Chapter 202 Secretly Fascinated
In the blurry tears, eyes shone with shiny tears, and tears came out, which were blown to the cheeks by the wind, and the long hair was curled up in the wind.
Scenes of getting to know Lin Zixian appeared in my mind. When I met the parking lot for the first time, I was beating a hooligan, and I made a fool of myself with my short skirt; I was extorted by myself when I went to the Ivory Coast to have a meal; I beat my fiancé; I was bullied by myself while having a midnight snack by the river; I pulled him away at the wedding; I tore my stockings and forced him to touch him, and there were also the suburbs that night, and all kinds of things...
Every time I see him, something unimaginable for me can happen, something that I can always happen that I can relish and relish, and I will sink step by step.
The car stopped outside the airport without realizing it, and handed over a tissue. Meng Changxin had already noticed that his sister was crying, but he had not spoken.
Meng Zidan, who was full of thoughts, came to his senses and took a tissue to wipe his tears.
"Dandan, if you can't let go, go back! It's still time to look back." Meng Changxin sighed.
Meng Zidan shook his head, "Third Brother, I'll save you something."
"Tell me! As long as I can do it."
"If Lin Zixian asks me where I went, please don't tell him."
Meng Changxin looked resolute and silent. He took out a cigarette with some annoyance, lit it and vomited for a while, and then turned around and said, "If he is willing to give up everything and go to find you, you don't want to see him again?"
"If that happens, someone will be sadder than me. I have figured it out, so I'd better never see you again." Meng Zidan murmured to himself: "He doesn't owe me anything. I thank him for giving me the courage to choose freedom, that's all..."
Meng Changxin did not persuade her anymore. She finished smoking the cigarette one by one. She slapped it out. She picked up the sunglasses on the table and handed it to her, "The eyes are red from crying, block it!"
Meng Zidan slowly put his glasses on his face, but couldn't help crying again. He covered his mouth tightly, heart-wrenchingly in his stomach.
"Since you have made a decision, the third brother respects your choice." Meng Changxin reached out and patted her on the back, sighing slightly: "Don't cry anymore, it's getting late, let's go!"
Meng Changxin helped her carry her bag, and the two got out of the car and entered the airport.
Before parting, Meng Changxin finally smiled and pinched her nose and said, "From today on, you are free. I really envy you. Take care of yourself when you are abroad. If you have any difficulties, remember to call your third brother and don't resist alone. Remember! Third brother will always support you!"
Meng Zidan said "yes", and the two hugged each other before they separated.
Then Meng Zidan put on her bag, held up her sunglasses, wore a long floral dress, and her long hair draped over her shoulders. She resolutely turned around and left alone, leaving her hometown!
Meng Changxin stood upright and watched his sister leave. Her sister had beautiful long legs. She has always been proud, so she liked to wear short skirts, but now she has changed into long skirts.
This is the first time Meng Zidan has worn a long skirt since she became an adult. She has made up her mind to stop wearing a short skirt in the future and forget the ridiculous nightfall...
Lin Zixian didn't know that Meng Zidan had left sadly. When night was about to fall, he rode a bicycle and returned to Yingxue Apartment.
Just after setting up the bicycle, Stefanie Liu, who was wearing an apron, stretched her head out of the kitchen. When she saw it was him, she immediately ran to the living room to pour a glass of water, and said with a smile: "Brother Lin, drink a sip of water."
This flattery is really nothing to say. Now she is taking the initiative to cook. In the past, she paid great attention to maintaining her jade hands in order to make her husband, and she firmly refused to touch her spring water. Now it’s different. There is no need for her to catch a golden son-in-law. She has already improved the level of the golden rooster. She is the first to flatter Deputy Minister Lin.
"Have get off work?" Lin Zixian asked with a smile.
Stefanie Liu nodded and suddenly asked curiously: "Has Meng Zidan gone on a trip?"
"Uh...who said?" Lin Zixian glanced at the upstairs and said in surprise: "Is she not upstairs?"
"What Mei Hui told me, it seems that she left you a letter." Stefanie Liu said.
Traveling? Lin Zixian entered the room with a look of confusion, put the water cup on the table, and went straight to the second floor. He pushed open the empty door and saw that the things inside were neatly arranged and the bedding was laid neatly.
Knowing that he was back, Mieko also came down from the third floor and gave him the letter, "This is what Meng Zidan asked me to pass it to you before leaving. Why did she go on a trip? Have you told you? Why do I feel a little weird?"
Unfortunately, she couldn't understand Chinese. If she could understand what Meng Zidan said loudly in Chinese when she was about to leave the door, she would definitely notice something and notify Lin Zixian in time. However, it was too late now.
"What the hell is this woman doing? She's writing a letter..." Lin Zixian muttered and opened the letter. If he didn't read it, he was stunned at first sight.
"Lin Zixian, when you saw this letter, I should have been on a flight abroad. The pain that night made me figure out some things these days. Maybe my role has changed! I saw you being with Mei Hui every day, and I finally understand how sad Ning Lan would be, because I am her best friend. I really sorry to Ning Lan. I hate my selfishness. I have no shame to see Ning Lan again. Please say sorry to me when you see her."
"At the same time, I would like to thank you for giving me the courage to fly freely. You seem to live a daze, but you are really excellent. Your excellence is in your bones, which makes me unable to extricate myself. I think this is also the reason why so many women are around you! Maybe it's because my love is too selfish and cannot accept that you are dealing with so many women. I am powerless to change you and don't want others to be sad, so I chose to give up. Of course, I didn't know which one is the one who intervened."
"You don't have to blame yourself. I took the initiative to cause the matter that night, so you don't owe me anything. I just treat you as if you have never seen me before, and I don't have to see you again in the future. I will forget everything between you and me. Finally, I would like to thank you for your help. I wish you happiness. I wish everyone around you happiness, including myself. Don't look for me. Mengzidan!"
The characters are good characters, and the black pen font is beautiful and eye-catching, but there are obviously dry water marks on the paper. When writing this letter, it was obviously written with tears.
Lin Zixian silently put the letter back into the envelope, turned around and walked upstairs, came to the rooftop, stood in front of the fence, took out his cell phone and dialed Meng Changxin's phone number.
He knew that Meng Zidan had a quarrel with her family and that her current financial conditions were no longer enough to support her going abroad. The only thing she would ask for help was her third brother Meng Changxin.
However, Meng Changxin did not answer his call, but directly pressed it.
This made Lin Zixian confirm his guess, so he dialed it again. Several times in a row, Meng Changxin finally answered the phone, his tone was very cold, "Lin Zixian, what's the matter?"
"Where has Meng Zidan gone?" Lin Zixian asked directly.
Meng Changxin paused and said, "So what if you know where she went? Can you give it to her in the future? If you can tell me with certainty, I will trust you, I will tell you and help you find her. Can you give me a positive answer? Emperor Caesar!"
Can I give her the future? Lin Zixian was also asking this question to himself, but he didn't know it himself, so he hung up the phone silently with a sad look on his face.
Looking at the letter in his hand again, he tore it apart, threw it into the sky, turned around and walked downstairs.
"Is there anything wrong?" asked Mieko, who was standing not far behind him.
"It's okay, the cigarette is gone, I'll buy a pack of cigarettes." Lin Zixian smiled slightly, reached into his pocket and pinched the cigarette box into a ball, threw it aside, and passed Mikeko with a smile.
Mikeko obviously saw something wrong from the amount of the cigarette box that threw away. The empty cigarette box was not that heavy. It should be noted that she was a ninja and had a keen awareness of the weight of objects.
"Brother Lin, you're going to have a meal, where are you going?" Stefanie Liu, downstairs, stretched out her head from the kitchen and asked.
Lin Zixian smiled and waved his hand, "There is no cigarettes anymore, I'll go out to buy a pack of cigarettes."
Mieko, who was standing on the rooftop, looked at Lin Zixian pushing his bicycle away, turned around and picked up the cigarette box. When she opened it, she found that there was still a lot of cigarette inside, which were crushed into a ball.
She began to collect the letters that Lin Zixian tore and throw away, and prepared to piece them together. After she could understand Chinese, she would look at what was written on it, which would make him so abnormal.
Lin Zixian, who had been riding his bicycle aimlessly across several streets, finally stopped in front of a store and went in to buy a pack of cigarettes. In fact, he had passed by many cigarette shops on the way, but he was confused and did not notice that he really wanted to smoke a cigarette until now, and he was so anxious that he thought about it.
After leaving the store, I took out the cigarette and took a few deep breaths. I just held the bicycle on and was about to turn around and looked at a video store opposite. The audio was playing a song in the store.
"...In fact, I am fascinated every time I see you, but I have different roles. Even if I go beyond my friend's relationship in my lonely dreams, I am only obsessed with you in secret, and I don't want you to get into various problems. Say goodbye to me! Don't let emptiness make me deviant..."
A song about Liu Tianwang's "Secretly Fascinated" and songs sang into Lin Zixian's heart.
In an instant, Lin Zixian felt like a knife was cut and was so bored.
He took a few deep breaths of cigarettes, bite the mouthpiece, jumped onto the bicycle, and pedaled in the wind, regardless of the ash blowing into his collar.
The car was very fast, and he was like a madman, his fluffy short hair swaying in the wind, walking around the streets quickly, and the saying "Goodbye! Don't let emptiness make me deviate" always echoed in his mind.
Soon, I returned to Yingxue's apartment, spit out the burnt cigarette butt from my mouth, held my bicycle into the yard, and parked on the side.
"Brother Lin, the food is ready." Stefanie Liu shouted to him in the living room, and Mikeko, who was standing beside her, staring at him with flickering eyes.
Lin Zixian washed his hands like a ok, came in and smiled, "Let me see what good dishes I cooked!" (To be continued)
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