The world is filled with soft light, illuminating the crystal clear sadness of tears.

Zhu Jianping squatted on the ground, crying like a child. Crying like a child seems very weak, but who doesn’t have such weak time?

Cai Wenji looked at Zhu Jianping sobbing and wanted to step forward, but her legs were like a piece of lead, and she just said repeatedly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I shouldn't..."

Standing there alone without any words.

Many people think that they should say something at this time, but they know that no matter what he says, it will only make them feel better and will not help the awakened parties.

There is no need to remind the parties to wake up from their awakening; there is no reason for them to hide when the parties are sober.

Things can't be solved by just breaking the topic, it's just a self-deception. One day, the emotions that have never been vented and the truth that you try to hide will hit the most vulnerable part in your heart thousands of times.

All he could do was silence.

Cai Wenji said sorry many times. When she heard Zhu Jianping crying a little weakly, Cai Wenji first wiped away the tears from her face with her sleeve, and then said: "Mr. Zhu, when Miss Dong leaves me, please take care of Mr. Zhu. I understand what she means."

Unable to hear Zhu Jianping's reaction, Cai Wenji insisted: "I didn't deceive Mr. Zhu this time, I really understand what Miss Dong means!"

She spoke very firmly and mustered up the courage to take a step forward.

Solo understand Cai Wenji's intentions. This woman, who has experienced many vicissitudes of life, not only felt guilty, but also love.

Perhaps this is compensation for guilt, perhaps this is dependence in distress, perhaps some love is not pure love, but only when various factors are intertwined and burst out...

It is difficult for women to face the true emotions in their hearts... Cai Wenji has a very courageous thing to do.

Zhu Jianping squatted on the ground, cried and finally replied: "Miss Cai, do you know? I used to be a very useless man."

Cai Wenji said the truth. She thought of Zhu Jianping's many reactions, but she didn't expect him to answer like this, and she was confused for a moment.

"I'm not tall, not handsome, and I don't have much ability." Zhu Jianping murmured: "In my hometown, many people laugh at me and tease me for this, and I gradually got used to this kind of mockery and humiliation."

After a while of silence, Zhu Jianping said again: "Only Miss Dong has never laughed at me. She always encouraged and comforted me, saying that one day, I will be different from other men. I have always been like a child, and I believe that the comfort I can get in this life is hard to get. I believe that what Miss Dong said is true, I will be different from other men. One day, I will become the hero in her mind."

The eternal light from the world.

But in most people's world, there will always be dark places.

"She married me despite her family's opposition, encouraged me, comforted me, and hoped that I could become a great man." Zhu Jianping finally raised his head from his knee and looked ahead blankly.

Where is the light ahead?

"But I never understood at that time that many things are not something that can be done by thinking. If you want to become the hero in your mind, you have to make the hero's efforts and responsibilities."

Zhu Jianping seemed to tell Cai Wenji, and also to himself, "I never want to make efforts and responsibilities. I am like an ostrich in the desert. When I encounter difficulties, I will only hide my head in the sand, fantasize about my heroic dream, and hope to live in Miss Dong's comfort for the rest of my life until... the day she left me."

Tears flowed again, and Zhu Jianping murmured: "At the moment of life and death, I did not stand up like a man. Instead, Miss Dong once again blocked me and was swallowed by the universe. Until the moment Miss Dong disappeared, I couldn't believe what happened. I waited for a long time and hoped that Miss Dong would appear miraculously... in front of me who was cowardly."

Looking at the empty space ahead, Zhu Jianping said blankly: "Ms. Dong never appeared again. I was panicked at that time and began to look for her crazily, found Hanzhong from Fuchun, and went to the Western Regions from Hanzhong. I was still like a child at that time. Do I love Miss Dong? Maybe I love her, but at that time in my heart, it was not entirely because of love. Maybe I just wanted to find my former support. Without Miss Dong, I didn't know the meaning of my life."

Cai Wenji had a loud lips, and she didn't say anything she wanted to comfort her.

Comfort words are suitable for those who want to numb themselves, but when you face someone who is extremely awake and refuses to fall into a dream again, how can you bear to let him return to a state of deceiving himself?

Standing up with difficulty, Zhu Jianping continued: "I didn't find my love on the way to search, but I gradually understood Miss Dong's love. What kind of deep love is needed to make her choose to leave the opportunity for life to me at the critical moment of life and death? She has always loved me and tried her best, but what about me?"

Tears surged again, and Zhu Jianping continued: "When I saw you, Mrs. Cai, I found that you and Miss Dong... were very similar. I was really ecstatic at that moment. I thought, no matter whether Miss Dong remembers me or not, but I love her, it is enough for me to remember her. But..."

He finally looked at Shanfei and said, "Mr. Shan, you have always been a very sober person. Otherwise, you wouldn't have listened to me and immediately reminded me of Mrs. Cai, if it weren't Miss Dong?"

Solo Fei was surprised. He pointed out this problem with doubt at that time, but he didn't want Zhu Jianping, who was confused, to keep it in mind.

"I'm not a sober person, although I have doubts in my heart."

Zhu Jianping said quietly: "I have doubts, but I am still like an ostrich. I would rather bury my head in the sand and still choose to believe that Mrs. Cai is Miss Dong."

Staring at the solo, Zhu Jianping's eyes were extremely empty, "Because such a choice is my inner expectation. I know lies, choose lies, but I don't look for the truth, because I have always been that cowardly self!"

"No, no." Cai Wenji couldn't help but say, "Young Master Zhu, I'm wrong and lied to you. You shouldn't be for the sake of others..."

Zhu Jianping suddenly turned around and his whole body trembled. Seeing this, Cai Wenji swallowed all her words.

After a long time, Zhu Jianping said sympathetically: "Mrs. Cai, you don't have to blame yourself, who hasn't deceived others?"

Cai Wenji was stunned and didn't expect Zhu Jianping to excuse her.

"We always lie, for the sake of face, for the sake of scheming, for various reasons... for the sake of being hurt." Zhu Jianping murmured: "But as long as we don't really think about hurting others, we can always be forgiven, right?"

Cai Wenji lowered her head, not knowing what she felt in her heart.

"Miss Cai, I understand what you mean, and I am also very grateful to you for looking down on me. You can treat me like this, make me feel...it makes me feel..."

Zhu Jianping's lips were loud, and he couldn't express the complicated feeling in his heart. "I thank you very much for your kindness, but..." Zhu Jianping whispered, but said extremely firmly: "I love Miss Dong."

Cai Wenji couldn't help but take a step back, looking gloomy, and she could hear the man's tone of determination.

"I have been deceiving myself like a child all my life. Only not long ago did I truly understand that I went through hardships to find Miss Dong, not only because of relying on it, but also because of love."

Zhu Jianping's eyes were filled with tears, "She has a love for me like the sea, but as for me, I just want to rely on, but never really want to love. Until now, I am convinced that I am looking for her no longer because of dependence, but because of unforgettable love! As for her, even if she is old, you really love someone instead of loving that gorgeous layer of skin. What are the obstacles?"

It is quiet from the light of the world, like eternal and deep love.

Love has no high or low status. The reason why love is expected is because it is love!

Zhu Jianping said a lot in one breath, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, "Madam Dong, don't blame yourself. I'm leaving, not because of you, but because I still have to look for it."

He was about to walk, and he had already said solo: "Where are you going?"

"Go to the White Wolf Secret Land again." Zhu Jianping said without hesitation: "No matter what Miss Dong, I always want to go to the White Wolf Secret Land!"

"But don't say you go to the White Wolf Secret Land. If you leave here, you may die at Wu Xian's hands before you can leave the Qinhuang Mirror." Shanfei frowned.

"Qinhuang Mirror? Why? I'm still in the mirror?" Zhu Jianping said in surprise.

You finally have a clear understanding of your feelings, but you are still confused about the current situation. Shanfei muttered in his heart and said simply: "We are still trapped in the mirror by Wu Xian, and I am trying to find a way to get out."

"But..." Zhu Jianping wanted to speak but stopped.

"What are you going to say?" Shanfei knew that this little fat man had some magical powers, so he did not think of despising him.

"But if we are under Wu Xian's control, how can I hear the voice of the plague messenger?" Zhu Jianping said strangely: "Am I just dreaming?"

"What?" Shanfei raised his eyebrows slightly and said in surprise: "What did you say? Did you hear the voice of the plague messenger?"

"yes."

Zhu Jianping said in confusion: "Just when I was in a coma, I vaguely heard the person holding the box talking. I heard someone call him a plague messenger, and it seemed to mention you, Mr. Shan. I always thought we were near the plague messenger. If that's the case, how can we be in the mirror? Could it be that the plague messenger is also in the mirror?"

He said something he was confused, but he was very surprised when he heard it alone. In his own world, he used the method of the combination of meditation and insight, the integration of concentration and wisdom, and the realization of unobstructed space to capture Guifeng's voice. Zhu Jianping was confused. How could he hear Guifeng's words in Qinhuang Mirror's own world?

This little fat man has some supernatural powers that others don’t have?

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