Chapter 91: The Parents Who Come Out of Nowhere
When Ou Yumin heard that Lin Li had suffered so much, he felt very distressed. Why didn’t he meet her earlier? “Li Li, I’m sorry, I’m late!”
"Silly, don't blame you!" Lin Li continued, "I haven't finished talking yet! When I was 15 years old, I finally got admitted to Shanghai Medical University. I thought the bad days had finally been over, and the hardships had come to the end, but grandma couldn't hold on! She left this world without enjoying a day of blessing. Yumin, do you know? I thought I was admitted to medical school and would have money to treat my grandma after I graduated, but... wuwu..." Thinking of grandma, Lin Li collapsed and cried.
"Li Li!" Ou Yumin hugged her and comforted her, "Where will I be there in the future! You will not be alone again!"
"Yu Min, wuwu..." Lin Li cried into a tearful person, with no image at all, and his snot and tears were rubbed against Ou Yu Min's chest.
After crying for a while, he stopped, picked up a tissue and blew his nose, and sniffed, saying, "I'm done!"
"Okay, okay, that's fine, it's all right after that," Ou Yumin kissed her forehead.
"By the way, I don't know what you have, please explain it quickly!" Lin Li changed his face and turned into the cold-faced boss that Ou Yumin was familiar with.
"I, hahaha~~ I don't have it! You know everything about me." Ou Yumin said with a dry smile. This woman changed her face so quickly! She cried the previous second, but then she became a cold-faced queen.
"Where is your love life?" Lin Liwei narrowed her eyes and looked at him.
"Fellowship? You are my first partner. I have no other feelings anymore. I swear!" Ou Yumin raised his hand and replied in a sworn form.
"Really?" Lin Li asked in disbelief.
Ou Yumin nodded like pounding garlic, he promised not!
"Where isn't the secret love in the open love?" Lin Li continued to dig deeper.
What? A secret love is also considered? Ou Yumin's face was full of dark lines. He did have a secret crush, but he never liked him at all. Should he tell Li Li?
Just as he was struggling, a gentle female suddenly shouted: "Yan'er!"
Lin Li and Ou Yumin turned around at the same time and saw a woman with a big scar on her right face and a middle-aged man walking towards them. The woman looked exactly the same as Lin Li.
"Li Li, they..." Ou Yumin squirmed his lips, shocked and didn't know what to say.
Similarly, Lin Li was also shocked. The two people looked so familiar. Although they had not seen each other for 23 years, Lin Li recognized them at a glance, and his words stuck in his throat and could not speak.
"Yan'er!" The woman's voice was full of surprise, "It's really you!"
"Yan'er!" the man also shouted in a choking voice.
"No, I'm not Yan'er, I'm not..." Lin Li took a few steps back, staggered, almost falling down. Ou Yumin quickly grabbed her with his eyes and hands. "Li Li, are you okay!"
"Let's go, let's go, Yumin, go home, go home!" Lin Li's expression was extremely nervous. She couldn't control herself. Her body couldn't help but tremble, and she couldn't even stand steadily.
"Li Li!" Ou Yumin was frightened. What's wrong with Li Li?
"Let's go! Leave here!" Li Li pulled Ou Yumin and left.
"Yan'er, I'm a mother!" The woman couldn't control her emotions and shouted loudly, "Don't you recognize me anymore? I'm a mother, Yan'er!"
"No! You are not!" Lin Li roared, "Let's go! I don't want to stay here!"
"Yan'er, what's wrong with you?" Lin Shuyan was frightened when he looked at Lin Li's condition! He wanted to grab her hand, Lin Li immediately shook it away, "Don't touch me!"
"Li Li," Ou Yumin had never seen Lin Li like this before, and was a little at a loss, "Li Li, calm down!"
"Let's go! Let's go!" Lin Li couldn't walk by herself, but she didn't want to stay here for a second. When she saw these two people, she felt that she was about to suffocate, her heart was beating faster, and her brain couldn't think normally.
"Okay! Let's go!" Ou Yumin didn't ask anymore. He saw Lin Li feeling so uncomfortable, and came to ask her when she got better. Ou Yumin looked at Lin Shuyan and Bai Silian apologetically and said, "Uncle, aunt, Li Li feels very uncomfortable now, I'll take her away first!" After that, he hugged Lin Li and left the cemetery.
"Woo wow wow wow wow wow~~~~" Looking at Lin Li and the others' backs leaving, Bai Silian couldn't control herself and cried. She beat her chest and stamped her feet: "How could this happen? Yan'er, what's wrong with Yan'er?"
"Lian'er!" Lin Shuyan looked at his wife and daughter, and a feeling of powerlessness surged into his heart and tears flowed down. He said that a man would not cry easily, but he could not continue to pretend to be strong.
After the car drove away for a long time, Lin Li's heartbeat slowly returned to a stable state. She slowly picked up her mobile phone and dialed a number from the United States. It was past 12 o'clock in Beijing time, and it was 12 o'clock in the morning in New York, USA.
"hello, sarah!" A magnetic voice came from the other end of the phone, "I haven't contacted you for a long time, are you okay?"
"Professor, I... my illness relapsed!" Lin Li replied intermittently in English. She called Professor Berkeley, her supervisor in Colombia's graduate psychology. At the same time, he is also a famous psychologist and Lin Li's attending physician.
"How could this happen? What happened?" Professor Berkeley was shocked. "Has the injury not handled in the past been revealed?"
"You are right, that's it. I can't control myself at all today. My whole body trembles very hard. Professor, what should I do? Why is it still so serious? Haven't I been treated?" Lin Li said with great difficulty. She felt very weak and powerless.
"Sarah, you are studying psychology. When you returned to China, I told you that because you have not completely come out of the past. Once you are induced again, it will be very serious. You should know that every mental illness has its root problems. Only by completely solving your root problems can you truly recover." Professor Berkeley said, "Sarah, you must face it bravely and find the roots. I suggest you return to the United States for treatment as soon as possible, otherwise more serious consequences may occur.
"I understand, professor," Lin Li couldn't face it. She thought for a while and continued, "I think I will try my best to avoid seeing this factor that triggers me to get sick. Thank you for disturbing you to rest!"
"Sarah, you can't escape reality like this!" Professor Berkeley persuaded him vigorously.
"Professor, thank you. As you said, I am also a psychologist, so I know my condition very well. Don't worry! When I can't stand it, I will definitely come to the United States to find you!"
"Oh, okay!" Professor Berkeley knew Lin Li's personality well. "You remember, you must keep a calm mind, do you know?"
"Okay, professor, thank you, you can rest early! goodnight!"
"Okay, bye-bye!"
After hanging up the phone with Berkeley, Lin Li felt that all his strength was used up. She looked at Ou Yumin and saw him full of worry, "Yumin, give me some time, I will tell you slowly later!"
"Okay, Li Li! You have a good rest, I'll call you when I'm here!" Ou Yumin responded gently.
"Okay!" Lin Li could no longer control her sleepiness, and she fell asleep with a deep sleep.
Ou Yumin looked at Lin Li and felt very sad and powerless. When Lin Li encountered such a serious situation, he was helpless. He could hear Lin Li's conversation just now. She must have been induced by a serious mental illness, but Li Li was unwilling to go to treatment. I believe the pain of treatment must be greater than the pain of illness, otherwise Li Li would not make such a choice. Li Li, his Li Li, is so distressing. In the future, he will definitely not let her suffer any harm.
Lin Li was sleeping very uneasy this time and kept dreaming. In the dream, she repeated the scene of being abandoned and being locked in the toilet by her classmates. At that time, she was so small and powerless, she was so wet, and she kept shaking. She could not resist or cry, because she would be beaten even worse once she resisted. There was an opportunity later. She went to the boxing gym to do part-time jobs, started practicing boxing, and later learned judo. The days of being bullied were really over. But those painful memories were deeply imprinted in her heart. Until now, she still deeply remembered the words Fu Zhian, the little bully in their elementary school, said when he first saw her: "You wild child, you have no father, no mother, and you can only let me bully you!"
From then on, Fu Zhian had to prank her every now and then, either putting a caterpillar in her bento or putting mice on the desk, and prank her endlessly, as if this was Fu Zhian's greatest joy in life. In the fifth grade, Fu Zhian immigrated from home. She thought she could live a normal life, but unexpectedly, there were still a bunch of people queuing up to bully her.
The little pitiful Lin Li dreamed of was so weak and helpless. From then on, she learned to endure and to swallow the blood of her teeth into her stomach, which also caused her severe autism and depression, and then caused anxiety. After leaving Jiaxing, she thought she could live a normal life, but she didn't want to meet Zheng Yuanbin, a scumbag who was wronged and abandoned her without asking about it. That time, she completely collapsed. After she arrived in the United States, Professor Berkeley spent a lot of effort to bring her out of depression and help her restore her self-worth.
Lin Li woke up with sweat. The cyclical nightmare woke her up. When she saw that the scenery outside had arrived in Shanghai, the stone in her heart slowly dropped.
"Li Li, are you awake? Are you hungry? Let's go eat something?" Ou Yumin asked with concern.
"good."
Lin Li nodded, and saw that it was already two o'clock in the afternoon and they had not had lunch yet. Although she had no appetite at all, she didn't want Ou Yumin to worry, so she swallowed a little. "I'm full!"
Ou Yumin looked at her and ordered a fruit salad, but she was not halfway through it. "Eat some more! I cut the steak and eat some meat!"
Ou Yumin handed the steak to her, Lin Li raised her and ate two pieces. "I'm full, you eat it quickly!"
Chapter completed!