Sex means that the more you restrain yourself, the more you can’t control yourself.

Moreover, with the first time, there is the second time.

In fact, they are all quarrels because of pressure.

Liu Fan is an ordinary loser student, and Yan Ling is an ordinary girl. Both of them work hard enough in this well-known university. Liu Fan wants to publish a paper and get a first-class scholarship. Yan Ling has been studying hard all the time. Originally, she wanted to go abroad, but now she meets Liu Fan and has sex again. She is already devoted. In addition, she doesn't want to add such a huge financial burden to her parents. Although she gave up studying abroad, she still wants to be admitted to the postgraduate.

Both of them have some pressure in their studies.

There are inevitably hardships and pain in life.

Liu Fan was in a daze and was a complete bastard. The baby was simple and innocent. He should take responsibility. Why did he always forget the pain after healing the scar, and could not persist in being asexual, and could not reach the state he wanted.

Sometimes he thinks that simple campus love is also great, hug, kiss, support each other, and don’t have to spend all your time looking for a place to do love, and don’t have to worry and wait for my aunt.

Think about how much it hurts the baby, a simple and cute little girl always hurts her because of great pressure. Her delicate body is so beautiful that it makes people suffocate. It's so happy.

What did he bring to Bao? At this moment, he felt so shameless, always so selfish, and had a deep self-blame in his heart.

Whenever he was sleeping late at night, he looked at the cute smiling face on the computer desktop, his heart was full of love, but he was also reflecting on what he brought to the baby.

"Bao, dear Bao, my wife, you love me so much and treat me wholeheartedly. I must be strong, restrained, and work hard, and not repeat the same mistakes. Work hard, come on."

"Baby, you are the best woman to me in the world, god    bless    you. Growing up healthy, lively, and happy."

Liu Fan was very conflicted inside. He felt sorry for Yan Ling, but whenever he was upset, he could not control his emotions. He reviewed the paper for the tutor once, but failed. The tutor hoped that he would add a significant innovation point.

In May, time is very tight.

He must get an employment notice in August to ensure that he receives an ideal scholarship in the next academic year. Generally, the review of journals and magazines will take more than two months, and may also be revised.

Irritable.

He was in a state of research and his thinking entered a dead end again and again.

Yan Ling hopes to study with him.

It is inevitable that the argument will be repeated. Liu Fan just wants to be quiet. During this period, he threw himself into a remote corner. No one should disturb him. After making the paper, he will reply to his normal life.

He felt that falling in love was troublesome, and Yan Ling was really ignorant.

01     Yan Ling: Every time you feel sad and sad (2009-05-17     09:02:23)

When I think about it, I always feel sad when I come to write something. When I see the sweet words I said before, and the articles that are filled with happiness, I feel so uncomfortable. I wrote a heart, and I feel a little better, but I can't give it to me. As soon as I turned off the phone, I turned off the phone again. I said I was going to the laboratory early in the morning, why haven't I got up yet? I deliberately wanted to hide from me, so I could only complain here. Now I'm in the library, and there are no people talking. I originally wanted to stay in the dormitory, but they all have to go to party classes. I'm alone in the dormitory, which makes me even more lonely, especially today. So I came here again.

I always tell myself that happiness and sorrow are not given by others, but I am the one who controls it, but I no longer try this and can't do it at all.

I hope you can give me happiness again.

02     Liu Fan: Restrain and feel the strong love (2009-05-18    20:25:48)

Although the last incident was just a false alarm, I still secretly decided in my heart that I would not want it before I could bear it. After all, I couldn’t bear it. It was a long-term psychological pain.

Thinking about the baby, tell yourself to be happy and not to hurt her like that. Tell yourself to use all hormones for study.

Today I almost couldn't help but, fortunately, I restrained myself and restrained my sex, allowing us to feel each other's deep love. After all, we are still students and our ability to bear risks is too poor. My brother must work harder and do everything we should do.

Feel love, cherish love more and care for love, rather than the happiness at that time. We must spend our whole life with our baby. Short-term patience is worthwhile and full of expectations, and I am willing.
Chapter completed!