Nangong Xue sighed softly. Her thoughts fell into memories and said, "You have known this for a long time since I was a child. We two may be considered "children" among the world? That's still the age of two young people, but I... didn't feel ashamed to say it. When I played with him, he took good care of me. I was fascinated by him. I even hoped to be with him at all times. When I grew up, I would definitely be his wife, wearing a red wedding dress, and waiting for the person in front of me to open the veil for me under the dim candlelight... What I saw at first was him, how satisfied it was.

At that time, all the senior brothers knew that I had the best relationship with my senior brother, and I often made a fuss around. I pretended to be unhappy at first, but I still felt sweet in my heart.

In the mountains, the most carefree time is the most worry-free time. I wonder if God is trying to be a tough person. Good days are always very short. On that day, my master ordered me and my senior brother to go to the Shadow Villa to reinforce and take the opportunity to seize the treasure of the martial arts world. I really didn't know anything at that time. I just thought that there were many disciples of the Huashan Sect, but I took us into a pair, and I guess there must be some special intentions.

I also think that this time I spent time with my senior brother, and there was no trouble at all, I would take good care of him and make him really moved by me. Perhaps after returning to the mountain, our affairs will be... settled. What the senior brothers said, and I also hope that this wish will come true."

"But who would have thought that we had been living carefree days all day, but this time we went down the mountain, we changed a lot of things, allowing us to walk on a fork and never look back.

Like Shen Shiyun, a woman with a beautiful appearance, even I have to admit that she is born beautiful. No man will not be moved, and my senior brother will not be able to avoid being vulgar. From the first sight of her, I had a premonition in my heart and felt a little sour for the first time. At that time, I really didn't know who was better to blame. I should blame my senior brother for being careless, or for that little thief who was not very eye-catching, who ignored many wealthy businessmen in the city and stole my senior brother's wallet, which gave Shen Shiyun the opportunity to help pay the bill, and then made a first meeting.

Later, we met her again in the agarwood courtyard. It turned out that she was just a singer, famous far and wide, and attracted many men to spend a lot of money on her. I vaguely heard from my senior brothers that prostitutes are very despicable women. My senior brother adhered to the rules of the gate so much that he would not have violated this precept of lust.

At that time, I couldn't say how much luck she was. If she was a lady from a noble family, the elders in the clan would not allow her to marry a mountain boy. But if the senior brother was depressed all day for her, then even if he was still by my side and his heart was far away, it was not the result of my hope. Only in this way can the senior brother despise her background first, and he can give up completely."

"But this time I was wrong. The beauty can really ruin the heroic ambition. The senior brother, who has always followed the rules, even though he knew her... he still gave up and made a big fuss for her and saved her from leaving. At that time, I... I really wish I had never known him, or had a crack in the ground for me. That acropolis... was not a good place, but the senior brother fought with someone in that place for a woman in a fairyland. He was like a tyrant who was a traitor. If he spread it out, wouldn't it be a shame for the Huashan Sect?"

"Shen Shiyun hid our identity at that time, and only said that she was going to Chang'an to join her and asked us to escort her for a long time. The senior brother agreed without saying a word and asked him to find reasons for himself, saying that he would also inquire about the whereabouts of the Broken Soul Tears along the way. Hey, how ridiculous, such a beautiful woman was with him all day long. I saw that he had already seen the peach blossoms flying in front of him, and his heart was gone.

Along the way, I spoke coldly to Shen Shiyun and never gave her a good look. I have to admit that I am also a selfish person, but I think I deserve to be forgiven. In terms of love, who can not be selfish? Otherwise, he will be the love saint. I am just a mortal, and I can't do it."

"At the Regent's Mansion, Shen Shiyun confessed to us that she was the eldest lady of the Shadowless Villa who had been destroyed before and the only orphan. The senior brother patted his chest on the spot and said that the revenge of the Demon Demon Sect was all included in him. I really want to ask my senior brother, but I don't think about whether Shen Shiyun would receive his love at this moment?"

"Just a few days after we left, Shen Shiyun was noticed by the emperor and went to the palace to become a concubine. I heard Meng Lin say this news and kept it hidden from my senior brother. Although it would make him give up completely, I still don't want him to be sad, so it's better for him to hold that longing.

The facts disappointed me again, and my senior brother was really trapped in. On the surface, he followed his master to practice hard and went to the Heroes Conference to fight for the position of leader, but I knew that all he did was just for Shen Shiyun. At that time, he met with all the senior brothers in the Sword Forum. They were around me, joking with me, and calling me sister-in-law... Those sweet words heard in my ears, but they felt like the pain that stabbed into my heart with a knife.

I had known before that many sects were brothers and sisters who were in the same school. They grew up together and were in love with each other. The man had outstanding martial arts skills and was highly valued by his master. Finally, he handed over the important task of holding the sect to him. Looking at the disciples of Huashan Sect, it was not me who brag for him, but the best in all aspects, that was the elder brother Li. When I was young, I often had such a dream, and even laughed out loud when I was sleeping."

"As expected, after the hero conference, he just received some news from Shen Shiyun and immediately followed the officers and soldiers. The way of abandoning everyone and ignoring everyone was really disappointing. I think the master was also disappointed with him at the same time. But once a girl gave her heart to someone, she would never waver again. Even if he let me down, I still couldn't ignore him and was still caring about his current situation from time to time.

I heard that he was not doing well in the palace, and he only called Shen Shiyun like a slave, but he was still willing. My senior brother, my senior brother who yearned for freedom, could actually feel so wronged for her... When he chased Shen Shiyun without looking back, I knew that he had really left me, and he would go further and further. Later, that incident happened, and my master punished me to face the wall for life..."

An Yeyun originally said that she didn't listen, but Nangong Xue's voice was told in her ears, but she couldn't help but indulge in it as she narrated it. She seemed to have experienced it together, and at the same time she saw her past self in her. She couldn't help asking: "What's the matter? Aren't you very obedient? How could your master punish you so much?"

Nangong Xue didn't want to mention Lu Qian again and said vaguely: "It's a long story, but it's nothing. Because I was kind-hearted for a while, I couldn't let my master see it as I wish. The person he hated was cut into pieces, which destroyed the trap he and another master carefully designed, and then he took his anger on me.

I don’t complain. My senior brother can’t be by my side. What’s the fun of me in the world of flowers? That is endless torment. Staying at the top of Mount Hua can at least make me think quietly and live with my senior brother’s memories. I fantasize that he doesn’t want me. As long as I miss him, he will appear in front of me... But I have never thought about it, not even once. I think I am right. No matter how hateful that person is, he still dies. Leave a whole body, why is it so difficult?

Master... Sometimes even I don't know what he is thinking, but such a master is not the one who has been kind as kind as his father since childhood. He will also make me afraid." He sighed and said, "If I could do it again, I will never just focus on practicing my own martial arts, but should be with my senior brother more and tie his heart to me. But does this work? If he didn't have me in his heart, he would still change his mind when he met another woman. Is it always like this? A lover who has been in love over time cannot compare to love at first sight, right?"

The heart of the An Yeyun was also touched and said, "Maybe you are right. I think love over time is not born, but a sense of dependence. I am used to being with him always by your side, which is like a relationship between relatives. When it comes to love at first sight, it is truly a sense of heartbeat. However, it is usually about appearance, which is relatively shallow. Once the initial freshness passes, it is inevitable to get tired of it, and it is difficult to ensure that it is truly reliable. But there are also loves that will last until the sea is gone, and will never change your heart, and will eventually stay together forever... These love things are hard to say very well."

Suddenly, he felt ache and said with a wry smile: "It seems that there are quite a few people in this world who are sympathetic to me, just like Xuanshuang... Forget it, if you don't recognize him, this kid is very good at reasoning. It seems that Menglin doesn't love me, and she just treats me as her brother."

Nangong Xue sang softly, "It's not like this star last night, who's the wind and dew standing in the middle of the night?" The night of the night couldn't help but interfere, "The thoughts were all gone and the remaining cocoons are gone, and the heart was so heartbroken that I peeled the banana." Nangong Xue glanced at him, smiled sweetly, and said, "Young Master, I've told you about my affairs. Then, you and Miss Chu...What do you love her?"

An Yeyun was already embarrassed by what happened just now and said, "I...I don't know... I really love someone, and I can't tell which aspect of love you, otherwise you just have to find someone with the same characteristics to replace you. Only she is unique... I fell in love with her at the first time when I saw her. You must know that I am not a nosy person by nature. I have never learned martial arts at that time, but I can risk saving her. In the future, the leader accepted me as his disciple, and I still admire her. For many years, my feelings for Menglin have never faded. In this life, I will only love her. When I was a child, I felt inferior and dared not interact with her. I rarely talked to her, and I only cared about practicing martial arts by myself..."
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