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Xie Mingrong is confused, but she also knows one thing. If you want to break up with someone, you must not be tempted by the bait thrown by the other party.
Otherwise it will be endless and very passive.
But she was really confused. It was probably the first time when she was young that she realized that the little girl who was cute and naive when she was young was actually very smart, learned everything very quickly, and had amazing comprehension. She was surprised at first, and she liked him more and more.
The older she gets, the more dazzling and dazzling she is, making her look so inadequate, the more she wants to speculate on its depth and compare with it.
This kind of inquiring mentality is like a disease.
Xie Mingrong felt that she should leave, but she didn't leave. She still stood there waiting for Ming Jin to give her answer.
"Everyone in the world says that I am the eldest daughter of the eldest family, the daughter of Xie Yuan. The Xie family is the Xie family recognized by the world. It was given by the great ancestor and has three great honors. It is hereditary. Its eldest daughter must be the best.
And Xie Yuan, who was the first son of the Zhao Kingdom when he was young, was magnificent in his glory, but dormant and rose in the dust, his daughter must also be outstanding."
"Under the royal power, the most gorgeous cage, the most noble canary."
She used such a short sentence to describe her status.
"But no one knows that I am lazy and extremely wild-minded. When others are standing tall on the grass, I think about climbing trees and climbing over walls. When I climb trees and climbing over walls, I always think about flying out of the deep courtyard of this mansion like a kite. I am greedy for it.
What is always not supposed to belong to me, and asking for it but not getting it is very torturous."
Ming Jin has always been someone who doesn't like to express her emotions directly. She is reserved and restrained. What she said today sounded peaceful, like an old man explaining his life, but it was also frank enough.
Xie Mingrong was moved because she believed it.
"I have seen your greed before. Didn't you fly out in the end? Of course you flew back in the end."
"But this should have something to do with aunt's influence on you. What does it have to do with me?"
Xie Mingrong suddenly felt tired and turned around to leave.
"It's not your nature to be so strong, sister. The Xie family's daughter has arrogance hidden deep in her bones."
"You have it, and I should have it even more."
"So when you determined to be the first girl in the Xie family to follow the rules, to inherit the family's honor, and to practice self-restraint and restoration of etiquette, you never thought that I would feel pressured by you who played with you and taught you etiquette since I was a child?
"
Xie Mingrong was shocked, as if he had heard something unbelievable.
"You didn't want to lose to me, and I didn't want to lose to you, so I learned and competed with you. There are many comparisons between sisters. There are too many, and sometimes it hurts our feelings, but I have never regretted it.
Just like I don't want to bow in front of those princesses, because I still don't want to be the one who loses."
"But there is one thing I am always not as good as you - no matter how hard I work, no matter what status I achieve in many years, whether it is glory or dust, I will never be able to go home and get some comfort from my parents like my sister when she is tired.
When you are separated from your parents, your mother will lower her body and bow to you because she is reluctant to leave you."
"This is jealousy."
Because her father is Xie Yuan and her mother...she is afraid that in a few years, she will forget what she looks like.
It's been too long.
The little girl who sat under the eaves during the thunderstorm and waited stubbornly never waited until her mother returned.
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Xie Mingrong was a little moved. She should have been angry, but what she showed on her face and didn't have time to hide was a kind of pity.
It was as if she had returned to the beginning, when she ignored her parents' warnings to stay away from the dangerous big house, to get close to her, and to accompany her young second sister. Her initial feelings were just out of pity.
Ming Jin was still young at that time, and she had not yet learned to hide her loneliness and sadness. This impression was deeply ingrained in her memory.
But in turn, Ming Jin also reshaped her perception.
It turns out that arrogant and outstanding people like Xie Mingjin once chased after themselves and insisted on comparing themselves with themselves.
Are you not the only one who is despicable?
Xie Mingrong was in a trance, but suddenly remembered something, his eyebrows suddenly sharpened, he looked at Ming Jin and said calmly: "Auntie is a generous person by nature. She can tolerate herself being trapped in the house, but she can't bear you to be like her, so she never
You are forced to learn those rules. Although your grandfather and uncle are talented and scheming, they are still men. They can only teach you those tactics. They don't care about the rules and regulations that women in the boudoir should learn. Originally, I thought
What I taught you was just a matter between you and me. I was young and soft-hearted at the time, but when I think about it later...the fight between you and me in those years was actually not caused by them."
Xie Mingrong walked down the bridge step by step and looked down at Ming Jin.
"It wasn't until you left that I saw my true status in the Xie family. Ever since my grandfather hinted that I could replace you if I worked harder and became better, and since my uncle took control of the Xie family and asked me to attend some occasions for you that are inconvenient for you.
My father asked me to marry into Uncle Gui Qin’s house and help him win over the military. I knew that in the eyes of the Xie family, I, Xie Mingrong, was just your substitute.
It can be used as a pawn in the marriage after you leave."
"Xie Mingjin, how can you make me willing?"
"Now that you are still coaxing me and deceiving me, you are simply seeing through my weakness and thinking that you can still control me. Have the third generation of the first family always regarded the other Xie family members as pawns?"
Xie Mingrong's eyes were scarlet, and there was also an inexplicable paranoia.
Ming Jin was frightened for a moment, and before she could react, she saw Xie Mingrong reach out and grab her by the throat.
"By the way, I almost forgot. You and your daughter regard human life as nothing. Didn't your good friend confiscate her family and exterminate her family under your tactics? How did she die?"
"Hanged in the Shuiyue Tower of Guanqiyuan, wearing a thin red gauze dress, blood oozing from his brows and eyes, it was difficult to close his eyes..."
In an instant, the bridge head on the water, the green trees beside the bridge, and the fallen flowers under the trees were all blown by a gust of wind, like phantoms on the sea, shaking and then shattering and tearing.
Then....
Ming Jin suddenly woke up. After her vision cleared, she saw in the gaps between the flowers and leaves of the trees that the lake not far away was still a lake, the bridge was still a bridge, and the people on the bridge were still there. Looking at the lake from a distance, her eyebrows were light and unmoving.
Not as ferocious as before.
It wasn't until a handsome and elegant young man came anxiously not far away. When he saw her, he straightened his eyebrows and cautiously climbed up the steps. After Xie Mingrong saw him, she frowned slightly, but she still saluted politely and restrained her virtuous wife's behavior.
present.
Later, when she saw her husband reaching out his hand to support her, she hesitated for a moment, but finally let him hold her.
The hem of the skirt was slightly connected to the tail of the robe, and the two walked off the bridge hand in hand, with flowers flying around, but it was quite quiet.
Lifting the case with eyebrows raised, treating each other with respect as guests, nothing more than that.
"Girl, you..."
Shaoyao cautiously stood behind her and spoke.
"Did my second uncle and the others force her to marry into Uncle Guiqin's house?"
"Judging from the news at the time, it's not considered forcing, but the older girl has compromised."
Ming Jin thought about it, "My sister's temperament, if there is no other external reason, she will not refuse even if she doesn't like it, so...she has someone she likes?"
Otherwise there would be no compromise.
Shaoyao nodded, "This matter is very secretive. The second room seems to have dealt with the relevant people, and they can't detect it for a while. But based on their experience, there is a high probability that there is such a thing. It's just that we don't have enough time at the moment.
No trace of this person could be traced.”
Chapter completed!