Chapter 119: The Life Has Been Limited (Part 2)
The "ding ding dang" sounded in the yard for a day until dusk dissipated. After 6 Jingyuan left, Su Yanger lies quietly on the bed. She bit her lower lip from time to time, as if she was worried about gains and losses. She didn't know why she felt like this. She thought that she should have been happy, and 6 Jingyuan would never come to pester her again, but when she thought of the four words "like strangers", she vaguely felt that she had lost something amazing.
"He really won't come to me again? No, he likes me so much, he will definitely come back."
"Su Yang'er, are you thinking about something? Are you so mean? Do you like to play with men so much?"
The greatest pain of a woman is that when she is secretly tortured, nothing can distract her.
Two different voices sounded at the same time. She didn't know which one was the real thought in her heart. Her soul seemed to be split in half. Su Yang's various memories kept reminding "him". He was a man and would never tolerate her missing another man. It was disgusting, although this might not be the ending she wanted.
Su Yanger's body told her sincerely that she was a woman, a woman who longed to be loved by men. When she was caressed by men, she would not help but cater to their bitch. If Jingyuan Ru further enjoyed her and used his skillful bed skills to penetrate her, she had no doubt that she would shake her butt like a real woman, begging him to possess herself hard.
"I should be happy, right?"
These random thoughts continued until late at night, and she never could see her true heart.
Xiaoling was always with her worriedly, and she did not dare to ask her or comfort her. She knew that Su Yanger had let go of 6 Jingyuan for no reason, so there should be a reason. Judging from her appearance, this reason may be difficult to tell outsiders.
At night, the two women snuggled up together with cold bodies. They were all cold and no one could warm each other.
Su Yanger suddenly remembered the sturdy and fiery spirit of 6 Jingyuan. During these two nights, he would always force her to hold her in his arms. He was so strong, as if his boneless body was born specifically for his strength and hardness. The two seemed to have an extremely high degree of compatibility that could not stop, and they were shockingly missed in every cold night.
She couldn't help but think: "If he wasn't so rude to me, didn't beat me, scold me, or forced me to do something, then I'd let him kiss me, hug me, and love me like a baby toy, it's not a big deal?"
Inadvertently, Su Yanger placed herself in a compromised position as a "toy" person.
As soon as this terrible thought arose, she felt a little frightened and disgusted. She shook her head in a hurry and said to herself: "Am I still a man? Why do I want to do this? I just want to be played with by a man?"
"Wouldn't he be better off never coming to see me again?"
She tried hard to forget everything that 6 Jingyuan did to her and forget the feeling of sleeping in a fiery embrace. This is not something that she, a fake woman, should be obsessed with. She does not deserve to enjoy everything that a woman should have. Su Yang's will is so manic that it will jump out and tear it all apart.
If she dared to follow her body's instructions and become a plaything under her crotch in exchange for his moment of tenderness and the fleeting warm embrace of cold night, then Su Yang would definitely turn her into a monster, immersed in the brink of collapse.
"She" Su Yang'er is Su Yang'er, and can only be Su Yang's slave.
At this time, Xiaoling had fallen asleep. As her delicate breathing sounded, Su Yanger covered her mouth and sobbed twice. She was in pain, with unprecedented pain. The two huge suction and pulling forces in the depths of her soul seemed to have shattered her.
No matter which force she follows, the other will pull her mercilessly.
This phantom pain that did not exist in the void and vague state quietly spread to the millions of pores around her, transforming from the inside out to the real pain.
Her body seemed to have become a battlefield, and her little feet were arched into a ball of pain.
She tried hard to endure it and prevented herself from crying. At this moment, she wanted someone to bring her comfort.
In this way, perhaps, she doesn't need to suffer as much as she is now.
In fact, this is the moment when her willpower is weakest. If anyone bewitched her at this time, she might turn to the other side without hesitation.
Unfortunately, 6 Jingyuan has left. He missed this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and left her alone to endure the torture.
Perhaps, this miss is forever.
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In the late night in early spring in the south of the Yangtze River, it is not as warm as the north.
6 Jingyuan opened the small gate of Houya in a daze. He had not returned to 6 Zai for many days.
It is ridiculous that his original purpose in Yixing was to come to study at 6 Zai, but he has not done anything serious in the past few days. He spent so long with Su Yang'er, but what he got was nothing but a saying "like strangers."
Although men often have to be more decisive when facing pain, unlike women who suffer but have nowhere to seek help, most of them have enough courage and enough ability to face pain.
But for the past decades, his love fantasy has turned into a bubble, and he can imagine his bad mood.
This time he was different from any previous setback in pursuit, this time he had enough.
He was fed up with Su Yanger's unreasonable trouble and also fed up with her ridiculous stories made up.
Once, twice, three, four times, it's endless.
6 Jingyuan thought he had used all means and faced setbacks, and became more and more courageous. He was greedy for Su Yanger and even lived the sum of all the women he had possessed in his life.
But as arrogant as he was as cruel as he was, he was hard to imagine that all Su Yanger wanted was just a little gentleness.
But now that things have come to this point, he no longer wants to think of her, and this time he decided to give up.
He perfectly inherited the very spicy and decisive style of 6 Boyan. Since Su Yanger, a woman who he wanted to be incredible, refused to surrender to him, there was no need for him to continue to be depressed for a delicate toy.
"Yes, Su Yang'er, you're just a toy. One day, you will regret it."
He said in his heart, as if he was warning himself and abandoning Su Yang'er.
6 Jingyuan walked towards his residence in a daze, and even forgot to communicate with others. He walked to the door of the guest room for a moment. When he was about to push the door open, he suddenly thought: "By the way, Su Yanger's little bitch had an affair with Yue Fei's despicable villain. I should send someone to send a message home as soon as possible and let my father drive him out of the army!"
A wave of hatred has not yet subsided, and another wave of hatred has arisen again. Even if 6 Jingyuan has decided to break off the mercy with Su Yang'er, he will never bear to hurt her. But he will vent his anger on others. Even Su Yang'er himself must have never expected that his jokes would make 6 Jingyuan so obsessed with it, and it seemed that he believed it to be true.
He was thinking this way, and with a squeak, he pushed the door open and was about to turn the hand-jaw door, and the wind blew from left to right.
It was hard to see things in the dark, and only two muffled sounds were heard. 6 Jingyuan felt a pain in his vest and staggered to the ground.
"Someone attacked!"
He heard that this was the sound of boxing. The person who used the boxing was full of strength and even broke through the air. If it were normal, he would be careful and could have avoided it in advance, but at this moment he was sad, angry and depressed, he was beaten up.
He rolled on the spot in pain, for fear of sneak attacking people, because at least four punches were hit on the back just now. It was impossible for people who could punch four punches at the same time, which means that at least two people attacked him.
So he shouted, "Who are you?"
Chapter completed!