Chapter 45: Pain and Tears
From that day on, Xueyan never went to the top of the cliff again, and even Zuizhuxuan. She was lost all day long and talked less.
In fact, the so-called inability to let go is just to be reluctant to give up the beauty of the past. Xueyan understands it, but she can't do it. That beauty is so short, but it is deeply imprinted in her heart and can never be erased!
Xueyan sat in the pavilion of the peach blossom forest, staring at the moon blankly. Xiaoqi accompanied Xueyan tactfully, not daring to speak, let alone mention a word about Hantian.
‘Thousand Miles of Frozen’ is a permanent sealing technique. If you want to remove the seal, there is only one way, that is, the person who casts the magic will die, that is, only if Xueyan dies, Han Tian can wake up.
These days, Xueyan has always been drowsy. Yang Liu was afraid that Xueyan would not be able to think about it and did something stupid. She always had to have someone to keep her guarding her in an endless manner so that she could feel more at ease.
The sky finally cleared up, and the whole night sky seemed to be washed by rain, clear and quiet, and a full moon hung in the sky, which was particularly bright.
"It's already autumn." Xueyan reached out to catch a petal that drifted in the wind.
The rain for several consecutive days made this originally lush peach blossom forest wither and ruin, and the sight was full of vastness.
"The moon is full, but the person has dispersed." Xueyan looked at the remaining flowers in her hand and couldn't help but feel sad. She hoped that this was a dream, and that everything would be as usual when she woke up, but when would all this misfortune end?
The places we walked together were all the shadows of the cold sky, like wounds that were difficult to heal, deeply piercing into Xueyan's heart, causing a faint pain.
"That... sister, don't be sad." Xiao Qi, who has always been eloquent, also became hesitant. She really couldn't think of how to comfort such pain. Seeing Xueyan so sad, she was afraid that if she said something wrong, it would make her even more sad.
Now Xueyan is like a bird flying into the sky, wandering in life without cold weather, unable to find a place to stay, and can only immerse herself in these endless thoughts and eternal memories, and she is in pain and self-blame.
Yang Liu was preparing snacks in Feixue Pavilion. Recently, Xueyan has not had an appetite and has lost weight. Yang Liu is very worried.
A few little snake monsters twisted their bodies and boarded the window of Feixue Pavilion. A snake monster led by them smiled sinisterly. "The snow monster is not here, let's catch this willow tree monster back and replenish grandma's body."
"I don't know how this tree demon tastes." Another snake demon sneered at Shinko. "I think the snow demon tastes better."
"No matter how she is, I'll catch her first!" Several snake monsters shook their bodies and leaned over.
Yang Liu calmly put down the pastry, stood up and asked with a smile, "Where has Yao Xiu'e been? Why did you guys come out to die?" As he said that, he flew to the open space in front of Feixue Pavilion, where more snake monsters were entrenched outside, spitting out letters with malicious intentions, looking like he was about to swallow Yang Liu alive, which was very terrifying.
"This tree demon looks good!" A group of snake demons twisted their bodies and surrounded Yang Liu. The dense little snakes gathered more and more. Yang Liu couldn't help feeling a little uneasy. Xueyan heard the sound and rushed over.
"Oh, what's wrong?" Yao Xiu'e walked over from the group of snakes with a graceful figure. Looking at Xueyan's appearance, she sneered. "Xueyan, who has always been noble, will have such a down-and-out time!"
"Grandma, we haven't been exposed to meat for a long time." A little snake demon looked at Xueyan and Yang Liu greedily, drooling.
"For the sake of my neighbors for many years, I honestly tell me how to use Meizhu. Maybe I can spare your lives with mercy." Yao Xiu'e smiled charmingly. "Otherwise..."
"You dream!" Yang Liu was angry. "You got the Meizhu, don't even want to use it!"
"Then I will catch you all, let the little demons bite you a few pieces of meat every day, and torture you until you say it." Yao Xiu'e's eyes became ruthless, and her long sleeves were thrown towards Xueyan. Xueyan subconsciously drew her sword, but her waist was empty. Xueyan hurriedly avoided her side, and her movements were slow. Her sleeves barely passed by Xueyan's left shoulder and almost hit her.
Xueyan's thoughts were completely out of the moment, and her movements were stiff and slow, and she saw that she had suffered a big blow and her face was haggard.
"Oh, where is your fairy sword?" Yao Xiu'e saw Xueyan's embarrassment and couldn't help but sarcastic. The little snake demons around her also laughed at Xueyan. "There are no weapons, just beg for mercy. If you kneel in front of grandma and kowtow for a few times, we will make you die more happily."
Xueyan didn't care about their sarcasm, but just stood there blankly without saying a word, watching them laughing and leaning back and forth.
"Xueyan, seeing your down-and-out appearance, I really can't bear to take action. If you are willing to bow down and give in, tell me the usage of Meizhu obediently, and I will spare you."
Yao Xiu'e knew that Xueyan would rather die than surrender, but she was provoking her in every way, and just took this opportunity to ridicule her.
Yang Liu blocked Xueyan angrily, crossed her hands, condensed a firefly-green light, and waved it towards the snake demon.
Yao Xiu'e stopped smiling, her bright red sleeves were thrown over with a fierce murderous intent, and the willows fell heavily to the ground.
"You are all like this, and you still want to fight with me." Yao Xiu'e looked at Xueyan sarcastically. Xueyan had not yet come out of the matter of sealing Hantian and had no fighting spirit at all. "This is not like the snow demon who has fought with me for thousands of years!"
Since the cold sky was sealed and Xueyan was unable to recover, the entire Bihua Mountain was shrouded in a heavy haze, and they were all in a state of dismay and listless.
Yao Xiu'e covered her lips charmingly. "If you want to survive, tell me Meizhu's secret. For the sake of being a neighbor for so many years, you will be happy to die."
Xueyan is Yao Xiu'e's opponent in the entire Bihua Mountain. If she collapses, the little demons on the entire Bihua Mountain will be bullied by Yao Xiu'e.
Xueyan did not answer, took a step forward, folded her hands together, and a dazzling halo gathered in her hands. The halo became brighter and brighter. Xueyan clenched her fists and slowly stretched her arms. A silver beam was pulled apart in the air. Before Xueyan's fists, a silver light formed, until her arms spread out, Xueyan opened her palms, and a bright beam swept across the snake demons in a carpet style. With a move of "Qinghan Muxue", the little snake demon could not withstand such spiritual techniques, and she wailed in a mess, avoiding the coming cold light.
Yao Xiu'e took a few steps back, quickly waved her sleeves to resist the sweeping spiritual skills, and the snake monsters fell to the ground one after another.
Xueyan did not stop and continued to condense her spiritual skills. Her heart was ashamed and blindly drove the spiritual power in her body. The light became brighter and brighter, shining on the world. She almost wanted to exhaust her spiritual power, with the intention of seeking death.
"Xueyan, what are you doing? Stop!" Yang Liu saw Xueyan's thoughts and wanted to go forward to stop him, but because she was using spiritual skills around Xueyan, she could not get close to her as a demon. "If this continues, you will die!"
Xueyan was unlucky, and with the determination to die, Yao Xiu'e saw that something was wrong, and she ran away with her light skills. "Xueyan, you wait, I won't let it go..."
Yao Xiu'e had already run away. Xue Yan took back her spiritual skills, choked out with a mouthful of blood, staggered back a few steps, and held her with her hands. It was Yang Liu. "You... why are you doing this!" Yang Liu said, unable to help sobbing in a low voice.
Xueyan turned around and asked softly: "Are you okay?"
Yang Liu shook her head, and all the words formed a big hug. "Don't do this Xueyan, you still have us. Han Tian is not dead. Everything will be fine!"
Xueyan's body twitched violently, and she cried in Yang Liu's arms. The pain accumulated over a long time turned into tears. "Cry, just cry."
In Feixue Pavilion, Yu'er came over with the pastry made by willows, put it on the table and pushed it in front of Xueyan. "Sister Xueyan, have something to eat."
"Yes, Xueyan, you haven't eaten in many days." Yang Liu looked at Xueyan with concern. It was really heartbreaking for her now.
Xueyan shook her head. Now she is like a walking corpse, and she has no energy to speak.
"That...that..." Seeing Xueyan so depressed, Xiao Qi tried hard to think about what could comfort her. She usually had the most ideas, and it was useful at this time. "I think... Meizhu might also be able to lift Brother Han Tian's seal."
"Yes." Yang Liu looked at Xueyan after hearing this and said, "The beauty pearls integrate the essence of Qianhu Grandma's practice for thousands of years. Maybe it can break your spiritual seal!"
"Yao Xiu'e hasn't understood the secret for so long. It may have power that we don't know!"
"No, that's what Grandma Qianhu left for Xiaoqi." Xueyan replied. "How can I use it without authorization?"
Xiaoqi hurriedly said, "It doesn't matter. As long as my sister can cheer up, a beautiful bead is nothing. And I also hope Brother Hantian can wake up soon! He promised to teach me the magic method, but I always remember it."
"Besides, Meizhu has always been in Yao Xiu'e's hands, it's not a solution. She will get it back sooner or later. If she understands the secret, it will be amazing." No matter whether Meizhu can unseal the seal or not, she must always pull Xueyan's attention to other things. Yang Liu took Xueyan's shoulder and said solemnly: "You can only grab Meizhu back in Xueyan's entire Bihua Mountain. You have to cheer up!"
"Yes, Sister Xueyan, things are not that absolute. There must be other ways to wake Brother Hantian up!" Yu'er also looked at Xueyan, her eyes full of encouragement. "It's important that we grab Meizhu back first."
Xueyan lowered her head and pondered. For a long time, her mind was in chaos. She had been immersed in pain and could not extricate herself. She had long forgotten all the things about Meizhu.
"The cold sky treats you with deep affection and does not hesitate to fulfill your happiness by dying, but you are so depressed. If he knows, how sad it would be!" Yang Liu said anxiously. "We don't cheer up and think of ways, and we will never save him. Do you have the heart to keep sleeping in the ice and endure the pain of extreme cold?"
"I... Of course I don't want to!" Xueyan was extremely painful. During this period, the idea of suicide had been circulating in her mind hundreds of times. She was not afraid of death, but she was afraid of being ashamed of Han Tian's intentions and the people around her who cared about her.
"Then you cheer up quickly!" Yang Liu was a little anxious. "If Meizhu could awaken Han Tian, wouldn't it be the best of both worlds?"
"Is it the best of both worlds?" Xueyan got up and walked to the window, looking out the window from afar. She was the most kind spirit, and she was destined to be an old enemy with Han Tian and could not coexist. How could they have the best of both worlds? Xueyan was in a daze and said lightly: "Let me be quiet alone." After saying that, the three of them looked upstairs blankly at Xueyan Moluo's back, hesitating whether to follow her, what if she did something stupid again.
Xueyan turned around. "If you want to do a good job, you must first sharpen your tools. I need a sword."
"What?" All three of them were stunned and looked at her in confusion. Xueyan moved her mouth dumbly and showed a long-lost smile. "I need a sword to take back Meizhu."
When the three of them heard this, their eyes immediately appeared in their eyes, and they were extremely happy. They nodded heavily to Xueyan and breathed a sigh of relief.
Xueyan turned around and continued to move upwards. No matter what, she had to take back Meizhu first.
Chapter completed!