0136 Huang Yuan doesn't want me anymore [Ward characters.](1/4)
Black Pineapple Bar.
The atmosphere in the bar is still the same. The guests gather together to chat, entertain, and flirt with girls. Their faces are full of joy and happiness, and laughter is heard everywhere.
However, there is a sharp contrast between the joy of others and the sadness of Huang Yuan.
If you don't say you're sad, don't tell others. People don't feel the same way, and they don't understand the joys and sorrows.
Seeing others happy, Huang Yuan felt out of place. Taking a sip of beer, Huang Yuan took Ningqu's cigarette and lit a cigarette for himself. When the smoke was exhaled, it was accompanied by his cough.
Voice.
Ahem.
He usually rarely smokes, and is mostly in a non-smoking state. You Xiaoyu won't let him smoke, but now he just wants to smoke a cigarette.
He didn't know whether he was celebrating freedom, lamenting sadness, or feeling rebellious.
Looking at the smoke and listening to the folk songs, Huang Yuan suddenly thought of a sentence from a long time ago. Wine can hurt the liver, and cigarettes can hurt the lungs, but they will not make you sad.
Subconsciously, you don't notice that the person who can make you sad is actually the person who comes to your heart.
Luo Bai said, the deeper your love, the more fatal the wound will be.
Huang Yuan didn't know how he should endure it. He knew that like Luo Bai, he would have half his life taken away.
Smoking and alcohol are better. When you need a gap to release your emotions, they become the best choice. They will only open a gap in your cage.
Huang Yuan feels like this. He feels like he is locked in an emotional prison and can't escape. He can't describe it. He just feels very uncomfortable, sad and sad.
When these emotions come together, they explode in my heart, which makes Huang Yuan feel even more uncomfortable.
Luo Bai felt a little angry when he saw him drinking cup after cup. Huang Yuan was rarely this depressed, and it was hard to see him drunk. When he saw him, he always smiled.
The more this happened, the more Luo Bai knew he was wronged.
For the iron-clad Huang Yuan to become like this, the culprit should be a woman. Men don't have this ability.
"Okay, drink less. Tell us what the specific situation is, and we will help you think of a solution. What's the use of just drinking?" Ning Qu said.
A man who had always been quite strong suddenly turned into this decadent ghost, almost like Luo Bai before.
At that time, when they found Luo Bai, Luo Bai was almost suffering from depression.
It was the kind of Luo Bai who had wine bottles and cigarette butts all over the floor, an unkempt beard and tangled hair. Luo Bai, who was still yellow-haired at that time, looked like a human being or a ghost.
Wu Ye slapped him several times at that time. Luo Bai was stunned for a long time, and then he cried for half an hour. He cried so heartbreakingly that they would never forget it.
Why they have always disagreed with Luo Bai and Dongfang Miao's resurgence is because Luo Bai completed his transformation and was no different from death.
The former Luo Bai is dead, Dongfang Miao chose him!
It's better to be a young man picking tea than to be a licking dog. Don't be a kind pit bull, you will never be able to lick Bitcoins.
I have always paid close attention to Huang Yuan, but he is the kind of person who will not make a big fuss without results.
In his words, what if it doesn't work?
He cursed himself.
Huang Yuan has never made it clear to them. He has always been vague about the matter of Yu Xiaoyu, the proprietress next door.
After organizing his language, Huang Yuancai said:
"I've known her for a long time, and I've liked her for a long time. I like her, and all the employees in their factory know it."
"Every time a client asks me when we can have a wedding banquet, I always say it will be soon. I have said it for a year or two! You also know that her father has always disagreed with me and her being together, and has prevented us from being together.
Not once or twice."
"My original thought was that we should persevere together and overcome it. One day, he will understand what we both think. Parents are always unable to resist their daughter who wants to get married!"
"It's not just me who thinks this way, You Xiaoyu also said this. She always said that the worst thing is that in one or two years, she will be married off. If it lasts, she will become an old girl.
, she will eventually be married off."
"She has always been carefree to outsiders, but she has always been afraid of her father. Her mother passed away early, and it was her father who raised her since she was a child."
"His father doesn't like me very much. It should be said that he hates me very much. I am also very aware of this situation. You may not know it. In order to avoid her, I almost became Spider-Man."
"It was pretty much the same as usual. When I went over today, before the meal was finished, her father came back, pointed at my nose, scolded me, and said some nasty words."
"To be honest, no one has ever said such a thing to me in my life. If it were another person, I would have to pay two Audis to compensate him."
"He still didn't agree. Then You Xiaoyu didn't say anything and pulled me away. Maybe she thought I was going to make a move. In fact, I didn't have this idea. She didn't say anything until I left."
"What saddens me the most is not what her father said, but that she didn't say a single word for me from beginning to end."
"I don't want her to stand firmly on my side. I can understand her embarrassment, but she didn't even move or act perfunctorily."
"I'm thinking about it now. Maybe in her heart, her father is the most important thing."
"People say things can't last more than three times, and they can't endure more than five times. Even if you think about it, it's more than five times. Just think about leaving some dignity for yourself."
"Put your face in and hit someone. The beatings are enough and the pain is enough."
Huang Yuan explained the ins and outs to them, including the reasons for finally giving up. After that, he felt much more relaxed.
Smoking a cigarette, Huang Yuan leaned on the sofa and took a sip of wine.
After thinking about it, I don’t agree with it anyway, I don’t care anyway, it doesn’t make any sense anyway, what’s the point of being reluctant to leave?
Wu Ye and others listened silently to Huang Yuan's words. Only then did they get a rough idea of the matter.
No wonder he was so sad, anyone else would be disappointed if such a thing happened.
Why do people like the kind of love that is whole-hearted and without hesitation? It’s not because you can feel that the other person really loves you and has no reservations.
It's not that Huang Yuan doesn't know, it's just that You Xiaoyu talks to him a lot, but there's nothing he can do against her father.
With her father, she had always been submissive. She had no ideas of her own and never fought firmly. She just tried to coax him later.
No coaxing this time, no need.
Ning Qu sighed. He was really helpless when he met such a soft-tempered girl. She didn't have her own insistence on anything. Her family members would always influence her thoughts and opinions.
Instead of facing the difficulties head-on, you think about bypassing them, thinking about procrastinating until you are forty? What if you keep disagreeing? Do you just keep waiting? Keep putting it off, keep wasting it?
Ning Qu felt that she was a little naive when it came to feelings.
"Those are not important, they have all passed. I just want to know, what do you think now?" Wu Ye asked him.
The most important thing is Huang Yuan's thoughts and Yu Xiaoyu's thoughts.
Other problems can always be solved. If he simply runs out of ideas, then there is no need to solve the problem.
If you can't solve the problem, just solve the problem directly.
"I don't have any ideas right now, I just want to be quiet for a while, but suddenly I feel like there's something empty in my heart. There's a piece missing."
"When we were together before, I never thought about breaking up, but I gave up the idea every time."
"I think it's not easy to be together. It might be easy to separate, but after separation, we may never have the chance to be together again in this life."
"But now I feel like I have given up. I seem to have made all the efforts and just moved myself."
After Huang Yuan finished speaking, he rubbed his hair.
In fact, he originally thought that it would be easy after giving up, but he found that he was not that relaxed. Instead, he felt that he had lost a lot of things, just like losing a pet he had kept for a long time.
Instead of immediately throwing away everything as imagined, self-torture like regrets followed one after another. I asked myself again and again if I would regret it.
How many regrets have there been? I will find another one every minute.
This is bragging, all men do it.
"Then just be quiet for the next few days." Wu Ye said, "There's no rush anyway, there are a lot of empty houses in the apartment, so just buy one and move in right away."
Think about it quietly and think clearly.
If Huang Yuan moves, everyone can still get together. When you want to have a meal, you can make an appointment with them at any time, and when you want to chat, you can also chat at any time.
There are some things that a person can't figure out clearly, so you can still talk to someone about it.
"Let me check the situation first. The repair shop can't do without me. If I can't do it then I can buy a house here." Huang Yuan did not agree immediately, but thought for a while before answering.
"Aren't you going back to see her again?" Ning Qu asked him.
Huang Yuan glanced at him: "Labour and management are not so hopeless. Should I move the repair shop?"
Ning Qu: ""
This is a problem.
Huang Yuan lit another cigarette. Now he felt very uncomfortable and irritable.
It was obvious that he made the decision after thinking clearly about it. But after making the decision, he couldn't shake off this emotion no matter how hard he tried. After being clinging to an inexplicable emotion, Huang Yuan felt very upset.
You Xiaoyu always flashed through his mind from time to time, and he couldn't control it at all.
It looks like there is a virus in the CPU.
He fell into a bit of self-doubt.
"Do you think I'm a licker?" Huang Yuan asked them.
Several people:""
How much do you not believe in yourself?
Everyone shook their heads.
Having no clear attitude towards emotions, being perfunctory all the time, and trying your best to be nice to others under such circumstances is what you call a licker.
Huang Yuan's situation is definitely not the case. At least Yu Xiaoyu has feedback for him. Privately speaking, he is still very good to him and likes him.
There is no place to talk about dog licking. Many people don't understand what licking a dog means at all, and spontaneously label all those who give more affection as a dog licking.
To be continued...