Chapter 44 The girl's confusion
In the evening, Forks Street was already calm and peaceful. The afterglow of the sunset fell from the sky, dyeing everything on the street a beautiful red. The curling smoke from cooking fires floated from each building and stretched straight to the sky. The white smoke wrapped the aroma of food, making the whole street look full of the atmosphere of life. In the distance, the cheerful play of children came into their ears. It was the time for school to finish the day of school. The children who had finished their studies played and ran on the street, releasing their youthful vitality. On the street, passers-by can be seen everywhere. For adults who have worked hard for a day, there is nothing happier than walking leisurely on the way home, looking forward to the smiling faces of their relatives when they opened the door.
The storm that Vivian in this city did not seem to affect this quiet street. In other words, for these neighbors who often see the mage girls, there is no difference between the mage girls who sensation the city and the gentle and amiable mage girls. In everyone's heart, even if they have become the most popular existence, everyone is still willing to regard Vivian as the Vivian who usually lives with everyone. The one who is weak in body but rarely refuses the neighbor's help, and is willing to help everyone solve the problem.
There are many troubled kind girls. Therefore, even if they meet a mage girl on the road, the neighbors consciously avoid some excessive behaviors that may expose the girl's identity, say hello as usual, chatting like an old friend, and meeting an ordinary neighbor. Although the people on the whole street did not make an appointment in advance, they all used their own methods to protect the girl, hoping that at least she would not be troubled by the outside world on this street.
"So, I like this street and these cute neighbors on the street." The mage girl with her hands behind her back, jumping and jumping in front of Panis like a real little girl. Since she cured the disease that had troubled her for many years, the girl has particularly liked such a vibrant young walk. Panis followed behind the girl like a brother who cared for her little sister, looking at the expression of happiness and confusion on the girl's face, just smiling, but not commenting. The girl did not expect Panis's comments, and said to herself: "Every time I go back to this street, I feel particularly relaxed, and relaxed to the point where even if I completely cut off the connection with the outside world, I don't need to worry."
"Uh, I think you would completely cut off your connection with the outside world wherever you were." Panis habitually said what others didn't like to hear the most, grinning and teasing, "That's why I have to pull you with a rope... Hey, don't be angry, and your reaction is wrong. You are also a girl no matter what you say. Other girls are angry and turn their heads and ignore me at most. Why do you raise the fireball up after a disagreement? Hey, calm down. Look at the neighbors watching you laugh at you, let it go."
"It's you who they laughed." The girl grimaced Panis, dissipated the fireball in her hand, waved her hand like a greeting pedestrian. She pulled Panis's hand and ran forward with a sneering joke of "I'm doing daily tasks again" around her and a kind laugh. She slowly stopped her pace until she threw all the witnesses behind her back, walking on the street, and whispered: "Along the way, I kept thinking about what was wrong with me that I couldn't be as happy and excited as I imagined."
"Oh?" Panis raised his eyebrows and stroked his chin and said, "So what conclusion did you come to mind?"
"There is no conclusion." The girl shook her head, but she didn't show any confusion. She said as if she was just casual chatting: "At first, I thought, would it be the kind of emptiness brought by the things she had lost after gaining everything and losing the things she pursued for many years."
"Well, there should be such a reason." Panis said without objection: "Losing the goal of struggle and getting everything you want will always make people feel empty and confused. If you cannot adjust your mentality, many people will be depressed and fall down, and will never be able to restore their original mental state."
"Hmph, you know it's not like this." The girl snorted softly, but she did not show any dissatisfaction with Panis's pretended mysterious attitude. She held Panis's hand tighter, pulling the distance between the two closer: "I did think so at first, but I quickly denied this idea because I did not lose my goal. I still have many things to do. I haven't paid off my debts for my elder sister, I haven't accompanied Lina to find all her friends, I haven't saved Freya, who was fascinated by those wrong theories, I haven't helped Eva to become a normal person, and the key is that I haven't waited yet... Humph, idiot, I'll beat you to death."
"Hey, hey, you said it well, why did you suddenly take action?" Panis dodged the girl's light fist and said stupidly: "I didn't even say anything, why did I get beaten?"
"Because you deserve it, you know the reason." After punching Pannis a few times on the back, the girl returned to her calmness: "Anyway, I still have too many goals to pursue, and it is impossible to fall into the so-called fall after success, so I quickly denied this conjecture. Hey, why did they close so early today? Nicole and Rachel should have been taking stock of the goods in the store at this time."
"Who knows, there must be something else." At the door of Nicole and Rachel's ancient goods store, Penis shrugged and said indifferently: "Maybe they went to the church to hold a wedding secretly."
"What are you talking nonsense? They are both women." The girl glared at Panis, but thinking about the details of the two of them getting along on weekdays, she couldn't help but smile, blushed and shook her head hard, "No, you are allowed to say it anyway."
"Okay, okay, you have the final say." Panis said reluctantly: "If you don't say it, don't say it."
"Although I haven't figured out the problem yet, I have a vague feeling." The girl stared at the western hall behind the metal fence in her sight and whispered: "I think, maybe I've been wrong for many years."
"Is that?" Panis pushed open the metal door outside the vestibule of the foreign house. Everyone seemed to be busy. There was silence inside and outside the foreign house, as if there was no one. Close the door again behind him and walked on the gravel path, Panis asked in a chatty tone: "What's wrong?"
"I don't know yet, it's just a vague feeling." The girl shook her head and reached out to open the closed door of the Western Palace: "But I think I will think it through one day."
"Bang bang bang", a burst of explosions suddenly sounded beside the girl, forming a group of them.
Chapter completed!