The carriage was bumpy all the way, carrying his thoughts and melancholy, and in a trance, he returned to the reality scene. He looked at Nangong Xue's side face, but his beautiful face was extremely pale, with a kind of heartbreaking despair, and a tranquility as if it would disappear in the next moment.

Since Lu Qian's death a year ago, Nangong Xue has been hit hard. She finally struggled until now, but she has a big fight with Li Yijie. She is unable to accept the successive stimulation, so she has become so depressed. She sighed and took the initiative to open the topic, but she talked about the section she tried her best to escape. She asked: "Axue, what are you planning to do with Alliance Leader Li? If you continue like this, will it not be possible? Is it over here or... the misunderstanding will only become more and more rigid after being delayed for a long time. You are both so strong, and no one wants to speak first and admit your mistake to the other party..."

Nangong Xue hugged her knees with her hands, buried her head and neck deeply, and said, "You are here to expose my scars again. On the balance of love, there is no right or wrong, just look at who holds the heavier weight... Do you know, what I have is just a feather, and on the other side is the whole world for me. Do you think which of the two is more important? Of course, I can only compromise and tolerate, but I am really tired. Why do I have to apologize to him for every conflict, no matter whether it is right or wrong? I am tired of this method. I am deprived of the right to be a person in front of him? I really want to escape from this place,

Those who escape from everything go to a strange place where no one knows me. I am like a hedgehog, wanting to protect myself with thorns, but in the end I am bruised all over the body. I am destined to be lonely. Everyone wants to leave me. It is better to leave earlier than to leave later. You... don't pay attention to me. Maybe Concubine Yun said it well. I am just a broom star! Sometimes, I hope I can bury my head deeply into the soil like an ostrich, not to look at it or think about everything. Although not facing things does not mean that it has not happened, at least... I don't see it or feel upset."

Shangguan Yaohua said: "When did you become so cowardly? I recognize A Xue, cough... This may be a bit stingy... I always give my greatest love and confidence in life, and it is not so easy to escape."

Nangong Xue said: "People's hearts are unpredictable. What everyone can see is just one-sided. In the end, it is... You don't know me enough, so how can I understand myself? In fact, I have always been like this. I am very fragile and afraid of being hurt. I once wanted to love this world and love everyone, but all the things I love have caused me the greatest harm. Can you imagine that when you kiss a rose but are thorned by its thorns... thorns and bleeding, what kind of sorrow and despair will be like? I only hope there is one person,

I don’t ask him to be meticulously considerate of me, take care of me, but I just want him to pity me and understand me. Who is not lonely? Everyone is together just to keep warm. Recently, I often think that my feelings for my senior brother may not be love, but because of the dependence I have been together since childhood... I want to distinguish these two feelings, so I have to leave for a while, escape from him, feel what life without him is like, and experience whether I can withstand... Losing him."

Shangguan Yaohua said: "Since the two are truly in love, what is the point of a few questions from others? Why should we worry about it? It is because Lu Qian..."

Nangong Xue hurriedly said: "No, it's not because of him... but it's him that made me think a lot and made me plan to get to know myself again. Even if I see a stranger who is the most familiar, I don't regret it. Many times, it's not that I don't love or be angry, but that some familiar feelings suddenly change. Things that were once worthy of your life will no longer be important in an instant, or have no meaning to you. Such a huge gap will make people feel completely empty. I... I don't know if you can understand? Maybe I have been sentimental since I was a child, and I have many strange thoughts in my mind. People who know me say I am a weird person..."

Shangguan Yaohua blurted out: "I understand! Of course I understand!" It's like when he was young, he could have worked hard to save a few copper coins, just to buy Xiangxiang a small candy man with his savings. Looking at her satisfied smile and the joy of eating, he felt sincerely satisfied. But to this day, with the money in his hands, although he could buy hundreds of candy man, it was no longer worth it.

Or maybe he was determined to surpass Lu Qian, but when his target was suddenly gone, he was not happy, but he had nothing to feel when he used all his strength to shoot an empty target.

For example, civilians fantasize about getting rich, and dignitaries dream of living their lives. When they are truly realized, they are not as good as they are longing for. They whispered: "So I keep working hard, constantly climbing up, filling my time, just to avoid the silence after prosperity. But even so, I can fill my limbs, but I can't plug my brain. It still has to think randomly and constantly think randomly... If you are a weird person, then I... are simply a monster. Do you think we two are considered to be a stinking person? Don't avoid me anymore, right?"

Nangong Xue laughed "puke" and the carriage ran all the way. She looked at Shangguan Yaohua beside her and said, "What exactly is that red sand bead?"

Shangguan Yaohua said: "I don't know either. It is said to be a legendary treasure, probably a spirit like a sand monster... To be honest, I have heard about this name recently. I don't know whether it is a real thing, where to find it, and what effect it will have."

Nangong Xue bit her lip, and for a moment she didn't know what to say, and said, "When we go to find Chi Shazhu like this, it seems like we are rushing towards a goal of nothingness? Then Miss Ping's family is really weird, not because of what she had imagined? Besides, we are not her slaves. Why do she say she likes her? If she doesn't know whether it is true or not, we have to fight for her and go to the desert to find her? If she is such a willful woman, her husband will probably have to torture her to death in the future. According to me, it's better not to marry her."

Shangguan Yaohua said: "It may not be Miss Ping's fault. Some people prefer to be a slave for her. If she says something, she will do it as an imperial edict. What other people can do? Alas, I am much smarter than them and are practical. I don't propose marriage to Miss Ping, I just want you."

Nangong Xue suddenly saw his affectionate gaze and was shocked and her eyes dodged everywhere. Shangguan Yaohua also knew that she was scared and opened the topic and said, "If we don't go to find Chi Shazhu, Li Yijie will not have any gifts. With him... Don't blame me for being rude. How can I attract the daughter of the Ping family? Then he will definitely be with you, and you don't have to be sad for him anymore. In any case, I don't want to see separation. Even if it's my selfish request, try to tolerate him as much as possible and understand his many difficulties. Don't say you leave easily."

Nangong Xue nodded slightly and said, "What I want is not a homeless person who is disliked by the lady of the Ping family. But he is a complete person with a higher heart than the sky, but only his own person in his eyes. That is my husband. But I promise you that I will not be so willful and get angry again in the future. Hey... do you think, is there really a red sand bead? Shen Shiyun has long disliked us. Maybe she deliberately used this as a guise to lead you away from the imperial city first, and then set up an ambush on the road to attack you so that we cannot return to the palace alive-"

Shangguan Yaohua suddenly felt a little nervous. At this moment, the horse suddenly stood upright. The two were sitting in the car and were lifted toward each other. Shangguan Yaohua raised his hand to hold Nangong Xue. Thinking of the men and women not being able to kiss her, he hurriedly let her go and turned away with a red face.

The horse was suddenly frightened, lifted the driver down, and suddenly ran wildly. The market heard a cry of "Not good!" "Run quickly!" "Shocked the horse!" Nangong Xue leaned out of the window and looked around. The horse was pulling the two of them to hit a big tree. With this force, it must be bloody when it hits the head. Before she could think about it, she said, "Let's jump off the car!"

Shangguan Yaohua said anxiously: "Huh? Hey...hey..." Before he could retort, Nangong Xue had already pulled her sleeves, almost half hugged him, and jumped out of the car window.

The two of them rolled a few times on the ground. Shangguan Yaohua unknowingly wrapped one hand around Nangong Xue's waist, looking at each other's eyes, even the other's eyelashes could be counted clearly. His breathing was heated and sprayed on his face, and his face turned red unconsciously. The four-petal lips were so close that they could touch it. However, Nangong Xue's lips were as tender as petals, which made Shangguan Yaohua feel ashamed. He felt that if he couldn't control this moment, it would only desecrate her holiness.

Besides, I was just trying to persuade her to be together with Li Yijie, how can she be so quarrel? Thinking of this, I kept my thoughts and fantasies in my mind, struggled to hold up half of my body, and then helped Nangong Xue up, saying, "Get up, Axue, you... aren't you injured?" While hurriedly slapping the dust on my body, covering my red face. At this time, the heat almost burned myself to burn a pot of water or boil an egg, which was not an exaggeration.

The two stood side by side, and saw that the big cart she had just taken had rushed towards the tree. With a heavy collision, blood splattered on the horse's head and fell to the ground. The tree crown also trembled violently, sprinkling large pieces of fallen leaves. The car overturned to the ground, leaving only four wheels turning towards the sky, and had not recovered from the rampage just now, and he was still whizzing.

The carriage had been flattened, which seemed quite shocking. If the two of them had not jumped off the car early, they would have become what they looked like. Shangguan Yaohua breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's so dangerous... A Xue, thanks to your cleverness just now..."

Suddenly, he heard a strange laugh and said, "You guys run fast. Boy, you're afraid you're a little too happy." Shangguan Yaohua and Nangong Xue were shaking at the same time, and quickly turned their heads. A group of men in strong suits walked up quickly, with their eyes shining brightly, and it seemed that they were all a group of trainees.

Nangong Xue had already suffered countless horror. This time it was no problem. After a little shock, she had recovered as before. She took a step forward and said, "I don't know you all, why did you sneak attack and block the way you two of you again? What was your intention?" At the same time, she secretly thought about what the group of people came from? In theory, she shouldn't be subordinates of the Seven Evil Saint Lord.

The man actually bowed to her and said, "Miss Nangong, on the order of the leader of the alliance, please go and give me some wine and meat to treat."

When Nangong Xue heard the word "leader", she was shocked in her mind, and immediately changed into a cold and hard expression and said, "He should know the best of my personality. I don't like being coerced. If you two invite me with courtesy, maybe I won't be too embarrassed. But with force, even if I kill me on the spot, don't ask me to compromise! I want him to know that the world is not surrounding him. If you have the affair, just take my body to see him!"
Chapter completed!