoke on the phone or met Tang Yulan, he could hear news about Lu Boyan from Tang Yulan.

Several times, Tang Yulan asked her if she wanted to have dinner at her house, and said that they could meet Lu Boyan when she came back today.

At that time, Lu Boyan had already developed the Lu family into a business empire. He became the dream lover of many girls. The scandal with Han Ruoxi was rumored. The photos of them having sex were flying everywhere on the Internet. She shook her head and refused, and was very busy with studying.

Actually, I am afraid of seeing him with my own eyes.

Despite this, she still felt that she was much luckier than most girls she had crushed. At least she met Lu Boyan very early and could still know about him at any time.

After graduation, Su Yicheng asked her to study abroad, and she chose the school where Lu Boyan graduated.

When she was studying at Columbia University, Lu Boyan was also a sensible figure. After many years of graduation, there were still professors who remembered him. She could occasionally hear the little things he was studying here from professors or classmates, so she was always inexplicably happy. Jiang Shaokai said that she didn't know if she had seen many corpses after studying abroad, and she looked like a lunatic and laughed from time to time.

Like a neuropath, it’s like a neuropath. It’s her own business to like Lu Boyan.

During the two years she studied abroad, Su Yicheng's Cheng'an Group grew rapidly. Cheng'an Group suppressed the Su family, making Su Hongyuan breathless. Su Hongyuan moved to the idea of ​​kidnapping her and threatening Su Yicheng.

When Su Yicheng and Tang Huilan proposed to marry Lu Boyan, her first reaction was fear.

He has secretly loved someone for so many years now, and she deals with corpses all day long, not to mention... he seems to have someone he likes.

It’s already very satisfied to secretly pay attention to him, how can you still marry him?

"Jian An, this is your only chance." Su Yicheng said to her, "You like him, I know."

She looked at her brother and couldn't speak for a long time. She was like a little girl who was found stealing her mother's high heels. She blushed and embarrassed and wished she could disappear from now on.

"You have to fight for what you like yourself, and the same goes for the person you like." Su Yicheng touched her head and told her, "Think about whether you would be sad if he married someone else?"

She nodded blankly, and Su Yicheng said again: "Then you go and marry him. Don't give him to others, you must at least fight for yourself."

Then, she nodded and agreed to marry Lu Boyan and became a couple with him, but Lu Boyan told her that she would divorce her in two years.

"Well, what a coincidence, I don't have much affection for you" - she was pretending to answer Lu Boyan at that time, and she was actually a little sad.

Lu Boyan once asked her why she agreed to marry him. The real reason was of course that she liked him. The perverted killer's knife tip was pressed against her face. Jiang Shaokai asked her if she had anything to say to Lu Boyan. She wanted to tell Lu Boyan that she liked him, but if he was with Han Ruoxi, it seemed unnecessary.

After all, she was already satisfied to marry him.

She secretly liked Lu Boyan for so many years, and she didn't even dare to be with him, let alone get married. Even if she was really killed this time, she had been a couple with Lu Boyan for at least two months. Although it was not long, it was enough to make her life without regrets.

Look, she likes to make her arrogance hide in her bones so humble, so she dare not mention it or tell anyone.

But she didn't expect that Jiang Shaokai could see through all this.

Su Jianan was no longer as panicked as when she was exposed by Su Yicheng. She smiled and said to Jiang Shaokai in a pleading tone: "Don't tell others."

Jiang Shaokai was so angry that he felt pain: "I have no future!"

"Who said it? It's just that my future is used elsewhere!"

"What's the use of kung fu with me?" Jiang Shaokai said, "It's only useful to fight with Han Ruoxi and snatch Lu Boyan!"

Su Jianan remembered the photos of Han Ruoxi and Lu Boyan's clothes tangled together in chaos: "Can't you grab it? They have feelings for each other."

"Jane An, I suddenly feel like you are a little pitiful."

"I am healthy, full and warm, and married my favorite person. Where is the pity?" Su Jianan curled his lips, "You are not as good as pity Xiaoxi. She has cut off her pocket money again..."

Jiang Shaokai said "stop": "Luo Xiaoxi is braver than you."

Su Jianan was stunned for a moment and smiled.

Yes, Xiaoxi is indeed braver than her. She confesses loudly as soon as she falls in love. You don’t agree, right? It doesn’t matter. I’ll just come and chase you.

She took her cell phone and got up with the insulation bucket: "I'll bring you lunch tomorrow."

Jiang Shaokai would not refuse: "Driving carefully."

It was already late when Su Jianan returned home. She parked the car and carried the insulated bucket into the house. She saw Lu Boyan sitting alone on the sofa in the living room. There were several cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of her, and there was a faint smell of smoke mixed in the air.

In her impression, Lu Boyan does not smoke.

She walked over and said, "Are you okay?"

Lu Boyan raised his eyes lightly: "It's okay. Have you been staying in the hospital?"

Su Jianan nodded: "Xiao Xi is there too, so we... chatted for a while."

Lu Boyan said "um" and reached out to the cigarette and matchbox on the coffee table. For some reason, he shrank back. He looked at Su Jianan: "If you have nothing to do, go to bed early."

"Yesterday..." Su Jianan hesitated or said, "My phone fell to Xiao Xi's house, so I don't know if you called me. What do you... want to tell me?"

She did not deny that she had a trace of expectation in her heart, but Lu Boyan's expression was not strange, and he said: "Nothing."

He seemed to not want to talk to her anymore. Su Jianan covered up the disappointment in his heart and put down the insulation bucket and went upstairs.

After taking a shower, Su Jianan felt the pain in the back of his head.

She suddenly remembered that the murderer hit the back of her head last night and knocked her out. It was normal for her to hurt now.

To be safe, she went downstairs to find the medicine box.

It was past eleven o'clock, and the large crystal chandeliers in the living room had gone out, leaving only a few wall lamps with warm yellow lights. Su Jianan smelled the strong smell of smoke.

She subconsciously looked at the sofa, Lu Boyan was still sitting on the sofa, her fingertips were filled with smoke, and his back was particularly lonely.

A book that Su Jianan has read said that a person's face can be disguised as it is not leaked, but the back cannot be disguised.

Whether a person is happy and perfect, or lonely and helpless can be seen from his back.

Lu Boyan... Does he belong to the latter? Otherwise, why would he sit alone on the sofa and smoke at this time?

Su Jianan's heart seemed to be stabbed into a needle, and her steps uncontrollably walked in front of Lu Boyan.

Even if he didn't like her getting close, she couldn't pretend to see nothing and kept him alone.

Lu Boyan didn't expect Su Jianan would run down so late and wiped out the cigarette: "Didn't you tell you to go to bed early?"

"I..." Su Jianan stammered for a while, "I'll come down to find the medicine box."
Chapter completed!