But they all walked to the gate. If they just went back like this, they would definitely be despised by them and would be kicked out even if they didn't say it.

After thinking for a while, I decided to walk in boldly. Anyway, everyone has arrived at the door, so there will always be a result. Nangong is not Kaohu, and I won’t eat me. At most, I dare to go out, patting the dust and touching my nose, just walk back with my head raised as usual. Besides, it’s also an explanation to the two at home. It’s better to drive out here than to drive out at home. After all, it’s not a good feeling to wander on the street.

I gently buckled the door knocker, and the one who opened the door was Nangong's housekeeper. I saw that my face, which was originally smiling like a wrinkled chrysanthemum, collapsed and looked at me with an extremely ugly look. "What are Miss Mo doing?"

: "Come and see my mother and Nangong." I said with a smile.

She glanced at her and said in disbelief: "Oh, Miss Mo, if I remember correctly, our young master seems to have nothing to do with you anymore, so why bother to say that he is so intimate?"

: "Ha, I just think the nickname means kindness. It doesn't mean anything else. I used to it." I smiled and looked like a dead pig who was not afraid of boiling water.

The old butler glanced at me and said calmly, "It's a pity that the girl came here accidentally, and the young master was in the store."

Alas, he has not changed after leaving for many days. He is busy all day and does not know how to plan for himself. It is a blessing but also a misfortune to meet the people he meets in this life among millions of people. It is a very happy thing, but such a tortuous life makes people sigh for a lifetime. After the sigh, the whole life becomes cooler. I think I am a pair with Nangong Rimu. Just like all the words I said countless times when I was separated countless times: "It was a good couple."

Yes, it was a good couple, but there were so many branches in life that were separated and reunited between us. No matter how good the relationship was, it would be like the smooth blue and white porcelain. After being left for a long time, it would be everywhere. Even if you were obviously careful in your hands, there was still crack in the best cabinet. Even if you found the best craftsman, you would have no way to repair it as before. Moreover, there was no possibility of repairing the relationship, so fragile, like crystal.

I remember the first time I stood in front of the Nangong family’s shop, the scene of people coming and going was so envious to me. I didn’t expect that the door was deserted for just one autumn, and the carriages were deserted. Occasionally, a few people visited me but just looked at me and didn’t buy it. The trees fell and the gourds scattered. Will the Nangong family really be lost from now on? Is it because of the death of the concubine Yu or because of me?

I walked slowly into the store. The shopkeeper I met a few months ago was still there. Seeing that I was reluctant to say something but wanted to walk by but didn't dare to come over, I nodded and smiled at her. But who knew that she looked like she was a ghost and shrank back to the counter, making me feel bored. I touched my nose and walked towards the back of the door. I saw the tree in the courtyard, and in this cold and biting winter, its branches were still covered with green leaves swaying in the wind.

Nangong sat under the tree, with a confused expression, looking like a child who could not find his direction, and his white clothes were stained with leaves without even notice. I remember he said that his father liked this tree very much and even married it to him "June Yueqing". The tree that was clear in June was so green in winter and so unwilling to let go.

Nangong's eyebrows and eyes were still as beautiful as a painting, but his expression was deeply haggard, as if he had fallen when he tossed and turned every day and night.

Who made you so haggard, and made me look so heartbroken now.

I looked at him, and he just looked up. Our eyes were just right in front of us, and we couldn't separate the lingering ones.

: "You are here." He said quietly, as if he had expected that I would come.

I smiled at him with a far-fetched smile. When I said the words to him, I swallowed again when I saw him now, and nodded: "Yes." I could not say a word, but I couldn't say a word.

He didn't say anything, just looked at and laughed, making it clear in June and the flowers bloomed lightly, and when winter came, it would drift with the wind.

I stirred my hands together: "I, I'm leaving."

: "Oh." He nodded to show that he knew.

: "You should take care of yourself in the future. The second princess is not a good person, and not marrying is also a very wise decision..."

: "So is it a wise decision?" He suddenly interrupted me sharply. I was stunned and the atmosphere suddenly became stiff.

: "I'm sorry." I said embarrassedly.

: "So? He stared at me, and suddenly I felt that I didn't know him anymore, a person who was so domineering and so angular. In the past, he seemed to be as light as snowy as he seemed to be without any aggression, but today he made me too unfamiliar, so unfamiliar to me: "Why don't you answer me, I'm sorry, I should always have some compensation."

: "I'm sorry, I didn't know it would become like this. I know that meeting me is the greatest misfortune in your life, but I can't let you go back to the past. Time is moving forward but people cannot reverse time. My left hand holds the right hand tighter and tighter. I didn't notice it when I grasp it. The sound became faster and faster and more urgent. I was so anxious that I couldn't realize it: "I have nothing, and I am going to leave the capital and go to a distant place and never come back. I hope you can live a good life after I leave. I will bless you far away when I am far away."

: "Who cares about your blessings? He slowly stood up from under the tree. The sound of a knife did not change at all. Maybe, this time I really hurt him too deeply, but I don't want him because I became a rebellious person, and let his originally quiet and water-like personality undergo earth-shaking changes, then he will not be him.

: "I'm sorry." I can say anything except these three words.

: "Do you only know these three words? Do you have nothing else to say to me?" He suddenly roared at me hysterically.

: "I'm sorry, I didn't know this will happen, but I love you, otherwise I wouldn't have come to call you regardless of my own efforts."

He suddenly rushed towards me and hugged me tightly, so he couldn't say a word. Really, he was so scared that he couldn't turn around by the sudden change of sexuality.

: "Isn't it enough to say that earlier? I have to force you to say it. How could I fall in love with you, a woman with little stubbornness?"

I don't know how to answer. Does his words mean that he has forgiven me? Does this hug mean that he has given up all his past grudges? I carefully studied it but didn't dare to move at all, for fear that I was having a dream. I have done so many things that hurt him, how could he forgive me so easily?

: "Love can often easily cross any insurmountable gap." He hugged me but guessed what I thought and thought so accurately as if he had telepathy with me.

I suddenly felt relieved. Actually, I was thinking too much. If I really wanted to love each other, no matter how difficult the gap was, no matter how many difficulties it was, it would always pass by little by little until we got old and then started to play it again as an old tune. I put my back hand on him and said softly in his ear: "Mu, go back with me, go back to our new home. During the days when I was not here, will everything at home be handed over to you?"

: "Yeah." He also answered softly, just like when I first met. Maybe he had already made up his mind from the beginning that the mountains were unbridged, the heaven and earth were in harmony, and he would not be as good as you, but what about me? On the contrary, I feel ashamed of my wandering.

I held Nangong's hand and was about to leave the courtyard when I looked back and found a man leaning against the door and smiling like a flower, wearing a blue dress swaying with the wind. His picturesque face was so similar to Nangong.

Seeing me blankly, Nangong beside me asked, "What's wrong?"

I seemed to suddenly come back to my senses and look at him: "Oh, nothing, just..." My hand pointed along the door, nothing was like an illusion.

Nangong looked in the direction I pointed, took my hand and said, "In the past, my father liked to lean against the door and wait for my mother. At that time, my father was a plain person and didn't like to be jealous of others. In addition, his identity could only live alone in this small courtyard and live a life in silence."

I held his hand and said, "In the future, I will not let you live a life in silence."

: "I know." He said with a smile: "And there are so many families in the family."

I smiled and felt guilty and had a shortness of anger.

: "I was telling the truth, and he looked at me with clear eyes: "I sincerely treat them as family members without a trace of grudge."

:"I know." I smiled at him.

We walked and chatted: "Mu, did you say your father always be by your side?"

: "Of course." He was not surprised at all: "Whenever I feel very depressed, I feel that my father is by my side to give me strength and overcome one difficulty after another."

I held his hand, holding it tightly to pass on all the warmth in my hand to him. He looked at me: "I'm fine, I already have you. I believe that I'll be fine in the future and will be fine forever."

The empress's decisive behavior finally realized that she saw that I was stranded in the capital and immediately sent someone to see me. A large group of people was so spectacular. Walking on the long streets attracted countless passers-by to stop and watch, until I sent it to the gate of the city. The thick gate slowly closed in the reluctant gaze of my husbands. The sunset set in the west, and a long shadow casted on my back.

The grass is connected to the sky, the ancient road is the west wind, where is the thin horse, and where is the world going home? Until I really stood at the door, I really felt lonely. The feeling of depression and hopelessness tightly strangled my neck, almost suffocating. But I know what I was carrying, and I also know that there is still a force supporting me. No matter what method I use to survive, Besides, Yanzhou is also a good place. Even if there is poor mountains and bad waters, it is better than the open and secret struggles in the imperial city, which makes people exhausted both physically and mentally. (To be continued. If you want to know what happens next, please log in. There are more chapters, support the author and support genuine reading!) (To be continued)
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