Chapter 133: At least I tried
After all, the two of them had been living together for more than half a year. Su Jin immediately noticed Du An's strangeness, stopped the spatula in his hand, took the kettle next to it and added a little water to the pot, lowered the heat, covered the lid and simmered.
"What’s wrong with you"
She asked softly, covering her hands on Duan’s big hand that was placed in front of her lower abdomen and holding it gently.
Duane put his head between her neck and said in a silence: "I'm having some problem."
Su Jin asked: "What's the problem?"
Duan didn't know where to start, so he could only tighten his hands surrounding her waist.
He didn't say anything, and Su Jin didn't force him. He went up with his left hand and gently stroked his head, like he was stroking a pity puppy.
As she stroked Duan's head moved and remained quiet again. Only the food in the pot was left in the kitchen making a gurgling sound as it was cooked.
“What should I do”
Duane spoke, breaking the silence.
He was talking about what he buried his head in Su Jin's neck, and his voice was a little dull.
In fact, his boredom today is not because Zhou Ying opposed him to ending with No. 1, but because of himself: in his heart, he actually wanted to use No. 4, just like Zhou Ying. If he really wanted to end with No. 1, he wouldn't have filmed so many different endings, but when things were about to come, he was timid.
He was afraid that after he used the 4th ending, the story and his dreams would have conflicted. Flying over the asylum would not be as successful as his previous two movies, because he developed awe of his dreams.
He is now like an apostle of a god in a ignorant world. After gaining some power from his god, he began to have his own ideas and power, get rid of his previous state of ignorance, and even began to use these knowledge and power derived from the god to challenge the god he has always believed in.
This undoubtedly takes great courage.
Su Jin was not confused by his inexplicable problem, and did not bother him at all, but said, "Do whatever you want."
Duane asked again: "What if I fail?"
As soon as he opened his mouth and nose, airflow sprayed out from his mouth and nose, hitting Su Jin's white and tender neck, making her itchy. She couldn't help twisting her body and her face turned slightly red.
After hearing this, she almost heard that the question Duane is asking now should be a work problem.
"Is it related to the flying over the asylum you filmed now?"
Duane said "yes".
Su Jin did not speak immediately, but thought about it.
Duane's movies are often business in billions of dollars. They are all big projects, and now it seems that she is at an important moment of decision, so she naturally dare not express her opinions rashly.
Finally, she asked, "Why did you think of making this movie at the beginning? There should be a reason for making a movie, although I don't understand it very well."
Du An was stunned when she asked this.
He has been struggling recently about how many box offices he can receive when flying over the asylum. Everything is working towards this goal, but gradually forgets his original intention of making this movie.
At that time, he was just feeling the feelings of some situations in this society and wanted to say something.
From this initial perspective, the ending of No. 4 said more than the ending of No. 1. He almost said everything he wanted to say through this ending.
"As for whether it will fail?"
Su Jin continued, trying hard to activate her little head, racking her brain to provide advice to her boyfriend, "What is the result of failure?"
Her question pulled Duane's thoughts back.
"The result of failure is probably a little less box office."
Duane gave this answer after considering various factors.
After all, it's just a change of the ending. Most of the stories are still done in the dream.
Su Jin said "Hi" and said, "I thought it was a big deal, so just a little less. You have so much money now, and you are still worried about what that one does. And who said you will definitely fail. I think you will definitely succeed."
"Go and do what you want, I support you."
Duane fell into a long silence this time.
He is always worried about this and that, and is afraid of failure due to change, but even if it fails, so what? I think what Su Jin said. The money he earns now is enough for him to have food and clothing for the rest of his life. If he keeps following his dream step by step just because he is afraid of failure and does not dare to make a slight change. He holds his own thoughts, then he becomes a slave to his dream, then what is the meaning of his life?
It's just a tool.
Moreover, why would he fail? Judging from the level of knowledge he has mastered now, his own ending is better. Zhou Ying, a professional, also affirmed this from her technical perspective. Although the two of them cannot replace all audiences, from a technical perspective, the possibility of success is greater, and he dare not try it.
Failure is not scary, what is scary is that you don’t even have the courage to try.
Just like flying over the asylum, Wang Ming bet with others that he could carry the bathroom up and smash the window and escape. The other patients did not believe it, saying that he could not do it, and no one could carry the thing, but Wang Ming ignored it. As a result, after Wang Ming used his strength to feed his breasts, the bathroom was still motionless. Everyone was laughing at him with his eyes, but Wang Ming said: "At least I tried it."
Yes, at least he tried it, it's great. In real life, many people don't even have the courage to try it, just like Duane now.
As the director who wrote this script and made this film, he is now inferior to the role under his own camera.
"I see."
Duan lifted his head from Su Jin's neck, pecked her cheek with the flow, and smiled and said, "Thank you."
He decided that he should not be a slave to his dreams. He wanted to try it. No matter what the ending was, at least he could say "at least I tried it" with a clear conscience, instead of waiting until the Flying Over the Crazy Asylum was released before being upset, fantasizing about what would be the result if this ending was used.
Do what you want to do now.
Su Jin was immediately displeased by his sudden kiss. He turned around, his cheeks were slightly red, and he muttered, "You take advantage of me."
Du An raised his eyebrows and looked at her, "What do you want?"
"I want to kiss back"
As he said that, Su Jin put his mouth on him.
Du An didn't dodge and let her kiss her on the face. She saw Su Jin's satisfied expression, which made him want to laugh.
"Would you like to take advantage of more?"
Duane said temptingly, and began to unbutton her coat as she said.
The problem that troubled him was finally solved. He was in a good mood now and couldn't help but start joking with her.
His movement made Su Jin stare at him intently. He didn't know what she thought of. As he unbuttoned all the buttons of the coat, took off his coat, revealing the close-fitting sweater below, her face became redder and redder, like a cooked prawn.
Finally, she shook her head repeatedly and pushed Duan out hard, "Go out quickly, I'm cooking."
After confirming his feelings, Du An expressed his views to Zhou Ying the next day. Zhou Ying was originally inclined to this result, so he naturally had no objection, so he successfully adopted the ending of the No. 4. At this point, the editing work of Feiyue Crazy Asylum was completely completed, and the next step was the soundtrack, recording and other work. To be continued.
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