Chapter 156 Why
Qiu Han, who sat back slowly, was full of anxiety, but he couldn't speak at all, so he could only try to calm down his emotions and endure the rolling inside.
He wanted to tell Zi Yuyan that he had nothing to do, but he had internal injuries, but he couldn't speak. When he saw Zi Yuyan still worried about him, he chose to retreat. This was what he hadn't seen for a long time, and she was still worried about herself, which moved Qiu Han very much.
I was silent for a long time.
Qiu Han's blood-covered eyes looked exhausted, and he buzzed and said, "Don't worry, I'm fine!"
He seemed extremely powerless, and he had long lost his masculinity when he spoke. He was as weak as a person who had been hungry for many days or was seriously ill. He did not dare to breathe a sigh of relief. There was a heat flowing in his throat. Only he himself knew what this was.
Zi Yuyan sat opposite Qiu Han. She couldn't do anything. She didn't know what was wrong with Qiu Han. She could only whisper: "Go to the hospital, I'll call 120!" After that, she looked at Qiu Han with a seeking look.
When Qiu Han opened his mouth and spoke again, there was obvious blood on his teeth. He said, "No, don't scare the child! I just want to listen quietly to you. Can you tell me why you have to divorce?" His voice was not loud, enough for Zi Yuyan to hear clearly.
Zi Yuyan looked at Qiu Han's appearance, and she felt distressed and worried and anxious. She asked, "Is it really that important? More important than your life?" As she said that, she began to sob again.
But Qiu Han was so stubborn that he could not describe it. He still sat upright and said in a very certain tone: "Important! I always said before, just say that today I'll just listen. Don't worry, I won't have anything to do, I just want to know why?"
"You are still asking me why? You always do what you want. Don't you think? Just like now, your mouth is full of blood, but you still insist on telling you the answer. Is Qiuhan important to your life or the answer you want important?"
After Zi Yuyan finished speaking, she buried her head in the arms on the table, and cried alone in a low voice. At this moment, her heart slowly became harder...
After crying for a while, she suddenly raised her head with a firm look on her face, and chose to be the latter who is dedicated and ruthless.
She looked at Qiu Han and said word by word: "I forgot... I used to... I remember... now... Zi Yuyan!"
After saying that, Zi Yuyan paused for a while before speaking, "Qiuhan, I thanked you in my life at the beginning, but now I only hate you! Since you have to know why? OK! I will tell you why today?"
Zi Yuyan bit her lip and continued, "I realized that I was in love. It has been fifteen years since marriage. In the fifteen years, I can remember that you brought me happiness to the first four years. In those four years, I was the happiest woman in the world, but what happened? How much harm did you give me after that, do you still remember?"
"You don't remember, you only remember your work and neglect me! Don't you know what I want? I want you to go home on time, let us be transparent with each other, and to have your phone without password. I don't want the kind lies in your mouth. I just want you to be nice to me! But do you know how you treat me?"
"Since you opened a company, you never go home at once. Every time you get drunk when you are in business and socializing, you either fall asleep or quarrel with me when you come back! Do you think I want to quarrel with you? I am worried about you, don't you know? Yes, in your words, why did I wait until you wake up the next day and tell you that, today I told the truth, I just can't swallow this!"
"Why can you sleep without any concern after you get drunk? I still have to worry about bearing these cowardly angers and can't sleep all night? You said you are just for your performance and family, but in my opinion, you are just a bad person, and you always have your high-sounding excuses. I believed everything you said before, but now every word that pops out of your mouth feels like it is a lie to me!"
Zi Yuyan seemed a little excited, her eyes were filled with resentment. Looking at Qiu Han who was speechless, she felt countless shame on her face. Since you want to know, I will tell you all!
She continued, "Forget it if you get drunk. When you get home, I quarrel with you for a few words and don't let you sleep. You just quarrel with me, don't let me go, and you even attack me. Do you remember, I once said, in my marriage, this is absolutely not allowed to appear! Do you remember? Did you do it? Yes, every time you just scare me symbolically, but in my opinion, you are just hitting me! Is it like you who loves someone?"
Qiu Han listened silently, he had no idea how many times he had explained, but in Zi Yuyan's opinion, explanation was just a cover-up.
Yes, when I opened a new company, people asked people to bend their relationships, and they always had to drink and couldn’t push them off. There were a few times when I couldn’t make sense and even brought Zi Yuyan with me. Finally, there was a comment: You are the ones on the table, and your friends are not good things either!
What can Qiu Han say? He can't say it! Listening to Zi Yuyan Yitong's words, he quietly recalled: "Phone you?" Yes, I go to bed after drinking, and I have to drive during the day. You know, but you just don't want to stick to me and say it clearly. If you are unhappy, I can't sleep. When I'm upset, I will hug you on the bed and slap you on the bed. When did I slap you like a man with domestic violence, or kick you?
Then I said you don’t believe it! Just now, will you still believe what I say? The answer has already formed in your heart. What’s the use of saying too much? Qiu Han was so powerless that his eyes were covered with tears...
Tears are no longer worthless and cannot touch someone who doesn’t love you.
Zi Yuyan looked at Qiu Han's appearance, and her heart that she had just felt distressed was disheartened. She felt that Qiu Han was an actor and he was acting in his own drama.
She continued, "I gave birth to three children for you. Who can do it if I had an ordinary woman? When I gave birth to a second and third child, I stayed up all night with you every night and did business. But how did your parents treat me? That's not all, I had a few abortions for you. Every time I lay on the operating table, do you know how much I hate you? Do you love someone like this? You said! Do you want to say again, then when my mother took the eldest, dad worked outside during the day, his legs were not good, and he couldn't help at night? You took care of their feelings, but have you considered my feelings? After giving birth to three children, why should I have a birth control surgery? Can't you do it? You also let me lie on the cold operating table again and again! Why is your heart only good to your family? Have you ever faced who I am? I am your wife!"
"I've forgotten all these. Seeing your responsibility and efforts to your family, I've forgotten them, but do you know how I got here? It's not Shuo'er and the others, I've left you long ago! But you didn't want to repent and became even worse. Later, you betrayed me! You sing on KTV, and you can't answer even if you do forty-eight calls a night. Even if you answer sometimes, you still dodge and have an ulterior motive. You actually learned to check in a room? Which small card is the best evidence!"
"Small card?" Qiu Han ignored Zi Yuyan's statement at that time. Why did it become a different saying today?
Qiu Han couldn't remember which small card was about that night. He only remembered drinking at a friend's house and those people were with him.
When drinking bayberry wine, the wine is not strong and has a sweet and fragrant smell. Several people chat while drinking, and they become too much. After drinking too much, they can only ask friends to help drive home, because there will be no such thing as a driver.
There was a friend's little brother in the middle. He was young and very troubled! I didn't know where I got a bunch of business cards, the kind of woman with sexy and charming big breasts with a phone, and after I came in, I stuffed a piece of her butt into her pocket.
I was wearing jeans and had other things in my butt pocket. I took them out and didn't touch them. I thought I didn't put them in, so I didn't take them seriously.
Later, when she returned home, Zi Yuyan, who was washing clothes, naturally saw it. She asked me and I said it directly. She didn't say that at that time. She said, "I believe you, you won't! Besides, who still keeps evidence to go home after eating? Isn't that crazy?"
Haha! But now Qiu Han seems to be a brainless person, and it is true that he is a brainless person. Because of this incident, Qiu Han, who is jokingly ignorant, slowly broke the road, and felt that he was boring!
Why did she change the statement today? Qiu Han felt his brain swelling and his qi and blood surged directly. He looked at Zi Yuyan without understanding. The in front of him was becoming more and more incomprehensible. Is this still Zi Yuyan, who he once regarded as his faith?
Qiu Han's heart was full of pain, entanglement, annoyance, guilt and regret. This was his mixed feelings. He opened his eyes wide, and Zi Yuyan's handsome face was full of determination!
If they continue like this, can they go well? Can they live well? Qiu Han's mind was blank. The confusion that had never been seen before occupied all his consciousness at this moment. He stood in the seat like a fool.
The Adam's apple kept wriggling. He looked back at the child, then quickly reached out and took out the tissue on the table, covering his mouth. At this moment, the blood stasis that had been pressed for a long time suddenly came out, soaking the tissue and staining his hands.
Qiu Han stopped looking at Zi Yuyan, got up and hurried to the bathroom, leaving Zi Yuyan, standing across the empty seat.
In the bathroom, Qiu Han kept pouring his head with cold water, and he knew that this would help him calm down quickly.
Chapter completed!