60 My Heart 34
Li Shihong and Xiaoyou were silent on the phone for a while, and finally they both found a few words to make things perfunctory.
The next morning, Xiaoyou got up and washed up, picked up the sleepy Manman to the bathroom, then washed Manman and combed his hair... Everything seemed to be normal.
Everything that happened yesterday was like a big dream, and her life seemed to finally return to peace.
Xiaoyou feeds Manman as if nothing happened, while cheering himself up: Xiaoyou, cheer up, even if there is no love, even if there is no Li Shihong, you should live a good life, and you still have children. For Manman, you should work hard and never be beaten down.
Xiaoyou fed the child, handed the child over to the nanny, and then drove to the club as usual, repeating his previous life, in the most familiar place, greeting all the familiar and unfamiliar people one by one, everything was really like returning to the peaceful life of the past.
No one outsider can detect Xiao You's strangeness, only she knows that her heart is different from what she used to be. She is powerless and depressed, and feels that there is no hope in life.
She ordered her secretary to cancel all the wedding matters and send them out for invitations. She called them one by one to find out the apology. When she said these words, she felt desperate to the peak.
Wang Zhanzhu and Aqing asked Xiaoyou to go out for dinner at noon. Xiaoyou knew that Wang Zhanzhu must have learned about her and Li Shihong from Chu Huandong. She could not wiping Wang Zhanzhu and Aqing's kindness. Even though she was thinking about quiet alone, she still agreed to go to dinner with Wang Zhanzhu and Aqing.
Aqing booked a quiet private room near the Western restaurant near the small tryst club. When Wang Zhanzhu and Aqing saw Xiao You coming in, they both stood up at the same time.
Wang Zhangzhu greeted Xiao You enthusiastically, "I ordered the creamy mushroom pasta in the private room here, come and try it!"
"Well, I asked you for your favorite borscht!" Ah Qing also pretended to be light and smiled.
Xiaoyou felt even more uncomfortable when she saw Wang Zhanzhu and Aqing like this. Knowing that they did this, they were just to make her smile, she cheered up and forced herself to smile, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me."
When Wang Zhanzhu and Aqing heard Xiao You say this directly, the smile on their faces disappeared immediately. They both looked at Xiao You who seemed to be nothing on the surface.
Xiao You could clearly feel the worries of Wang Zhanzhu and Aqing for him. Suddenly, he felt sad and guilty. He stepped forward and hugged Wang Zhanzhu, hugged Aqing, "Don't do this, I'm really okay, I'm really okay." As he said that, tears couldn't help but flowed down again.
People’s feelings are most afraid of this. If two people change in the middle, they will admit it. If it is because of external forces and pressure, they have to separate, the unwillingness and sadness are several times more than their own breakup.
Neither Wang Zhangzhu nor Aqing asked too much about Xiaoyou and Li Shihong, because they all knew that Li Shihong had to choose to be with his father at the cruelty of reality.
No one's love can escape reality. Reality is the air you breathe and drinking water. Even if you close your eyes and ears, even if you deceive yourself, it is still naked. No one can escape.
After having dinner with Aqing and Wang Zhanzhu, Xiaoyou went home alone. She didn't sleep well last night. She felt mentally and physically exhausted.
As soon as she parked the car at the door of her house, she heard Manman's happy laughter. Xiaoyou felt unconsciously happy. Only when Manman was with Li Shihong could she laugh so happily.
Xiaoyou almost trotted into the door, and indeed saw Li Shihong sitting on the sofa in the living room, hugging Manman and playing.
Looking at the scene that had been waiting for, Xiao You stopped as if he was stupid and stood aside and watched.
Li Shihong looked up and smiled at her, with a hint of fatigue in his voice, "You are back."
Xiaoyou nodded blankly.
Li Shihong played with Manman for a while, and then returned to the bedroom to talk to Xiaoyou.
As soon as he entered the bedroom door, Li Shihong reached out and hugged Xiaoyou into his arms. Xiaoyou also hugged Li Shihong hard.
The separation on this day made her know how much she needed him, because there was no future love, which made her suffer and torment. Only by hugging him in this way can she feel better and relieve her inner fear and despair.
"How are you doing this day?" Li Shihong kissed Xiaoyou's face and asked softly.
"Okay, it's pretty good." Xiao You smiled forcibly and tried hard to keep her voice steady. In fact, she knew in her heart that Li Shihong would not stay no matter whether she was doing well or not.
"How is uncle? Are they embarrassed you?" Xiao You asked worriedly.
Li Shihong sighed, "My father is fine, and they don't make things difficult for me. They just miss you and miss you very much. Xiaoyou, I have lived so old that I can almost get everything, but those are not what I want. I only want you, really, I only want you!"
Li Shihong's big hand stroked Xiaoyou's chest, and a numb feeling rose rapidly. Xiaoyou's eyes were covered with a layer of mist without knowing it. She could feel Li Shihong's hardness against her softness.
In this last moment, Xiaoyou suddenly didn't want to worry about anything anymore. She stretched out her hand and held Li Shihong's high pride tightly. Li Shihong couldn't help but breathe quietly, and hugged Xiaoyou into her arms. They entangled them with all their strength.
The feeling of skin fit made Li Shihong sigh with satisfaction, and his tense emotions seemed to relax. The bedroom was filled with the smell of love and desire, and in this small world, there was their last happiness.
Li Shihong kissed Xiaoyou hard, and Xiaoyou's body naturally catered to him. She felt that every gap she had been filled with, and the sensitive place instantly tightened, and the pleasure wrapped them tightly like a huge wave.
He was above her, panting and murmured, "Xiao You, I love you, I love you, you are so good, I love you..."
While Xiao You was happy, his heart was in great pain.
Li Shihong's anxiousness and anxiety made her see their hopeless future.
Xiao You gently turned her head to the side, allowing the shed tears to fall into the bed quickly. Their love may only be a short moment, but even if this love will make her doomed, she will willingly.
Chapter completed!