Chapter 349 I don't need to listen to your words
Su Jianan was afraid of the cold, so when the weather was cold, she slept very peacefully, curled up in the quilt like a little pet, with only one head exposed, breathing lightly, and her beautiful little face was filled with peace.
Lu Boyan sat down beside the bed, pulled away the hair on Su Jianan's forehead, and saw her face clearly through the dim light.
No wonder Tang Yulan advised her to give up her child.
The vomiting that lasted for half a month has overdrawn her entire body. Not only has she lost weight, but her face is even more scaryly pale.
The swords inserted into Lu Boyan's heart suddenly slashed to the side, and countless bloody wounds were added to his heart...
This time, she would not let Su Jianan leave again no matter what.
In the quiet room, the phone ring suddenly rang. Lu Boyan was afraid of disturbing Su Jian'an, so he walked to the balcony outside to answer.
The phone call was from Su Yicheng, and as soon as he answered, he asked: "Have you found Jian An?"
"Finished." Lu Boyan said, "I will take care of her at my mother."
"Where is Aunt Tang?" Su Yicheng smiled, "No wonder, someone is taking care of him, but I will not find him. There is only one there. She wants to get it."
After a pause, Su Yicheng talked about the serious matter: "I called to tell you good news. The Hong Qing that Jian An has been looking for has news..."
...
After the call, Lu Boyan did not go back to the room immediately, but stood on the balcony and let the cold wind blow on him.
During the period when Su Jianan left, there were a few moments, either when he was drunk, or when he was hit by the feeling of empty space when he woke up, he hated Su Jianan very much.
I hate her why I refuse to tell the truth and I hate her for leaving no room for anything.
However, everything she did was for him. Even though she left, she did not give up helping him find Hong Qing.
And all she gets for her efforts is misunderstanding and abuse.
"Ahem..."
Su Jianan's cough came from the room. Lu Boyan hurriedly walked back. Su Jianan did not wake up. Perhaps because of her discomfort, she frowned in her sleep and pursed her dry lips.
Lu Boyan poured a cup of warm water and used a cotton swab to moisten Su Jian'an's lips.
Tang Yulan reminded him that Su Jianan should not be too anxious even if he drinks water, otherwise he will vomit again.
Her lips were no longer so dry, and Su Jianan's frowning gradually relaxed. Lu Boyan put down the water cup and quietly accompanied her by the bed.
In Su Jianan's memory, she hadn't slept so peacefully for a long time. She couldn't feel uncomfortable in her sleep, let alone inexplicably uneasy. Just like a newborn baby returning to her mother's arms, surrounded by a familiar breath, she felt at ease.
When she woke up, she was in unprecedented spirits. She turned over and saw Lu Boyan sitting beside the bed.
Well, it must be an illusion!
This is the room he lived in when he was a child. She missed him very much, so she had this hallucination.
Su Jianan calmly looked at the electronic clock on the bedside table, showing that it was 10:30, so it was advisable to sleep.
So she turned over and continued to sleep with her back to the "illusion".
When I was about to fall asleep, I suddenly realized something was wrong - the hallucination just now was too real!
Su Jianan lifted the quilt and sat up, looking at the bed with uncertainty—the lights were a little hazy, making Lu Boyan’s figure illusory and real. She stretched out her hand in confusion—
If there is a touch, it is not an illusion.
However, before he could encounter the "illusion", he suddenly moved. Su Jianan was so scared that his back became cold and his whole body froze.
"Illusion" grabbed her wrist and pulled her hard, and wrapped her in her arms without saying anything.
Solid and warm chest, familiar embrace and breath... Su Jianan blinked his eyes - it was really Lu Boyan!
Why is he back?
Su Jianan realized it and struggled while explaining: "I...I came to visit Aunt Tang today. It was a little late when I was going back. Aunt Tang asked me to stay here for one night. I don't know you will come back. You... don't think too much."
“…”
The more Lu Boyan didn't speak, the more nervous Su Jianan became: "You... do you want to stay here tonight? Then I'll go to the guest room!" After a pause, he changed his words in a panic, "No, I'll go home!"
After saying that, she was about to rush out of Lu Boyan's arms. Lu Boyan pressed her hard: "Which home do you want to go back to? Except for our home, your brother will find you wherever you go."
Su Jianan felt her back was even colder - how did Lu Boyan know that she was hiding from her brother?
Seeing Su Jianan's surprise, Lu Boyan relaxed the force in his hand and gently carried her into his arms, just like before.
Feeling Lu Boyan’s long-lost tenderness, Su Jianan’s first reaction was not to enjoy it, but to be vigilant.
She said such excessive things to him at the Jiangyuan Hotel and returned the ring to him, even saying that the ring is meaningless and doesn't care whether he is with Han Ruoxi... Lu Boyan should have been disappointed with her.
His sudden gentleness was too abnormal.
Although I don't want to believe it, there is really only one explanation.
Su Jianan looked up at Lu Boyan: "What do you know?"
Lu Boyan said: "Your brother told me everything."
Su Jianan stared at Lu Boyan in a daze, and a moment of confusion appeared in his eyes, then lowered his eyebrows and said softly: "I'm sorry."
"You didn't do anything to be sorry to me, I'm the one who should apologize." In the darkness, Lu Boyan stared at Su Jianan deeply, "I should always believe in you."
If he had always believed in Su Jianan, he would not have gone to find her during this period.
Then, when she feels most uncomfortable, she doesn't have to bear all the pain alone.
Su Jianan suddenly turned red in her eyes.
In the past half a month, severe morning sickness tortured her to the point where she could not sleep at night, and even her basic food and drink became a problem. But she did not cry. For the sake of the child, she was willing to bear the pain no matter how great it was.
With the unscrupulous insults and misunderstandings on the Internet, she could only comfort herself by using the innocence of the unknown.
As for whether she and Lu Boyan can be together again, she admitted that she was lucky, but this could only depend on God's arrangement.
She was suffering from misunderstandings and great pain, and never thought that Lu Boyan would know everything so early.
At this moment, Lu Boyan looked at her with such a look, and the grievances of many days suddenly surged into her heart, like a fireworks ignited, bursting into her heart.
Finally, she could no longer hide everything and bear the pain she shouldn't have to bear. She suddenly wanted to pounce into Lu Boyan's arms and cry.
Lu Boyan hugged Su Jianan into his arms: "Don't cry, leave the next thing to me, you will never have to be threatened by anyone again."
"But Kang Ruicheng has you in his hands..."
Lu Boyan kissed Su Jianan and stopped her from talking: "If I dare to stay, I will be sure to explain clearly to the police. Do you know why Kang Ruicheng didn't use these things to threaten me to divorce you?"
Su Jianan was stunned and slowly understood: "Because Kang Ruicheng knew that these things might not necessarily threaten you."
But she is different. She is so similar to the evidence of crime. She doesn't know Lu Boyan's situation at that time. She only knows that these evidences are not good for Lu Boyan and cannot be seen by the police.
She started to panic, which was equivalent to biting Kang Ruicheng's fish hook. This was exactly what Kang Ruicheng wanted. She would agree to the request made by Kang Ruicheng without hesitation.
Kang Ruicheng probably never thought that he could completely break them up. He just wanted to see Lu Boyan in pain and let him taste the feeling of his favorite person leaving him.
Su Jianan was too regretful. If she had known Kang Ruicheng was so cunning, she would have discussed with Lu Boyan.
She covered her face: "I'm sorry..."
The truth is that the information may not threaten Lu Boyan. Su Jianan didn't know whether she helped Lu Boyan or was making unnecessary sacrifices to cause trouble for Lu Boyan.
"You are not wrong." Lu Boyan said, "You were calm enough in that situation at that time. If the information was exposed, I would not guarantee that there would be no negative impact on me at all."
"..." Su Jianan knew that Lu Boyan was just comforting her.
Lu Boyan changed the topic: "Why did you and Yunyun hide it from me in the hospital? How could the hospital ask you to make fake charging orders?"
"It's actually very simple." Su Jianan honestly explained the "process of the crime". "At that time, a friend of Yunyun got pregnant unexpectedly, but she didn't want a child and didn't want herself to leave a record of abortion, so Yunyun took me to pay the fee to register, but in fact, the person lying on the operating table was Yunyun's friend. Anyway, the doctor who had the surgery didn't know which Su Jianan was. The words you heard were what the doctor said to Yunyun's friend..."
Lu Boyan suddenly remembered that he forced Su Jianan to fall down the stairs in the fire passage of Jiangyuan Hotel, and in the mall, she was almost pushed down by Han Ruoxi.
After two accidents, he didn't know whether to say they were lucky or the children were lucky.
But perhaps, this child is ultimately out of reach with them.
"Jian An, we..."
As soon as Lu Boyan spoke, Su Jianan suddenly covered his mouth, got out of bed and rushed to the bathroom, holding the bathroom and vomited on the bathroom.
Her eyes were red and she couldn't even speak. Lu Boyan took a cup of warm water to rinse her mouth, and then took her back to the bed.
She didn't dare to lie down, so she took a few pillows and sat on the bed with her back, her face slightly worse than when she woke up.
Lu Boyan took down the coat she hung beside and put it on her shoulder. He pondered for a while before speaking: "Jian An, there is something we need to talk about."
He looked solemn and wanted to speak but stopped. Su Jianan immediately understood what he wanted to say, pulled the quilt and lay down: "I want to sleep." In fact, she didn't feel sleepy at all, but she could only close her eyes and escape.
"Jian An," Lu Boyan paused for a long time before he continued, "You should listen to the doctor."
No matter how tightly he closed his eyes, he could not resist the surging tears. Su Jianan curled up in the quilt with his back to Lu Boyan, his shoulders twitched, and finally he could not suppress them. All his grievances were vented with crying.
Lu Boyan hugged her: "It's not your fault, Jian An, you don't need to blame yourself."
This is his first child with Su Jianan, how could he bear to let it go?
But he couldn't bear to see Su Jianan suffer such suffering.
The child can still have it in the future, but he has just the same body. The doctor cannot guarantee how long Su Jianan can endure such torture. He cannot let Su Jianan take risks.
Su Jianan pushed Lu Boyan hard: "Why do you say such things too?!"
When the child is in her, she can feel their living life and their growing up, but the doctor and her family asked her to give up these two children.
It is the life of two children, not two stones on the roadside.
"We are for your own good." Lu Boyan tried his best to calm Su Jian'an's mood. "Jian An, we can have children in the future. This time you listen to us and go for surgery."
Su Jianan suddenly remembered something and pushed Lu Boyan away: "We are already divorced, I don't need to listen to your words."
Chapter completed!