Shen Shiyun waited in a daze to the door, and then she seemed to suddenly come back to her senses. She suddenly shook her hand and broke away, her hair disheveled, and her dignified and noble demeanor lost all of her past. She was as haggard as a piece of white paper. The madness in her eyes was enough to burn into a ball of flame, and her voice was like a ghost crying, shouting: "No! I don't want to enter the cold palace! I have seen many concubines who were once favored. After entering the cold palace, I was isolated from the world since then, and I could only wait for death in it! The night cold dew was heavy, leaning on the iron rod alone, looking at the end of the world, sighing all the sorrows of this life

Pity! That loneliness and suffering are definitely not the life that people should live! It is like a hell that destroys all hopes. Once you step in, there will be no sunshine and no time to stand out! I was born as a young lady who was held in my hand and had never suffered any suffering. Even if I have many sins and are unforgivable, even if I want to die, I must be worthy of my current status and pursue a noble curtain call!" Suddenly, a guard sword was drawn nearby and raised it high. Everyone also said that she was desperate to jump over the wall and wanted to assassinate the emperor, and went forward to protect her.

Shangguan Yaohua scolded: "Concubine Yun, don't make mistakes again and again! Put down the sword as soon as possible, eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha's name in the cold palace, or many years later, the emperor will be able to have a good ending."

Shen Shiyun shouted coldly: "Stop! You are different from each other and eat something inside and outside. Why do you teach me a lesson? Since you like to eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha's name, why don't you go? I have dedicated my life to the emperor. Since you no longer love me and deprive me of my living status, it is like throwing me into hell with your own hands. In this way, I can only die to show my thoughts!" As he said that, he suddenly turned his sword and cut it hard in his neck.

She had decided to die, and she had no hesitation to start. She cut from the left end to the right end, cutting out a huge bloody mouth that stretched across her throat, and blood immediately splattered everywhere.

All the guards were busy protecting Shunzhi. Unexpectedly, she would suddenly commit suicide by speaking harshly. She had no time to take care of her for a moment. She watched the sword land on the ground, making a crisp "ding" sound, and Shen Shiyun also fell down on the back and fell heavily to the ground, curled up in a ball. She breathed suddenly, and anyone with a discerning eye could see that she had already vented more and had less breath, but she could not do it.

Shunzhi wanted to be majestic at first, but Yu Guang couldn't help but glance behind him. Seeing Shen Shiyun's painful and twisted figure on the ground, what appeared in her mind was no longer the numerous evil deeds that she deserved to be punished by heaven, but rather the beautiful scenes of her first meeting.

The woman in pink who played the piano and sang music in the Regent's house was like a fairy descending to earth, and she easily grabbed his heart. After that, she married her into the palace, and the two laughed at each other when they sat on chess, the tacit understanding of her when she made suggestions for herself, and the two of them sang together, which was definitely not a beauty that had never been experienced.

Thinking of all this, I will leave myself forever in a blink of an eye, it is a deeper pain than asking him to die thousands of times. The strong cloak of disguised finally disintegrated piece by piece. He turned around and rushed straight to Shen Shiyun, shouting: "What are you still standing there? Doctor Xuan, hurry up!"

While gently picking Shen Shiyun up, she leaned on her knees, rested her head in her arms, and stroked her pale cheeks with pain. Seeing that the wound on her neck was still bleeding, she was so panicked that she wanted to find clothes to block it. But there was nothing available for a moment, so she raised her hand to cover it, and in a short while, she dyed her palms all red.

At this time, I really wish I could be hurt and dying. I hurriedly said, "Yun'er...Yun'er! Be cheer up a little, I beg for mercy. Although you are full of sin, I can't beg for strict punishment. After all, I have never faced my true feelings directly... I can't live without you, I can't lose you! Take out the momentum you blamed me just now! What's the point of lying on the ground like this? Get up quickly, no matter how serious you have committed, as long as you wake up, I will forgive you and never blame you again. As long as you come back to me, please, Yun'er, wake up!"

Shen Shiyun's face turned sharply and pale, as if in just a moment, all life would retreat from her body. The thick purple foundation covered her eyelids. Shunzhi's gaze never moved away from her face, shaking her almost in vain, calling her.

Finally, Shen Shiyun's eyes slowly opened, as if this was still a dream that had not yet woken up. Her eyes were turbid, and only a little spirit was injected into her until she stayed on Shunzhi's face. Her lips squirmed a few times, and finally she spit out a few blurry syllables, and said with difficulty: "It's really sad to be a human being. You have to know how to cherish it after you lose it. I have been obsessed with revenge, gaining power in the palace, and using all my energy to chase those things that are out of reach and do not belong to me, and ignoring the happiness around me... Only when life is about to disappear can I realize that wealth and honor are passing by. When all the glitzing and ridges that block the eyes do not exist, I can see my true intentions clearly. It turns out... I have always occupied my entire heart, you, the person I really love! If I don't love you, why do I do it?

You care especially with the other concubines intimately? If I don’t love you, why does my heart feel like a cracked pain when I think I’m going to kill you with my own hands? It seems that there is a kind of power that makes me unable to do it. Do you know? I have been asking you again and again, and I will give you... or give myself a chance. If you give up the throne and be the Supreme Emperor in the palace with peace of mind, I will serve you; if you have no power and power, we will be an ordinary couple outside the palace who depend on each other, and I will still serve you. In this life, being able to rely on you is the destination I pursue... I think I will not attack you after all. Even if you are willing to sign the will, I may have other words to excuse you. Can you think about someone wholeheartedly and give for him? Is it... even if I love you?"

Shunzhi said: "I know, I know... We have done something wrong. We have to waste our precious time in the struggle. Since we know that we are wrong, God will always give us a chance to correct us. Don't say too much, rest well, and wait until you get better, let's start again! I promise you that I don't want this throne. Let's go to a place where no one knows you and be an ordinary couple in the world. I can ride a horse to show you, and dance to me. We can also play chess together, play piano and sing songs together, and talk about worldly affairs together. Do you have the heart to give up me? I promise you that this time is not only Jun Wuwu jokes, but also my promise to you. Among all the concubines in the harem, they are only forced to accept by the regime, but I really feel sorry for you, and in the future, there will be only you. Can you give each other a chance to redeem the sins of the past?"

Shen Shiyun shook her head with a wry smile, raised her palms tremblingly, gently stroked Shunzhi's cheek, and said softly: "If I can hear you say this, even if I die immediately, I will have no regrets... Some words, if I don't mention them now, I will never have the chance to say them. Oh... do you know? It's not that I have no feelings for you, but... the long-term hatred has blinded my eyes. Now I think about it... I really regret it. If I can make me... choose again, I will definitely live a peaceful and happy life with you. I will be very... very well-behaved, be by your side... silently be your good wife and never cause any trouble for you. The picture you described is very beautiful. Such a life, even if you only have one day, is God's greatest gift to me.... Wait until the next life... I will never do that again.

Like... a woman with complicated thoughts, and you should not be born in the imperial family again, so we can be plain and stay with you for a lifetime... However, God is always cruel to others. When you just feel happiness, you will take it away from you. No... it is not God's ruthlessness, nor is it fate that makes people... it is our own choice, the only right... it is always the only right... it can be picked at the end. Yes, people say that good and evil will be rewarded, but it is true that bad women like me are not worthy of happiness. The abominable true face is still... you see it. In the endless years in the future, I can stay in you... the impression in my mind may be that... sinister and indifferent, right? Unfortunately... I understand these principles too late. Now, it's too late."

Shunzhi said anxiously: "No... it's not too late! I don't allow you to die. Since I am the true dragon emperor, can't I still keep the woman I love? Believe me, the imperial physician will arrive soon, and we must have a way to cure you. People always make mistakes, and I am not angry with you... I promise, I will not remember all your mistakes. What I remember the deepest is your goodness and the happiness you bring to me. I have never begged for someone so humbly. Now I just want to beg you, begging God not to leave me! Don't leave me alone in the world!"

Shen Shiyun whispered: "I have been calling the wind and rain in the palace for many years, and I have done all the tasks. I... I am very tired. I want to have a good rest... I can die in the arms of my beloved, and before I die, I can still express my feelings to you. It is... God's greatest favor to me, a bad woman with sins... What else can I have? I'm afraid that even this opportunity will eventually be lost... What I fear is not death, but that you will hate me and hate me... The years of these years have been full of illusions and illusions. I recognize you... I will truly live. If I enter the palace and die, I... I... I don't regret recognizing you, marrying you..." The voice became more and more humble. At this moment, all the scenery mixed with tears, shaking in front of me.

Shunzhi said anxiously: "That's not favor. Unless you survive well, God will open your eyes! I can never hate you. Even if you commit such a big mistake, I will still forgive you. The heights are so cold. If you want to rest, let me rest with you, okay?... OK?"

Xuan Shuang sighed, as if she wanted to approach her. Shangguan Yaohua pulled him and whispered, "Don't go over!" The hall was silent, and everyone could see that Shen Shiyun was in a short time, but Shunzhi refused to accept it, and it was not convenient for everyone to touch it. Looking at this scene of separation from life and death, there were many people who once hated Shen Shiyun, and they felt sore in their noses at this time. Or it was really a bird that was about to die, and the sound of their voices was sad. This woman who had made her life decisive and sharp methods only felt that she was particularly pitiful.

Shen Shiyun wanted to shake her head again. The wound in her throat had made her neck stiff and it was difficult to turn. She said softly: "What I can't let go is... the Demon Cult invasion. That person... he... won't stop easily. He is a person more persistent than me, and a person more pitiful than me. I spent seven years fighting him. I also know that I shouldn't be too demanding on you. But I'm unwilling to give up, I always have to find someone to bear my resentment, and that person... will be my closest person, Emperor, husband, it turns out that a long time ago, my heart was promised to you. In my subconscious, I... can't live without you. The Demon Cult will surely become a disaster in the Central Plains and will be the biggest enemy of the Qing Dynasty. You have many important things to do. Don't do this little love for children... hinder your future..."
Chapter completed!