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Chapter 25 The Collision of Ideal and Reality

"""Seeking votes, collecting, and everything."""""

Outside the rebels' sub-base, the guards looked at Peston who appeared and asked, "Who are you? This is a private territory. We do not welcome outsiders."

My name is Peston, I am Patriji's friend, I want to meet Jigen.

Get out of here, we don’t have people named Jigen, leave here immediately.

Is that true! Peston looked at the two rebels in front of him and smiled unanimously.

What do you want to do? The rebel raised the gun in his hand and shouted at the walking Paston.

Go in and find someone. After speaking in a deep voice, Peston grabbed the two of them with his backhand, then crossed and pulled them over, and then grabbed the gun.

Holding a handful of m16 in each hand, Peston said to the two of them with his gun, "I'm here to find someone, I don't want to kill anyone, now take me to see Jigen, otherwise you can think about it yourself."

The two rebels looked at Peston's cold eyes and glanced at each other, OK, but we can't guarantee that Chief Jigen will be inside.

Peston nodded after hearing this, and then threw the gun to the two of them. I said, I am here to find someone, I am not your enemy.

When the two rebels saw that their guns were returned, they believed Peston's words a little because the base was a hidden base and had just been used for a short time. Outsiders didn't know that there was such a place. Both Patriji guards had seen it and knew that this person was a friend of the leader Jigen.

In this way, led by two guards, Peston walked inside. After the three of them passed a long corridor, Peston came to an iron gate.

Stop, who is he? The four rebels guarding in front of the iron gate, saw that there was a stranger, raised their guns and asked Peston.

A rebel who was afraid of Ston came over and said with a smile, "Don't worry, he is Patriji's friend, he is here to find the leader of Jigen.

The rebels who raised their guns frowned and scolded them, "Nonsense, this man's origin is unknown, you dare to bring him in!" I see you two are crazy. After saying this, the thin man looked at Peston, and then said, "Friend, I don't care who you are, but if you want to meet our leader Jigen, you must go through emotional tests, otherwise we will not let you go."

Emotional test! How to test?

We have instruments that specifically test emotional fluctuations. As long as you prove that you are not an emotionally unsexual member, we can let you go.

Yes, I'm here to find Jigen, and I hope you can let me see him after I've tested it.

The thin guard nodded, then took Peston to a hall next to him.

When he arrived at the hall, he sat on an iron chair under the instructions of an old man, and then the old man used the stiff ring on the chair to fix Peston's hands and body.

What do you want to do! Peston struggled to see himself tied to a chair.

After hearing this, the old man connected a piece of wire to Peston's hand and persuaded him, "Young people, don't worry, we are just in case. As long as you pass the emotional test, we will never make things difficult for you."

After seeing that Peston was no longer struggling, the old man turned on the switch of the instrument. Young man, you should think of the memories you least want to remember, or recall your best memories in your mind. We have to rely on this to test whether you have emotions.

Peston nodded, then closed his eyes and recalled everything about him.

Sand, sand, sand, sand. As Peston recalls, the pointers on the charts swing back and forth on paper, from stillness to back and forth. Hard training in the church, the eyes of the wife when she parted, Patrigi's death, Mary's madness, and the blood in her own hands.

As the memories were recalling, the expression on Peston's face became richer and more diverse, and the lines on the paper became more and more messy. Seeing this phenomenon, the vigilant rebels put down the guns in their hands.

OK, he was qualified. With this, Peston opened his eyes and looked at the person who appeared.

The man in blue costume opened the iron ring on the chair and said to Peston, "I'm glad to see you, the former emotional offender, the cold Paston Priest. Now I want to congratulate you on your return to emotions. By the way, I will introduce myself. I am Jigen, and I am the new leader of the rebels."

Peston looked at the man who called himself Jigen in front of him, and after a while, he spoke, I wanted to know the meaning of my life, and what was all this for. Mary said you could give me the answer, so I came.

After Jigen nodded with a smile, he let everyone in the room go out. Jigen looked at the only room left, and asked to him, can you tell me the meaning of your previous life? Why did you live before?

After hearing this, Peston thought for a while and said, I am alive... I live... to defend the continuation of such a great society. It is to be for the peace of mankind.

Jigen shook his head, you survive to continue your survival, it is just a cycle of life, not meaning.

After hearing this, Peston asked to Jigan, what about you? What are you doing for?

Jigen pointed to his heart and said, "It is for the sake of feeling, so that more people can feel it, rather than living like a machine and linguistic peace."

Feeling!!! Is feeling really that important? Peston looked at Jigen in confusion.

Jigen replied firmly, yes, feeling emotions, emotions and breathing are equally important, without feeling, without love, without anger, without sorrow. Breathing becomes a swaying clock. So what we need is emotions, not what the church calls Pasian.

Peston, think about your past, at that time you were like a machine, a murder machine fooled by the church. Without emotion, you will not be touched, cold-blooded, ruthless, and do not know mercy. Such days are like programs written into a computer, boring and tasteless.

Peston recalled the memories in his mind and said hesitantly, "What should I do?"

Jigen pointed outside to feel, feel everything you have received and the desire in your heart. And when you understand everything, we will meet again.

Peston looked at the smiling Jigen, nodded blankly, and then walked out of the rebel base.

In the following time, Peston looked at everything around him every day, and the people around him who had no emotions. Slowly, he felt lonely. Yes, that kind of loneliness is like a person, staying on an isolated island, and these emotionsless people around him are as cold, ruthless and lifeless as the lonely stones on the island.

Gradually, Peston felt the depression and began to ask for leave on the grounds of physical discomfort, in order to refuse the killing mission issued by the church.

At night, when he was at home, he came to his son's bedroom. Looking at his sleeping children, Peston showed a sweet smile. Peston sat in front of his son's bed, looking at the photo of the family of four placed on the head of the bed, fell into deep thought.

Peston, who slowly woke up from contemplation, hesitated to open the drawer in front of the bed. In the open drawer, there were two Pasian syringes, which were from Peston's son and daughter. Looking at the two syringes, Peston held them in his hands, hesitating.

Dad, what are you doing? Peston's son looked at him sleepyly.

Peston opened the syringe, looked at the medicine needle inside and said, "Yeah, nothing, I'm looking at whether you are here, take the medicine according to the church's regulations."

Oh, that's it! Then are you relieved now? My son asked back after hearing this.

When Peston heard this, a sad expression appeared on his face and said with a reluctant smile, Yes, I feel relieved.

Peston's son turned over and said, Good night, Dad. I will go to church for training tomorrow.

Peston looked at his son who turned around and finally put down his syringe. This was not that Peston was cold-blooded, but because his son was still young and he was afraid that the child would not be able to control his emotions well. If he was discovered by the church, his son who had not taken the medicine would definitely be killed by the church.

Peston put the syringe back into the drawer, stood up and walked out of the room.

Dad, just as Peston was about to walk out of the room, his son stopped him.

What's up?

Dad, I was in the training room today and saw someone crying. Do you think I should report him to the church?

After hearing this, Peston looked at his son's clear eyes, and finally he nodded sadly. Yes, you should go to church and report him.

After saying this, Peston strode out of her son's room. After coming out, he returned to his room and burst into tears. He hated himself, hated his incompetence and weakness. That night, Peston dreamed of his wife again, dreamed of her eyes when she parted, and the eyes that were unmoved in the eyes of the child.

The next morning, Diggs came to his home in Peston. The sir, the church asked you to go to a rebel factory, where we found a rebel stronghold, with hundreds of rebels and powerful firepower. The church asked us to go and support.

After hearing this, Peston shook his head and said, "I've said, I'm sick, you'd better go by yourself."

Diggs looked at him playfully, is it true? You have been six months old and have not participated in the church clearance mission. This task was personally ordered by Vice Chairman Du Peng. I think it would be better for you to go.

Looking at Diggs' serious expression, Peston nodded at last. Since it was the order of the vice chairman, of course I would not shirk it. Let's say, when will we go?

Diggs shook the car keys in his hand. If you have nothing to do, we can set off now, my car is outside.

When he arrived at the stronghold that Diggs mentioned, Peston was stunned. Because this was the place he came to last time.

How are the soldiers inside now? Diggs asked to the soldiers on the chariot, "Sir, we have surrounded them."

Very well, I told everyone that Chairman Du Peng had an order to kill all the rebels on the spot. After Diggs said that, he turned to look at Peston. They couldn't escape. Chief, now we have changed. Otherwise, the credit for getting them would have gone.

Peston followed Diggs in, and all the rebels that appeared along the way were killed by Diggs. Seeing a rebel lying on the ground, Peston asked Diggs, do you really like killing so much?

What? Diggs asked Peston after he beat someone to death again.

I said, do you like killing so much?

After hearing this, Diggs turned around and said seriously, "Sir, this is our mission." You are now a high-ranking priest with a reputation. You can stay at home disdainfully for these things and enjoy everything your identity brings to you. But what about me???

I am nothing, so I cherish every task issued by the church, because I want to be successful and I want to be successful, not to be a follower for others. Do you know? I have always wanted to use your existence to achieve my career, but you are like a turtle, staying at home for six months. Do you know how I got through these six months?
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