Chapter 9 Another Face
"Yes, you are really guilty." Behind Panis, heavy footsteps came, and a huge body blocked the rising sun from behind. The huge shadow enveloped Panis's body. Although the shadow was huge and terrifying, the sound had endless endless charm, which made people intoxicated: "A respected and loved hero, a perfect leader like a god, a magic swordsman who has never heard of since the disaster of the deceased's return ended."
"Huh, you're still recognized by you, Freya." Panis still knelt in front of the tomb on one knee, gently wiped the tomb and tombstone with his hand, brushing away the dust stained on it, as gentle as helping his former little sister pick the fallen leaves falling on his hair: "Actually, I had a premonition. Among you, the first person who discovered that I was must be you."
"Ha, as Odin's daughter and Mr. Christo's disciple, they often accompany these two people who know your identity. It would be fine if we didn't have any intersection, but once we had intersection like now..." Freya showed a mature smile that she had never had before: "If I didn't have any questions or guesses, I really should doubt my intelligence."
"So today you finally found a chance to confirm?" Panis turned to the back of the tombstone and began to wipe the part behind: "And then when I went out early in the morning, you quietly followed me not far away and followed me all the way here."
"You didn't stop me either." Freya tilted her head, smiling as if she was naive: "You know I was following behind me. Why don't you shake me away? With your ability, it should be easy to do this."
"What's the point of throwing you away?" Panis asked back: "Since you have already become suspicious, then if you keep getting along like this, one day you will confirm your thoughts, just a difference between time and time. If that's the case, why should I do those meaningless things? Moreover, if you know, it won't have any impact, and you won't talk to Catherine and the others. What's the need for me to worry?"
"You are so confident? Why can you be sure that I will not talk about this everywhere?" Freya stared at her beautiful big eyes. She looked surprised and said: "Women, you are the carriers of rumors, you are the mortal enemies of *, women. How many secrets have been leaked because of you, so, my brother, never believe that a woman can keep secrets for you, no matter how much this woman loves you."
"Charlotte, Act 7, Section 2, Good Lunar." Panis smiled and shook his head, "But I'm not worried at all, because you are not only a woman, but also a smart woman. You know in your heart what you can do and what you can't do, and you have secrets yourself, don't you?"
"What's my secret?" Freya's chubby face froze, she looked away and said, "Well, how did you know?"
"The innocent Freya loves poetry and literature, and only knows to be immersed in the world of words. She understands everything about the world like a blank piece of paper. She longs for love but is innocent like a child." Panis stopped the action in her hand. She looked up at Freya and chuckled, "Does such a woman really exist? She even said that she really existed in this world? Even if it only takes one day."
"Lie is my cloak, and disguise is my mask." Freya said with her head down: "I hide all truth in the deepest part of my heart, and face this cold world with false falsehood. This is me, a real me."
"Agnesa's death of the mask, Volume 3, 11 of the Autumn Grass Collection." Panis said with a smile: "Don't you think it's too harsh when you describe yourself?"
"Nothing strict, don't you think it's appropriate?" Freya sighed softly: "But I'm surprised, you actually know."
"No matter how clever a person's disguise is, it will occasionally reveal loopholes in daily contact." Panis shrugged and said without comment: "What's more, this is not something difficult to guess. You can figure it out with a little touch."
Freya said nothing with a stern face and answered with silence. Panis didn't care, and smiled casually, continuing: "A girl who grew up in the lord's family since she was born, a beautiful girl who can make everyone in the city fascinated by everyone in the city, a smart and potential girl who has been promoted to the golden rank very early. Such a person will face many dirty and evil in his life, and see through many hypocrisy and lies. I don't need to say that you should know better than me."
"I would rather blind my eyes than see those hypocritical smiles. I would rather deaf ears than hear those sweet lies." Freya said in a low voice: "I would rather choose death than struggle in this ugly and hideous world. Destroy, destroy, let everyone go to destruction with me in this raging flame."
"Fireworks at the wedding, Act 5, Sorry, I'm not very familiar with comedy, I forgot it's the sixth or the ending part. However, you're actually very clear about everything, so you're a smart person." Panis resumed his movements and began to wipe the tombstone: "You have told Catherine and the others that in the years since you were born, except Odin and Christo, the others you have come into contact with have purpose, either because of your family background or because of your appearance, as annoying as a fly. But is it really just that? A simple sentence coveting your family background and appearance actually has so many shameless conspiracies and dirty means hidden behind it. You can walk through this environment safely. Is it really a pure and kind girl like white paper that can only rely on Odin's busy father to protect? I don't believe it."
"I don't believe it very much." Freya was silent for a long time and shook her head, "That's impossible."
"Faced with falsehood, face hypocrisy," Pannis whispered: "In pain, we thought we had learned to mature and grew up, but we just scooped up a handful of sludge from this dirty ocean and applied it to our bodies, making ourselves as dirty as the world. Is it the dirty world that polluted us, or is the dirty world that formed this dirty world?"
"Esvey's Road to Revenge, Act 2, Section 3." Freya couldn't help but smile at the way Panis cooperated to speak, but her voice was still heavy: "This question is too complicated, and I don't know the answer."
"There is no answer, just look at what you think." Panis said: "The following questions are easy to guess. In this world where conspiracy and malice are everywhere, you actually met Catherine and the others. They treated you with simple kindness without any other intentions. You finally found a shelter, so you worked hard to play a naive and kind role just so that they would not hate you, right? You spent more than a year turning yourself into what you are now,
It is difficult for familiar people to recognize you face to face. This way, when you return to them, it will not cause trouble, right? No, not only this purpose, I understand that the wedding event was directly triggered by you, and becoming what you are now also creates a reasonable excuse for the wedding event. Huh, it is probably not because of a coincidence that Wisk received the letter first. There is no such coincidence in the world. You have to find a targeted way to deliver that letter to him."
"I'll be relaxed like this." Freya said with a wry smile: "Without a beautiful appearance, no one knows my family background, so those disgusting sights and voices have indeed disappeared. And I can live happily with Catherine and the others. Although I have to pretend to be innocent and pure character all the time, after all, I have been used to it for more than ten years. Sometimes I even have an illusion that I am such a person, but I am just lost in a complex environment."
"Is the highest level of deception meant to deceive yourself? But how can you be so sure that it was your illusion? Is it really an illusion?" Panis smiled mysteriously and asked, "Do you think Catherine and the others are stupid?"
"Of course not." Freya suddenly looked up and said dissatisfiedly: "They are truly kind, not stupid at all."
"Catherine was educated by aristocrats since she was a child, good at guessing human nature, Vivian was sensitive and good at seeing through emotions. Lina gained the intuition of beasts in darkness and loneliness, and was good at sensing people's hearts." Panis asked back: "If you think they are not stupid, why do you think they will not see through your disguise in your daily relationship? No matter how strict your disguise is, can you really hide it from the closest smart people around you?"
"I..." Freya said in a speech: "I haven't thought so."
"Of course you haven't thought so." Panis said: "You just instinctively cover your heart and dare not let yourself think about it. In fact, you should have been enlightened. They actually already know it, but they just didn't explain it."
"But why?" Freya bit her lip and asked uneasily, "If they know, shouldn't they hate me to shake me away? Why..."
"Yes, I was deceived by my best friend, and I was disguised all the time. Why did they still cooperate like this?" Panis smiled strangely and blinked: "Guess, why is this? Then you touch your heart and ask yourself, is everything really just a disguise?"
"No." Panis's words made Freya ponder for a long time, suddenly reacted, stared at her eyes and said, "How did the topic shift to me? Are you still talking about your identity just now? Mr. Kyle."
Chapter completed!