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Chapter 9 Searching for incense all the way

01 Liu Fan: It was written two months ago, and I walked through that day of every month.

(2008-11-18    23:42:36)

Time is scarce, it is a hurry, and it makes people wait for it. It’s just like that. Tomorrow, November 19, two months have passed since I held hands and kissed my baby.

At this moment, I was worried about something, teasing, fiddling, waiting to make people uncomfortable. I think I am selfish, and I just want to pursue the quietness and comfort in my heart. Any factor that makes me feel uneasy will make me uncomfortable.

I feel the weight of responsibility and the joy of making a person happy, the joy from the heart, and firmness. No matter what, there is always someone by my side, no matter what, there are always two people.

My baby's little hands are soft, but they are full of strength in my brother's heart, which makes me not afraid of anything.

Things will always pass, and time just slips away. Patience is a must in life, just for the surging moment of the heart.

The flowers bloom in spring, the wind in autumn, the sunset in winter, the melancholy youth, as a young man, I once thought so ignorantly, and borrowed a few words to only feel the impermanence and changes in the world.

What you can feel is happiness, I want to live a peaceful life happily.

Even if I attend classes every day, even if I preview before class and review after class, even if this habit has caused me a headache and pain, every day, as long as I can see you, hold your little hand with you, touch your pink face, and click on a little fat earlobe, everything is beautiful.

The wind in the cold winter is walking on the road together, trembling. Such times seem to overlap, which vaguely reminds me of the same cold wind, and it is also cold trembling. Eating the snack spot at the school gate, walking lonely on the road, or walking along the way over the wall, the cold bricks always touch my hands, and then touching my mood.

That was the most depressing senior high school.

Just for the patience of the result, for the sake of not being a different result, now when I think about it, my stomach will still be rolling. Reading novels from the middle of the night on Saturday night is the most comfortable moment, which can make me forget all the unpleasantness in reality and don’t have to think about reality.

I always drive me crazy when I see the sunlight slanted down from the window on Sunday, which means that Sunday is coming, and it also means that I have to study for myself in the evening, and the boring cycle of the week begins again.

The dazzling sunshine told me that I had returned to reality. When I opened my eyes and handed over, my whole body would be completely shrouded in despair. Only by listening to music can I slowly recover.

Why do I always think about something different? Or when I don’t have to think about something different, my heart’s desire begins to expand and my control begins to decline. Oh, it’s true. When can I get better? Perhaps there are always such things and such contradictory things, I should adapt.

After midnight, the baby was not sleeping yet, and the brother was typing on the keyboard.

Little fool, are you doing your homework? Do you feel a little lonely at this time? Brother wants to be by your side so that you can have a shoulder when you are sleepy.

Good, my brother is a little impatient to share with you. I will let go of the joys and wings of happiness in my life. I can face everything together, without having to worry about it, without having to distinguish between you and me, and I am a whole.

My heart should be stronger and nothing can stop it.

Missing, rationality, emotion? It was too late to look at it. I thought Guaiguai had not yet gone to bed, but I opened a Feixin and wanted to remind Guaiguai to sleep, but found Guaiguai was already asleep.

god     bless   me, baby, my brother will go to bed immediately.

Baby, no matter what happens, we should not panic, okay? We can spend it together, life will always end, the best time to meet, and the rest of the process is you and me, what else can we be afraid of? Baby, no matter what happens to you, my brother will be by your side.

Things in the world are impermanent, and you may not have thought that what happens may be good or bad. As long as we make the result better, things will not be bad.

Every month today, we have gone through that night, following the footsteps of that time, the rings of happiness, and the accumulation of month by month, okay?

【02】November 19

Ling: "Brother, I went up, haha, today I was so happy. I followed my brother day by day, and it was sweet no matter what. If my brother dared to play tricks on the outside, remember I would be sad and dying. You have to know the consequences! As for me, I will only have my brother in my life, and I can only be my brother. I am just a stubborn person, so my brother can't let me down."

03 Yan Ling: Looking for fragrance all the way, I came here, full of happiness (2008-11-19    22:11:41)

Today, I lay in front of the computer with a slightly faster pace and stepped onto this land inadvertently. At that moment, the characters stirred up my heart with happiness and emotion; I looked at every sentence carefully, felt your feelings, and felt your experience. This feeling finally turned into the humming that you happened to hear, because I really didn't know what to say.

In life, my brother has really become a part of me, and it is also a big part. My thoughts, feelings, happiness, and sadness are all about you. Now I write articles. My blog and I are all about my brother’s traces, and now it is even more rare. I will post the deepest things in my heart like this. Brother, you must cherish them, and you cannot make fun of them!

I remembered the issue of loving Jiangda. I said I loved Jiangda. I wanted to say that I wanted to say something but stopped. Now I want to say that when I didn’t have my brother, Jiaotong University seemed to have no vitality. Since I met you, flowers have laughed in my eyes, and Jiaotong University has been full of vitality in my eyes since then. Thanks to Jiaotong University, I often think of you, and in the crowd, I bumped into you that made me beat. So I blurted out and love Jiaotong University.

Today, so happy.

As I counted the days, I slipped away from my fingers day by day, but I could look at the past with a smile, and it had become a memory of two people.

Looking forward to the days, I kept my fingers and thought stupidly that when I could see my brother, it was sweet in my heart.

Remember the happiness now, no, all the happiness, okay? There will inevitably be bumps on the road ahead. I am so scared that my brother will not be able to endure me, and it is the only fear in my heart.
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