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Chapter 445

Wanru was stunned for a moment, and stood there blankly with the phone in her hand, thinking to herself, "I didn't say anything, why did I get so angry? It seems that this matter is probably true. Alas, why is Chaocha so unlucky? I just lost such a good girlfriend as Qingrou, and now I'm suffering from such a serious illness. I really don't open my eyes!"

Everyone in the world is like this. When something happens, they never look for the reasons on themselves. They don’t reflect on themselves and blame God at all. So, from ancient times to the present, the most unfair thing is not Dou E, but God! No wonder the natural disasters and man-made disasters are becoming more and more frequent now, either forest fires, volcanoes erupt, or earthquakes and tsunamis. They are all caused by these negative energy. Dou E shouts for justice and snow in June. So many people blame God, God, and he is also under great pressure!

Seeing that his son was angry, Yu Niang hurriedly winked at Wanru, then turned around to coax Lichao and said, "Okay, okay, ignore her, can you not contact her? Little ancestor, just say it, why do you yell at your sister and throw the cup? She has been taking care of you so tiredly these days, and her heart is fucked, but I am worthy of you!"

Kasaki felt bored, so he lay down and covered his head with a quilt, pretending to be sleeping, and stopped talking.

Wanru didn't say anything anymore, took a broom to clean up the broken porcelain pieces scattered on the floor. Li Chao saw Wanru's red eyes from the cracks that opened the gap, and looked pitiful, feeling sorry for her, and her heart softened. After Wanru packed up, Yu Niang gently pulled the curtain beside the hospital bed and asked Li Chao to sleep well. Then she pulled Wanru to the outside of the house and advised softly: "Wan'er, don't be as good as your brother. He is irritated, not targeting him.

You, just take more responsibility. Alas, since he got this disease, his mind changed drastically, and he bites whoever he caught. Even as soon as I entered the door, I was very nervous. Be careful with everything, for fear of making him unhappy again and aggravate the condition. You are for the sake of me and your adoptive father. Don’t be angry with that person and hurt your body. You have been busy these days, and you can’t even take care of my grandson, but you still have to be angry with him. I... I feel uncomfortable when I look at you!"

Wanru hurriedly comforted her adopted mother and said, "Yu Niang, I am not angry with Chaochao. He is so kind to me. You know, I am sad for him. He feels bitter and I feel uncomfortable...."

The mother and son whispered intimate words and comforted each other.

As he was talking, he suddenly heard Li Chao shout: "Sister, tell me about it, ask him to steam some steamed buns of pork with sauce. The filling should not be too oily. There is a refrigerator and a microwave here. You can eat it anytime when you want to eat it. If you are ready, call someone to take it over. Don't let my godmother run around. The weather is too hot."

Wanru was happy when she heard that he took the initiative to ask for something to eat and agreed, "Hey, I'll call your godmother now." She took out her cell phone and called her mother.

Yu Niang came in to cover her son with a quilt and blamed him: "How can you be so fierce to your sister? When she comes later, you can apologize to her, have you heard?"

Li Chao ignored Yu Niang, turned over, turned his back to her, and pretended to sleep again with his head covering.

Yu Niang was so angry that she raised her hand to hit him. She suddenly realized that she could not provoke this little ancestor now. She finally slapped her raised hand on her and cursed in her heart: "Crazy, how could I have such a bastard?"

...

Shangguan Zhongxuan had to see his son every day and brought Li Chao a small speaker. He asked his son to lie flat on the bed, clear away distracting thoughts, and then played the "Heart Sutra of Prajna Paramita" and "The Buddha's Amitabha Sutra" to Li Chao.

Since ancient times, no famous doctor has left a prescription for curing all diseases, but there is a magical medicine in Buddhism that "three roots are universally sucked, and all the sharp and dull" that is, the method of chanting Buddha's name advocated in the Three Pure Land Sutras, "Namo Amitabha".

Li Chao was a man with wisdom since childhood and often listened to his father's explanation of Buddhist scriptures. At this time, from these Buddhist scriptures full of supreme wisdom, he began to realize some Taos and Dharmas, and his body and mind also felt a supreme comfort and tranquility.

After a few days, Li Chao's mood gradually improved and he was willing to go out for a walk, but he only let the nurse follow him at a time and did not allow the family to accompany him.

Yu Niang said to Wanru and Pang Min: "Let him do it. Anyway, they are all in the hospital garden and they can't walk far. Otherwise, if he gets confused, everyone will suffer with him. He can do whatever he is happy."

Sometimes the nurses disappear for two or three hours. Li Chao said that he asked the nurses to go out to do something for him, and Yu Niang didn't want to ask too much. As long as his son didn't make trouble, everyone would be at peace.

Qingrou spent this time outside and was busy and fulfilling with her friends. She was either performing or rehearsing every day, or lying on the bed on the train or hotel, like sleeping. But even so, she could still take time to go to the street to buy some gifts for Li Chao and her parents. Every time Xiaomeng accompanied her and bought a lot of things for Kaizi.

From Xi'an to Wuhan to Nanjing, and finally to the terminal station Shanghai, Qingrou every city, you have to buy some of the most distinctive things in the local area and bring them back to Lichao. The things she bought were basically eaten, which made her sisters laugh when they saw it.

When boarding the train back to Jindu, Qingrou couldn't help but feel excited and secretly decided not to give Li Chao any information. She wanted to suddenly appear in front of him and give him a big surprise.

But before the train arrived in Nanjing, she couldn't control herself and couldn't help but send a text message to her lover, telling Li Chao about her time to return to Jindu.

Li Chao quickly replied to the message: "Rourou, I'm still on a business trip outside, and I may not be able to get you..." The text message also said that she would pay attention to safety on the road and other polite words.

Qingrou didn't take these words at all. She knew that these were Li Chao's usual tricks and tricks. She looked lukewarm and indifferent. She didn't know what kind of surprise he was trying to prepare for her in private! Qingrou was full of thoughts and tried her best to guess what Li Chao would do to surprise her...

When the train arrived in Jindu, Qingrou felt an indescribable disappointment in her heart, and there was a vague uneasy feeling in the middle.

Xiaomeng went back to her hometown directly. Lulu pulled Qingrou and got into her boyfriend's car together, and asked her why Li Chao hadn't come to pick her up at the train station.

Qingrou said that Li Chao had not come back on a business trip yet, so please let Lulu's boyfriend take her back to her parents' home at Normal University.

When he got home and put down his greetings, Qingrou felt more and more unwilling to accept it. She thought that this was not Li Chao's usual style. Even if he was really busy, he would definitely ask his friends or subordinates to pick her up from the train station. Well, no, this must be the bad guy who was doing something bad, just to make her anxious and angry. Maybe he was hiding in some place and was secretly happy. Yes, it must be in their little nest. I wonder what kind of unexpected joy he was preparing for himself...

So Qingrou took the gift prepared for Li Chao, called a taxi at the gate of the Normal University, and headed straight for their small home in Jintian Mansion.

When Qingrou struggled to climb to the sixth floor with two big bags of gifts brought to her lover, she threw her hands so painfully at the door of her house. After she breathed evenly, she took out the keys of the house with full hope and slowly opened the door.

Qingrou had thought about it. No matter how grand the welcome ceremony Li Chao prepared for her or how surprised her, she would pretend to be angry and ignore him. After being separated for so long, who told him not to pick her up, and even asked her to carry such heavy things to climb up the sixth floor.

When Qingrou opened the door, the empty and silent, her lifeless home made her feel deeply disappointed again, and accompanied by a little surprise. When she saw the dust on the table and the beautiful pots of jasmine, bamboo, orchid, and ivy at home, the leaves were a little sad because no one had watered them for a long time, and the displeasure in her heart increased a little. She scolded Li Chao and said, "What's going on with this person? Why did you make your home like this? Don't care about it, really!" Then she thought, she felt that Li Chao should be really busy during this period and hadn't come back here for a long time. Thinking of this, most of the unhappiness in her heart was removed, and instead she began to worry about whether Li Chao would be tired outside, whether she ate well, and whether she would drink a lot of wine.

Qingrou put all the things she brought to Lichao into the refrigerator, then watered the flowers, put on her clothes, put on gloves and started cleaning. When she was busy, her cell phone rang, she picked it up and saw that it was Lichao. Qingrou hurriedly answered the phone and asked, "Chao, where are you? Why are your house so dirty and the flowers are not watered, and you are almost dead! When will you come back?"

There was no sound on the other end of the phone for a long time. Qingrou fed her twice before listening to Li Chao's question: "Where are you at home?"

Qingrou said: "Yes, they are doing cleaning, the house is too dirty."

Li Chao was silent for a while on the other end of the phone before saying, "Rou Rou, I'm in the teahouse called Wangyuelou at the gate of your Normal University. Why don't you come here now and I want to tell you something."

After hearing Li Chao's words, Qing Rou felt an ominous premonition in her heart. She asked guiltily: "Cho, what's wrong with you? Is there anything wrong with you? Why don't you come home and I bring you a lot of delicious food, all of them in the refrigerator, and they are still cleaning now."

But Li Chao insisted: "Rourou, come here, I'll wait for you here, see you!" After that, he hung up the phone.

At this time, the bad feeling in Qingrou's heart was getting stronger and stronger. She didn't know what happened during this period. When she heard Li Chao's stiff tone, Qingrou felt that this time it should not be a small matter.

When Qingrou hurried to Wangyue Tower, she easily found Li Chao, and he sat in a locker by the window at the corner of the teahouse.

When Qingrou approached Lichao and saw him for the first time, she was really shocked. Lichao looked pale and haggard, and she looked much thinner and looked listless.

Qingrou hurriedly sat down next to him and asked with concern: "Cho, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?" As she said that, she held his hands with one hand and touched his forehead, but the temperature was normal and she didn't have a fever.

Li Chao took his hand out as if he was unintentional, and then said, "Qingrou, go there, I have something to tell you."

Qingrou heard that he no longer called her Rourou or Rouer, and what he did at this time made her heart extremely cold. She was so coldly treated and neglected that she didn't say anything. She pouted and sat opposite Li Chao in anger, and looked at Li Chao with a pair of wonderful eyes widened. At this time, Li Chao was playing with the phone in her hand absent-mindedly. Neither of them spoke for a while. The atmosphere in the booth seemed dull and depressing. Qingrou felt that her heart was beating faster and faster, as if she was about to jump out, so she tried hard to calm herself down and resisted not speaking. She wanted to hear what Li Chao said. She wanted to know what happened to him during the days when she went to another place, and how could it be like this?

In the end, Li Chao broke the silence, cleared his throat and said first, but he did not dare to look at Qingrou's eyes. He said: "Qingrou, what I said below may hurt you. Please be calm and rational. You are still so young and beautiful. You will have a long good life in the future." After that, he raised his head and glanced at Qingrou quickly, and saw that Qingrou's beautiful eyes were already a little wet.

Li Chao pretended not to see these things, lowered his head, and then continued to say with a cruel heart: "I'm sorry for you, and I don't dare to ask for or hope that you can forgive me. I...I...I...I'm not worthy of you being so kind to me."

Qingrou had already guessed what he was going to say below, and tears suddenly flowed out. She tried her best to stop crying and tried to calm down and listen to what he was saying below, so she said coldly: "Don't leave the circle, just talk about the serious business."

Seeing the sad look of his lover, the solid defense line built in Li Chao's heart these days was collapsed and collapsed. He scolded himself in his heart: "Shangguan Li Chao, you bastard, you can't torture Rou'er like this anymore. She is the woman you love the most in your life. You once swear that you will never make her sad in this life. Tell her the truth and let her choose for herself. She has such a right, and you don't have this right to deprive her."

But another voice in his body immediately retorted: "Shangguan Lichao, you cannot be so selfish, a person as beautiful as Rouru and such a kind person, you cannot drag her down for the rest of your life. If you leave you, she will be happy. But if you follow you and be like you are now, she may be destroyed in your hands in your life."

These two voices were pinching Li Chao's head, and they couldn't tell the winner. The noise made Li Chao's head "buzzing" sound. Li Chao hugged his head with both hands and tried to calm himself down. After a while, he finally hardened his heart again and plucked up the courage and said, "Qingrou, I did something that I'm sorry for you, and I don't deserve your forgiveness." Speaking of this, Li Chao obviously felt Qingrou trembling for a moment. He simply closed his eyes tightly and then said, "I...I made Hong Lin pregnant, it's my child, I...I must take this responsibility. I...we have discussed that I will accompany her to Canada next month, and give birth to the child there, but... I may not come back."

When Qingrou heard this, tears burst out like a mountain torrent. She cried bitterly: "I don't believe it, I don't believe it. You must be lying to me. If you reject her so much, how can you have time to be with her? Li Chao, you said, you lied to me, you must have something hidden from me, please, can you tell me the truth? Have you forgotten? What we have made a vow together in the past is that no matter how big the matter or how big the suffering, we must hold hands and face it bravely. Li Chao, please tell me the truth, okay?"

Looking at Qing Rou who was crying like a tearful person, Li Chao couldn't help but burst into tears, and almost blurted out: Rou'er, yes, I lied to you, I only have you in my heart in this life, you are my favorite, and there is no other woman in my heart except you and I... "But, he just opened his mouth, but didn't shout any sound.

After a pause, Li Chao touched and took out a pregnancy test report from the Provincial Maternal and Child Hospital and handed it to Qingrou.

Qingrou reached out her hand and took it tremblingly. When she saw five thunders thunders, she almost fainted. The test form clearly stated Hong Lin's name, and the test form result column reads: 13 weeks of pregnancy.

Qingrou even cried and silently calculated the time in her heart, and it was completely up to date!

At this moment, Qingrou felt her heart breaking in an instant, and even she could hear the sound of her heart breaking. Qingrou asked numb and powerlessly: "When did it happen?"

Ting Lichao said, "That time I went to the hotel where she stayed to talk about things. There were only two of us, one man and a widow, a fucking woman, and a nominal unmarried couple. I... I didn't control myself, so... I was a normal man and had that kind of need. You don't allow me to touch you. Do you know that you are so obedient to you every day, but you can't get it. Just like what people said, you can see the truth, you can't touch it, and your heart is like a knife. Do you know how hard I endure it?"

Judging from what Li Chao said, he had done something wrong and even wanted to pour dirty water on himself. This is too despicable!

So Qingrou stared at him and said, "Li Chao, we have had a good deal about this matter before. We agreed to wait until the wedding night. It's yours, who can take it away?"

Li Chao waved his hand and said, "I won't say it anymore, I won't say it anymore, Qingrou, it's too late to say anything now, blame me, blame me for being shameless, blame me for being shameless, have no self-control, have done such a ridiculous thing, harming myself, and you and bells, OK, let's not talk about it, this matter is no longer redeemable. It's my bastard, I'm sorry for you, let's let you down, I can only wait for me to be a cow and a horse to repay you in the next life."

Li Chao's words made Qing Rou feel chill all over her body. She felt so desperate, but she refused to accept her fate easily. So she took a gamble, grabbed Li Chao's hands tightly, looked into his eyes and said, "What if... what if I forgive you? I know that you are not intending to do something that is sorry for me, but desire dominates you. If I don't want to mention this matter again and stop pursuing it, can you still be with me? Li Chao, why don't you take me away and go to a place where no one knows us, I will follow you at the end of the world!"

Li Chao's mouth twitched a few times, and it was hard to say whether he wanted to laugh or cry. He slowly but surely pulled out his hands tightly held by Qingrou, looked at the side, and said expressionlessly: "Qingrou, don't think about these unrealistic things anymore. At the beginning, I also felt that the sky was about to collapse, but then I thought about it, life was only a few decades, and it would be better for anyone to be with! And in this way, Yu Niang has achieved her goal and everyone in her family is tall.

It’s so exciting. Besides, Hong Lin will never abort the child. She is pregnant with my flesh and blood, and I will never abandon them, mother and son, I can’t do it. Later, I figured it out. Instead of working so hard and working so hard to make money, it’s better to be the son-in-law of the Hong family. Everything there is ready. In the future, I will be in the wind and rain. I will not take anyone seriously. And now, the Hong family of Shangguan is very happy."

Qingrou shouted in despair: "What about me? What about me? Have you ever thought about me? Li Chao, tell me that these are not true, and these are not your true thoughts. You are forced to have no choice but to throw out the pot, right? Li Chao, look at me, I believe you are definitely not such a person. Look at me and say, Li Chao!"

Li Chao still didn't dare to look up at Qingrou. He was afraid that when he touched Qingrou's beautiful eyes, all the defense lines in his heart would collapse and disappear, so he pretended to be cynical and said, "Hehe, Qingrou, I am not as good as you think, so noble. Things in this world are so realistic and cruel. We, like ordinary people, can only go with the flow, who can beat God? This is all fate, fate, accept your fate! But I still want to tell you that the time I spent with you is the happiest and the best time in my life, I will always remember it in my heart. Thank you. In the future, you will find someone who loves you more than me, and you will be happy. Qingrou, you are so kind, so beautiful, so young and beautiful, and there will be more opportunities in the future. Let's break up, this is the fate of both of us, and we cannot break free."

Li Chao's words crushed Qingrou's broken heart into pieces, making Qingrou feel extremely painful!

"No, right, there must be something wrong. People like Li Chao will not change by saying something. People who value love and righteousness like him will never be so ruthless to themselves, and he will not just ignore themselves." Qing Rou still had a trace of luck in her heart, but she couldn't find something wrong.

Seeing Li Chao so anxious and eager to break up with him, without leaving any room for anything. Where is the kind, cute and friendly Li Chao he knew in the past, Qingrou calmed down and gathered up his chaotic thoughts. After thinking about it, he said, "You want to break up, yes, but I want to see Hong Lin. I want her to tell me in person that all this is true, I am willing, I... I agree to break up..." When talking about "dividing", Qingrou was already cut off with a knife, and her heart was broken, and the remaining "hand" could no longer be said.

Li Chao didn't expect her to do this trick. Seeing Hong Lin and seeing a ghost, I don't know where she is now. I'll find her. Rou'er, why are you so stupid and so despicable? Since that's the case, I have to be sorry. This is what you forced me. Now I only have to remove the firewood from the cauldron. Rou'er, don't hate me, don't blame me, it's all for your future. So Li Chao sneered and said, "No need, Qingrou, isn't it just a breakup? What a big deal? And I didn't do anything to you, you have no loss. Isn't it good to break up peacefully? I'll leave some dignity for each other and leave some beautiful memories. Why do you have to tear everyone apart!"

These words were inserted into Qingrou's heart like sharp arrows, making her feel extremely humiliated, and she felt ashamed. She stood up with a "wow" and pointed at Li Chao and said sternly: "You... you are such a bastard, a scoundrel. Shangguan Li Chao, I hate you, I will never forgive you in this life!" After saying that, he grabbed his bag and ran to the door. Qingrou stopped there for a while, turned his head to look at Li Chao, and saw that he was sitting there as if nothing had happened, without even looking at her, and he even took a sip of tea casually, without even wanting to chase after him. Qingrou thought sadly and angryly: "This person is so ruthless. I was so blind at the beginning. I saw the wrong person, which caused the great humiliation today. It really deserves it!"

Qingrou cursed herself fiercely in her heart and ran out quickly...

(End of this chapter)
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