Chapter 29 (8)
But Nangong Xue was waiting for him to be in love, so how could she be determined to shake off her hand? But for her own good, it would be absolutely impossible not to send her away. So she made a secret decision to enjoy the last moment of warmth on this path. She just waited for her to leave as soon as she got out of the cave. No matter what she said, she would be unable to agree to her life.
This road is very long for those who are eager to escape, but Li Yijie was so nervous that he hoped that the road would be delayed for a while and would stay with his junior sister for a long time. Today, he persuaded her to leave, and maybe the two would become enemies. Even if they were not, he might die at any time and would never have the chance to meet her again. Although he was a little lonely, fortunately, there was no worries. For people like him who were emotionally active, this section was even more important.
Seeing the light gradually expanding in front of him, the road finally opened up, and the familiar blue sky and earth appeared in front of him. The breeze was gentle and the sun was warm. The gloomy and dead air in the cave was swept away. Nangong Xue was so happy that she ran out of the cave a few steps, opened her arms, turned her circle, put her hands together, and shouted: "We are out! We are back to the world alive again! Senior brother's internal injuries have also been cured! Hey--"
Li Yijie looked at her happy look and thought that it would not take long before he would break her joy with his own hands. Although he was the one who most wanted to see her junior sister happy. The words were choked in his throat and wanted to spit out several times, but he really couldn't say them. He felt that it took a moment, or a moment. He clenched his fists on both sides of his body, and his nails hurt his palms.
But what is really cruel? Is it not cruel to let her follow her and kill Jiang Liechen one day? I know that if you want to say this, you must say it quickly. After a long time, I am afraid that I will soften my heart again. This inappropriate softness will hurt her. The corners of my mouth grinned back and tried to make a lip shape with the word "snow", but the syllable could not be bitten.
Nangong Xue laughed and made a few words, but she didn't hear Li Yijie responded at all. In the past, even if he was not interested in what he did, he would definitely deal with it casually in order to make her happy. How could there be no movement this time? Could it be that his injury recurred and he fainted?
Turning around, he saw Li Yijie standing still, but his face was a little more gloomy than the sky before the heavy rain. He was relieved. After going through thousands of difficulties and dangers, he finally escaped from the cave. He was really unhappy, so why should he look at it? He smiled and said, "I said senior brother, why are you like a piece of wood..."
Li Yijie finally vomited out a sentence in his mouth: "Xue'er, go." After saying the words he had made up for a long time, he did not feel any relief. Instead, he felt a heavier guilt in his heart, which made his chest and abdomen sink, and he almost couldn't breathe.
Nangong Xueqi said: "Go? Where to go? Why are you talking so carelessly? Of course, let's go together."
Li Yijie swallowed a few mouthfuls and felt a lump in his throat that could not be wet. He took a breath, then slowly spit out, stared at Nangong Xue's eyes, his eyebrows were drooping, and said softly: "Don't stay by my side, Xue'er. After leaving... I'll find a good family to marry, and live a peaceful life that you want to take care of your husband and children, and live a peaceful life that you yearn for."
Nangong Xue was shocked and looked straight into Li Yijie's eyes and said, "Senior Brother, you drive me away? What did I do wrong? I don't even have the qualification to follow you?"
Li Yijie said: "It's not that you did something wrong, you're good. It's just... I'm just walking on a dangerous road, my head tied to my belt to live. I don't know which day or when the head fell to the ground. You heard from me, it's definitely not a temporary idea. I've been thinking about this issue for several days, but I've never been ruthless. You are facing the wall on the top of the mountain. Although your life is a bit boring, you can still spend six years safely. But when you just went down the mountain, you've been wandering around in front of the gate of hell several times when you saw me. Seeing Jiang Liechen using you to threaten me, I even... I wish... the person under his knife was me, not you, do you understand?"
Nangong Xue said: "Born for chivalrousness and die for morality. Which of our children in the world is not like this? It is always better to live a mediocre life. Besides, you will protect me, you will never let anyone hurt me, right? Am I not your favorite junior sister? You are also my most respected senior brother. If you leave you, where will I go? I don't want anyone, I just want you! Besides, these few times have been safe, but in the end I have been safe?"
Li Yijie said: "That was once, twice, and it was impossible for him to survive every time. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be trapped in a cave again. I had made up my mind that if I could survive, I would let you leave no matter what I said. Xueer, I dare not say the great principle of sacrificing my life for justice, but you have to believe that I am really for your own good."
Nangong Xue shed tears and said, "For my own good? So you are going to take risks alone. Once you are injured and die, let me collect your body, bury you, erect a monument to pay tribute, come to your grave to burn incense every year? That would not be cruel to me? If you are not here, I will die with you and never live a life. Do you think I don't have the courage?"
Li Yijie was shocked and sweated coldly, saying, "No, of course I believe it, but I just don't want you to die with me! Let's do this, from today on, you will draw a clear line between two strangers who are unrelated. If I die unfortunately, I don't have to collect my body, nor do I have to shed a tear for me. As long as you... take care of yourself. You are a simple and kind girl, not suitable for fighting, killing, and fighting in the martial arts world. What you want is the mountains and fields, and a steady husband who guards you, protects you, and is always by your side. We... maybe we will only have the fate of brothers and sisters in this life."
Nangong Xue let tears fall from her face, and no longer raised her hand to wipe it, sneering: "Now, even this only fate, you have to cut it off with your own hands? You are so cruel! You are so cruel than the Seven Evil Demons! Very good. Since you are not anyone of me, why should you dominate my future and my destiny? What kind of life is determined by me? What position do you have...you..."
It was decided to be strong, but after a few words, I could not continue to say it. Li Yijie's image twisted and shook in the fog of tears, and his eyes were sore. I don't know if it was stinging tears or being stabbed by this cruel senior brother. I took a breath and raised my gaze, making it difficult for the tears to fall. I gritted my teeth and said, "What if I say, what if I don't leave? I like to lick blood from the knife in the world, and my life is always hanging on the line, and I'm not safe in my life?"
When Li Yijie saw Nangong Xue crying bitterly, he felt so distressed that he wanted to wipe her tears and put her in his arms to comfort her softly, but at this time his soft heart could only harm her, forcing himself to make up his mind, and said, "If you don't leave, I will leave. Jiang Liechen is right. To achieve great things, you have to cut off all kinds of emotional bonds with your own hands. Only cold-blooded can you be invincible in the world. You can naturally choose to continue living in the world, be your Nangong maid, and be your revenge. But - your life and death will have nothing to do with me in the future, and no one can threaten me with you. Or - if you change your mind and are willing to get married, I can also give you a large dowry and let my good junior sister get married in a grand manner. I can't bring you a stable life, so let those who are capable give it to me!"
Lu Qian and Cheng Jiaxuan also walked out of the cave at this time. They were slower. As soon as they came out, they saw Li Yijie and Nangong Xue having a big fight. They happened to hear Li Yijie's last few heartfelt words. Lu Qian hurriedly walked up and hugged Nangong Xue's shoulder, patted and stroked her gently, and said angrily: "What are you quarrels? It's a happy thing to be able to get out of the cave alive. Are you all so happy that you are so happy? Brother Li, what did you say just now? Does it count? If you don't want Xue'er, just leave her to me for care."
Nangong Xue ignored his hand on his shoulder, staring at Li Yijie with tears in her eyes and said, "Senior Brother... you... you didn't mean to hurt me, right? You are worried about my safety, so you... let me stay. I won't cause trouble for you, let alone become your burden. I will practice my skills carefully and be your good helper... Please, Senior Brother..."
Li Yijie said coldly: "That doesn't work. As long as I see you, my heart will be confused and I can't concentrate on defending the enemy. If you can't protect yourself, I will be distracted by a little skin injury. The most taboo thing in fierce battles is that it is very likely that the enemy's sword will take the opportunity to stab it. Is it true that even if I die, you don't care. You still have to rely on me just to fulfill your own pleasure?"
Nangong Xue's tears dried up, and she showed a sense of resolute hatred, saying, "No need to say anything. Are you in a hurry to get rid of my burden? Even if the person I want to marry in the future is a pauper, a country villager, a disabled person, a fool, do you let me marry? You should also entrust me out at will?"
Li Yijie was silent for a moment and nodded, "Yes, it's not bad. As long as he has a good conscience and treats you well enough, I... can rest assured."
Nangong Xue's face changed bitterly, and tears were lying on her face, and she sneered: "Very good, I finally heard your true words from Senior Brother. If my existence can only hinder your progress for you, then you don't have to make things difficult for you. I know how to cut off myself. But you will regret it. Remember these words to me today, every word and every sentence I say to me clearly, and you will definitely regret it in the future!"
Li Yijie was already a little regretful at this time, wondering if he was talking too far, subconsciously seeking a way out and said, "If I can live without death in the future..."
Nangong Xue interrupted with a sneer, "There is no need to apologize to me. I am not the garbage you can shake if you want and pick up as much as you want. Do you understand? I will never forgive you again. I hate you for the rest of my life! Nangong Xue keeps my word." As he said that, he stomped his feet hard, shook Lu Qian away, and rushed out quickly. The wilderness was covered with weeds, which quickly covered her figure without trace.
Li Yijie was about to cry out. At this time, he really wanted to put aside everything and follow his wishes to recover Nangong Xue. At least he had to explain it to her clearly and find a proper place. Don’t ask for good intentions to get her resentment. When she dies, she will mention this deceased senior brother again, and she will be so angry that she will be too angry.
After all, he is not a saint. He is a saint. He is a good man for the sake of justice, but he is unwilling to leave the world with a bad reputation. He was stopped by Lu Qian after his arm was halfway through, and said, "Brother Li, what happened to you and Xueer? It was not the first day that I recognized her, but she has always been a very strong girl. No matter how much suffering she suffers, she still pretends to be nothing on the surface. If it is more serious, at most she hides in the corner and wipes her tears secretly. She has never seen her as sad and desperate as before. If you have any misunderstandings, you should just tell me in time. This matter is getting worse and worse."
Li Yijie smiled bitterly and said, "That's not a misunderstanding, but it's also a misunderstanding... I'm really for her own good..." At this time, he was so depressed that he was about to collapse. He urgently needed to find someone close to him to fall down. He pulled Lu Qian and Cheng Jiaxuan to sit down by the cave, told all his thoughts to the two of them, and finally said, "You guys, what should I do?"
Chapter completed!