Chapter 766 Whose feelings
Xiong Daini drank two small glasses of red wine at night. At this time, her face was slightly hot when she sat in the car. She pressed her forehead against the cold window glass, looked at the streaming light dragged by the street lights, and her thoughts brought by the memories of the past made her fall into it, and she couldn't extricate herself for a while.
When the car arrived at the entrance of the alley, the driver didn't recognize the road, so he slowed down and looked back at Xiong Daini in the back seat. Xiong Daini woke up from her memories at this time. She was about to point to the alley and let the driver drive into the community, but suddenly she saw Chen Huai sitting under the street light on the side of the road, playing chess with people, and there were three or four passers-by next to her stop and watch chess.
At dusk, Chen Huai called and said he was coming tonight. Xiong Daini had not delayed her meal and rushed back. She thought Chen Huai was still in the social event and could not get rid of her body, or had been waiting at her residence, but she didn't expect that he would play chess with someone at the entrance of the alley.
Xiong Daini gave the money to the driver and got out of the car. The air at night was cold and clear. The alleys on the cement road were blown clean by the wind, without a single leaf.
Xiong Daini did not rush to walk towards Chen Huai, but stood across the street, watching them sitting on the ground playing chess with interest.
The chess paper was spread on the ground, and the four corners were pressed with small stones, afraid that the wind would blow.
Chen Huai was sitting on the ground, with a few bricks on his butt, and he didn't notice it when he hung the corner of his clothes and dragged it on the ground. However, Chen Huai stared at the chess paper with a cold expression. When he bent down, his back was tightly stretched, as if he had to use all his strength to put the chess pieces in his hand in the most exquisite place-
Xiong Daini didn't know what chess is called Chen Huai so serious. At this moment, Xiong Daini only remembered that her father was unsuccessful and had been slept on the streets all day long and played chess with people in the park. She asked her to read the same bleakness from Chen Huai's background.
Xiong Daini was very confused and thought it was her own illusion, so she walked across the street and walked under the street lights.
Although Xiong Daini is not particularly proficient in chess skills, she knows a little bit. Seeing that the old man on the opposite side had already killed Chen Huai, sweat was oozing from the forehead of Lengtian, Chen Huai, who had a cold expression, was unintentionally relaxed and tightened to strangle everything.
Xiong Daini thought that Chen Huai might have encountered something unhappy, and her hand gently landed on his shoulder and asked him, "What's wrong?"
Chen Huai looked up and saw Xiong Daini's delicate face, and told him that his heart was getting colder and his heart was a little warmer.
I left Xinghai Hotel in the afternoon. My mood was not that strong and I had no social engagements at night. I drove back to the city early, ate a bowl of noodles at the snack bar, bought a book to Xiong Daini's residence, and felt more and more cold: some emotions can be remembered by others, but he can only be blocked in his heart, and he chewed hard alone in the late night, with all kinds of tastes.
"Nothing, I feel a little cold when you come back," Chen Huai said, throwing the chess piece in his hand and saying to the old man sitting on the ground opposite, "I lost this game of chess."
The old man opposite said with relief: "Win win, lose, I have lived for half my life, and I still want you, kid, to let me?" He was unwilling to admit defeat, but he was eager to kill Chen Huai, who had thrown his armor and abandoned his armor, walked away.
Chen Huai stood up, his legs and feet were a little numb. After a while, he recovered. He picked off a few yellow leaves on the windbreaker, picked up a briefcase with some worn corners, and walked into the community with Xiong Daini.
The house that Xiong Daini rented was in the family area of the staff of the Post and Telecommunications Bureau. The environment and public security were quite good. She had just moved in, so she was not afraid that anyone would recognize her and Chen Huai here.
In the cold wind, Xiong Daini held Chen Huai's arm and told him about meeting Zhou Yu and the others tonight:
"You don't believe it. Sometimes the world is so small. The person who contacted Huai University's preparatory team in Zhujiang College was actually Haiwen's lover when he was in college - you don't know this?" Xiong Daini looked up at Chen Huai with a look of "you will never think of it". The clearness and tenderness in her eyes made people feel tender.
Chen Huai said, "I only heard them talk about it in the afternoon."
"I'm really unwilling to accept it when I think about it," Xiong Daini put her hands behind her back, and her body bent back as much as possible, as if the little girl from that time had continued to talk to Chen Huai about meeting Zhou Yu today. "I heard Zhou Yu talk about the past today, she has quite good memories, and she even retained the love letter Haiwen gave her and the flute made by the flute..."
"She doesn't dare Sun Xun have any objections?" Chen Huai asked with a smile.
"What can I have? What else can Sun Xun have?" Xiong Daini asked back.
Chen Huai smiled, and thought about it, Sun Xun was not so careful that he was jealous of a "dead person".
Xiong Daini continued, "...We also talked about Chen Dan. They all said that if Haiwen didn't have an accident, they would probably have brought Xiaoli and Chen Dan to live together in the end. We also called Chen Dan, but it's a pity that Chen Dan couldn't come back, otherwise today's supper would be even more interesting. I couldn't help but think that if my temperament was not so twisted at that time, I might be able to like someone wholeheartedly, so that I wouldn't be able to listen to other people's memories at this time."
Chen Huai remembered the situation when he first met Xiong Daini. Ten years passed by. I didn’t know that Xiong Daini still had the unwillingness left by a girl in her heart. But in the afternoon, at this time, listening to the woman who was in love with her, he could only be a bystander when he was talking about the past, but he was really strange to think about it. He thought that he was so cold that he could not hold back his mind. Maybe it was this?
"Think about my life, I may not even have a pure love that I can sit down and recall quietly. It's so sad to think about it!" Xiong Daini's emotions were also quite infected by the meeting of old friends today. In the cold air, she held Chen Huai's arm and felt sad about spring and autumn.
"What am I?" Chen Huai asked.
"Can you take me downstairs and leave?" Xiong Daini asked Chen Huai sly.
Chen Huai laughed silently and reached out to rub Xiong Daini's smooth face. He didn't say anything. He was really reluctant to send Xiong Daini to the building and turned away. He thought to himself, maybe his emotional life at this time was mixed with too many desires that he could not get rid of, and there was no way to be purer.
"Haiwen can recite a person for several years, but we are all ordinary people. We cannot be pure in ourselves, so we naturally cannot expect others to be pure," Xiong Daini looked up at the vast starry sky with her slightly drunk eyes, and said, "And the lover in Haiwen University seems to have been single all the time, but she doesn't know whether she has been reading Haiwen in her heart, and why they couldn't be together back then? Some things don't know the answer, which is really curious - Zhou Yu said that even to find out this answer, she and Sun Xun will stay in China. So, do you think it's quite strange?"
"It's a bit." Chen Huai smiled. He knew that Zhou Yu's temperament was more straightforward than that of ordinary girls. There has been no change in the past few years. It is not difficult to imagine her dancing and dancing when she said these words.
Walking downstairs, Chen Huai was about to enter the corridor with Xiong Daini, but unexpectedly he looked up at the room on the third floor. The room was brightly lit, and Xiong Dailing's figure reading a book was reflected in front of the window...
Xiong Daini was so scared that she covered her chest and cursed: "Why did this dead girl go back to Donghua without saying a word? She almost scared me of a heart attack?"
Chen Huai guessed that Xiong Dailing's school was on vacation, and she returned to Donghua one day in advance and went to Yicheng with her sister Daini tomorrow. However, she didn't contact her in advance, and was a little surprised: "She didn't contact you, she didn't come here to catch the traitor, right?"
"Catch your big-headed ghost? Dailing is not as boring as you think," Xiong Daini pulled Chen Huai and hid in the shadows, so that Dailing would not accidentally look out the window and see Chen Huai with her, and said, "Okay, you can't do it if you don't go back now..."
Dailing suddenly came over, and Chen Huai had no choice but to say to Daini, "I have a book that I put in your house just now, there should be nothing else, don't expose it..." Seeing Daini holding her handbag and going upstairs, she called her, "Stop it for a while."
"What's wrong?" Xiong Daini asked in confusion. She didn't know what else to do in Chen Huai, so she walked back two steps.
Chen Huai picked up Xiong Daini's face, soft lips on her forehead, kissed her gently, and said, "I haven't said good night to you yet..."
However, Xiong Daini felt tenderness in her heart. She hugged Chen Huai's waist with her hands, buried her face on his shoulders, and said, "It feels so good."
Watching Xiong Daini walk into the corridor, Chen Huai's heart became empty again in an instant, and he couldn't find anything to fill it - Xiong Daini, Jin Xin, Zhou Qian, the little girl who was flawless back then, even Chen Dan, and even Xiao Li, seemed to belong to him in the past, Zhu Yi, Hu Mei, and Xie Tang belong to him who had really dissipated. Now he can't hold on to anyone. Who can he catch now, and what can he catch?
In order to prevent anyone from seeing it, Chen Huai parked the car on the street far away from the community. When he walked to the car, Kong Luoluo's heart was not yet cheered up.
After getting into the car and smoking two cigarettes, Chen Huai started the car, turned the steering wheel and drove out of the city towards Xudong Expressway.
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Cheng Yi woke up in her sleep by knocking on the door and asked in a daze: "Who?"
"I……"
Cheng Yi turned on the light, got up barefoot and opened the door. When she saw Chen Huai standing outside the door with exhausted face and tired face, she asked strangely: "Why are you here? You drove here alone, what happened?"
"Nothing happened. I just couldn't sleep alone at night. I drove over to find you," Chen Huai walked into the house, took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, and said, "I'll sleep on the floor, as long as you don't drive me away." He walked into the inner room, turned out a quilt from the closet, half as mattress, and half as quilt cover, and he burped his head and fell asleep.
Cheng Yi saw that it was almost three o'clock in the morning, but she didn't expect that Chen Huai couldn't sleep at home alone, so she drove over for three or four hours late at night to sleep on the floor.
She looked at Chen Huai's seemingly scoundrel face with amused and angry, and then got into the quilt and continued to sleep.
With a night light on, Cheng Yi rested her head on the edge of the bed, looking at Chen Huai who was sleeping on the floor between the bed and the wardrobe, looking at the stubble growing on his chin, looking at the expression of Xiao Suo who was open with his eyes but couldn't cover his face. He couldn't help but reach out to touch his chin, and felt pity, saying, "Don't pretend to be pitiful, I'll let you sleep on the floor."
Chapter completed!