Chapter 66: The Phobia of Choice
However, there is a big question about whether to use goblin fireworks now. If you want your teammates to clearly discover the direction of the fireworks, you must be in the dark. However, the temperature of the night on the ice field is quite low. No one will wait outside the house without knowing in advance to find the fireworks. This is simply impossible. Therefore, this is a contradictory group. If you want to solve it, unless your teammates are still looking for her now, or think very tacitly that she might use fireworks, so they have been waiting outside the house, otherwise it is impossible. The supplies she is carrying now only allows her to make a goblin fireworks, and there is no second chance.
So, whether she can join her teammates or not. If this test fails, she can only follow the letters left by the pioneer and try to leave the ice field first. Fortunately, the pioneers left honey and wine, using these two things as supplies. As long as they are not lost, they have a certain chance to get out of the ice field. They just don’t know if the injury on their legs will worsen. If it worsens, they may not even have a one-percent chance and can only wait to die on the ice field.
"Whether it is use or not." Freya was increasingly confused. Now she had the first time she realized the pressure that Catherine had to make choices. In the past, Freya, as a princess of the Sanctuary and a student of Master Christo, had a high status and strong strength, but she did not need to make choices on key issues. Even if she joined the adventure group, everyone handed over the power of choice to Catherine or Penis. She just needed to trust them and follow behind. Therefore, she had never felt that making choices on key issues was such a difficult thing, because it was simple to choose, but after choosing, she needed to be responsible for the results caused by her choices, even if she gave her life.
"Huh. Let's wait a little longer." The girl's heart was full of hesitation. She pressed her hand on the fireworks equipment to disassemble it, but her originally clever hands were trembling slightly and she could not disassemble the simple equipment: "No. The longer the time goes, the smaller the chance they will be seen. They cannot wait outside the house all the time. Maybe they are still looking for me outside. After all, the first day of disappearance will be the most active period of time to look for."
The girl wanted to carry the equipment and move it outside to set it on fire, but her bent waist could not straighten it, as if the fireworks were so heavy that it exceeded her power range. Of course, the weight of the equipment did not exceed her bearing range, but what was beyond the range was just the weight brought by the choice.
"Oh my God, is it so painful every time I make a decision? Or is it the only way I make a choice?" Freya let go of the equipment and stood up, smiled bitterly and said, "It seems that I am only suitable to give advice to others behind the scenes and help her analyze the pros and cons of things clearly. It is not suitable for her decisions. Huh, I really admire you more and more with such pressure, sister."
As hesitated, the time became late. Although I couldn't feel it, I could imagine that the temperature outside was getting lower and lower. Freya was still hesitating, constantly spinning around the small equipment, and it had been going back and forth for half an hour. She still couldn't make a decision.
In the girl's heart, the war that is used or not has stopped for a moment. Theoretically, in such a harsh and unfamiliar environment, it is the most undesirable to find people outside at night. The low temperature of blood can be frozen, the ice cracks of life, and the strange creatures that enjoy hunting, the more experienced adventurers are, the less likely they are to risk their lives to search overnight. Even if they want to find it, they have to wait for the next morning to continue. So it is better to wait until the next day to use it again. Although the effect is a little worse, it will be at least safer. But what if they can't see it tomorrow because it's dawn, what if the fog in the daytime will increase tomorrow? And they shouldn't give up. I am also a member of them. Even if there is danger, they should be looking for me now. Using it now should be the best opportunity.
"But, is I that important in their hearts?" This idea gnawed Freya's heart: "After all, I'm just a latecomer, and I haven't been with them for a long time. Maybe they just treat me as an ordinary teammate. What if they don't treat me as the most important family member? If that's true, they won't look for me overnight. If I use it, wouldn't I waste the only chance to survive?"
"No, you can't believe these theories, believe them." Another voice from the heart strongly retorted: "Your teammates will never give up on you. In their eyes, you are also the most important member. You will never watch you waiting for death outside. Even at night, they will try their best to find you. The sooner you find you, the higher your chances of survival. They are waiting for you to send out the signal. If you don't let it go, you will lose the opportunity."
"No, you are not that important." The voice from the opposing side was not at all weak: "In their hearts, you are no different from ordinary people. You are just an ordinary friend and it is not worth their search overnight for you at such a big risk. Please ask yourself, you are just an outsider."
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After closing his eyes and adjusting his breath for a while, Freya gritted her teeth hard, wrapped herself tightly again, picked up the goblins and fireworks equipment on the ground, and walked out of the igloo with heavy steps.
Walking outside the cave, the low temperature instantly wrapped the girl's body, making her more awake. The impulse to walk out had cooled down, but she did not hesitate anymore, but firmly placed the small equipment on the ice outside the cave.
"I believe in them." Freya told herself in her mind: "I believe in myself as their most important family, I believe in myself as their closest partner, I believe they will never let me spend the cold and dangerous nights alone on the ice field. They must be looking for me now and must not give up on me."
Chapter completed!