Chapter 207 Looking for
He stood for a moment, took two steps back, and sat on the chair. The magic knife fell to the ground, but he still held the paper in his hand.
He saw Lin Qiao writing while in Jinghui Tower. That night, she wrote on a piece of golden rice paper, "Spring comes to the evening."
These four words are her slender and elegant font.
He felt that his mind was like the blue brick floor in the courtyard outside the hall, and it was shaky and he could not have any thoughts. He stayed ignorantly for a while, and his eyes slowly fell on the short black brown beside him, and his body shook suddenly and he woke up.
He immediately left his vagina and rushed out of the yard. He could walk a thousand steps away, and like a gust of wind, he shook the surroundings of the house. He disappeared and rushed into the courtyards of each house to look at them one by one. When only the Chang family was left, he didn't care whether there was any formation or not, so he rushed in.
But a white light suddenly appeared in the gate and the wall, and dozens of unclear human-shaped lights and shadows stood on the wall, staring at him expressionlessly. He felt a powerful force forced himself back, as if he was hitting a layer of iron plate.
He immediately returned to his body, first went to the house with armor, with a knife, and led the horse, and rushed to the front of the Chang family's door. He jumped off the horse, punched the door hard, and shouted, "Come on! Open the door!"
The door was opened, and a little girl looked at him like this, frightened and shouted, "Who are you?"
Li Bochen pushed her away and stepped into the door, shouting: "Xiaoman!!"
The little girl was so scared behind him that she didn't dare to move. She screamed twice. Chang Qiuwu walked out from behind the screen wall. When she saw him, she was stunned and said, "Brother Li...what is wrong?"
Li Bochen glared: "Mr. Chang, do you see me Xiaoman? My wife!"
Chang Qiuwu reacted for a while before saying, "Your wife? No, what's wrong?"
Li Bochen felt a chill on his body and took a deep breath: "Don't lie to me."
Chang Qiuwu said: "Brother Li...oh, cousin! What's wrong?"
Li Bochen shook his head, turned around and left, saying, "Disturbate!"
He rushed out of the door and jumped onto the horse. Chang Qiuwu shouted something behind him, and he didn't want to hear it anymore. There was only one thought left in his head - why did she leave? Why? Why?
After dozens of steps like this, another thought came up again. He gritted his teeth and did not think about it. But the thought was drilling up little by little like an awl, making him heart-wrenching. He raised his hand and wiped his face hard, rushed back to the front of the Chang family's courtyard and said, "Mr. Chang, tell me the truth, why do you think I am Sui Buxiu?!"
Chang Qiuwu opened his mouth and didn't answer him for a moment. Li Bochen gritted his teeth and said, "Because of that pair of earrings? Did you say that the pair of pendants were sea bluestone that day, because of this? What is that thing from??"
Chang Qiuwu looked at his house down the slope again, thought about it, and finally said, "That thing is made by the imperial court of the Sui State."
Li Bochen felt his body shaking and almost fell off his horse. He closed his eyes and opened it again, saying, "Are you sure?"
Chang Qiuwu sighed: "Miss Meng's mother-in-law also went to and from the Li Kingdom's palace in her early years to serve concubines. If you don't believe me, go and ask her. She also knows the goods. Brother Li, your wife, she..."
Li Bochen sat in a daze for a while, feeling that his strength had been drained. He said, "She's gone."
Chang Qiuwu thought about it and seemed to be saying something. But she just said: "...oh."
Li Bochen breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Mr. Chang. I want to travel far."
Chang Qiuwu immediately said, "Where to go?"
Li Bochen smiled: "I don't know. Mr. Chang, help me take care of my house."
He said this and ran out as soon as he ran.
The wind in his ears sounded, and he stared forward with his eyes, and thoughts popped up in his mind. He remembered the words Lin Qiao had said to Fang Die, the words he had said to him before, and all the things he had said to him over the past twenty days. He shouted in his heart, Xiaoman! Xiaoman! Who are you?
But he felt that he knew the answer. Now his head was as cold as ice, and many thoughts pierced out like sharp blades, making him feel numb on his scalp.
Ye Lu's accomplice... the person he has never been tracked down.
Why did Ye Lu fight with him that night? He... is actually a dead soldier.
He always felt that these twenty days were so beautiful, just like dreaming. But in the end, was it really a dream? The dream that others called him?
The horse rushed to the town, but he didn't stop. The horse's hooves flew, which shocked the passers-by and shouted to avoid them. He rushed out of the town.
I don’t know how long I ran, but when the roadsides on both sides were all in a dense forest, he finally said to himself: She is that person. The one he didn’t find. She is not the real Lin Qiao.
The white horse ran out of breath, and he pulled the reins and told it to slow down.
After walking for a while, he felt cold on his face. He raised his hand and wiped his face, and cried. He raised his head and breathed a sigh of relief. Seeing that there were no one on the road, he felt even more sore.
Is it for borrowing seeds? He thought. But when he thought of the word "borrow seeds", he felt like his heart was like a knife. What a ruthless and unrighteous word... Is she so ruthless and unrighteous to herself? Are the things she has done and said these days for these two words?
No...No, how could it be?
He remembered the sentence - "In this world, you are the best person to me." Why do she say this? Why do she call herself a name? Why do she tell herself that if there is another surname Li in this world, she would be better off running her foundation here?
He felt a burst of pain and a burst of hatred in his heart. He didn't know who he was looking for, but he just didn't want to look for her. She couldn't help herself, right? Otherwise, why say those words? Those words... If I hadn't been fascinated by love these days, if I were in normal times, I would definitely feel something was wrong.
She used that pair of pendants to exchange for the house, but she never thought that it might reveal a flaw? At that time... was she really in a hurry to buy it and wanted to give herself a home?
Then why did she suddenly leave today? Is it because she was going to the Chang family? She was afraid that the Chang family would tell her, why did she mistake herself for Sui Buxiu?
If...a few days later, would she stay for a while?
A thought arose in his mind - to go to that realm. When he was 120, he called the messengers from all over the world to look for them. When he found out that she was gone, she left for two quarters of an hour, but no matter how far she walked, she had not yet left Lijing, right? She could always be found.
When he thought of this, he immediately stopped and wanted to return to that realm. But he had just cursed in his heart and stopped again.
But so what if I find her? What to say? How to face it?
Li Bochen felt that his heart slowly sinking. She was involuntarily... She should be from the emperor. They wanted another surname Li to be under their control!
Then what? If the child is born... will they get rid of themselves and Linxi Jun? Let that child inherit the fortune of Beichen?
But that was our two children, how could her heart be so cruel? No... Li Bochen remembered what she said before again - "No matter what happens, for me, for Chensheng or Nianci, you have to hold on."
Is she talking about this moment?
Li Bochen felt a stern... She was asking me to save them! But how to save them, what to save them, what can I do if I save them? Can I keep them safe for the rest of my life?
He grabbed the reins, clenched his teeth, and said to himself, Xiaoman, I don’t hate you. I don’t hate you at all... I want to hate you, I only hate this world, I hate those who told you to do this... I hate myself!
If I want me to be like Li Shengyi, Linxi Jun, why are you like this?!
You told me not to be anxious to do big things... Are you talking about now? OK, I don’t worry... But one day, I will call you back!
He said this several times in his heart before he felt that his chest was not so painful. But after walking for a while, he saw Lin Mu next to him, remembering that the two of them had walked along the way a few days ago, and couldn't help but shed two tears, and thought, does she really have feelings for me?
He knew that he didn't look like he was now, but his thoughts rolled up and rolled up like a storm, and he couldn't calm down no matter what. He walked away for an hour or two and gradually saw Houcheng in the distance.
He stood up, squinted his eyes and looked into the sky, and a thought arose in his mind.
He wanted to go back to the lakeside. He wanted to see what Xiaoman had carved on the wooden sign on the lakeside that night, otherwise, I was afraid he would never feel at ease in his life.
But before that, I still have to do things. Li Bochen gritted his teeth and thought, everyone in this world wants a safe and happy life. I lived too happily in the past twenty days. To say that it was a dream, it was a dream. In such a world, do you really expect that such a life would last long? Even if she couldn't leave, she stayed. If the demon kingdom invaded and if others came to cause trouble for themselves, what would you do to keep it?
And now, why didn’t I dare to look for her again? Because I was afraid that I could not hold on if I found her... It would be a hundred times more painful than ignorance!
He suddenly raised his head and roared, and rode his horse towards Houcheng.
There were officers and soldiers guarding the city gate. Li Bochen wanted to rush in and say nothing, but he still gritted his teeth and got off the horse and walked slowly in the crowd. When the soldiers checked him, he remembered that he was wearing armor, and he was afraid he was very conspicuous.
But when the mission saw his appearance, he shrank his neck and hurriedly put him in.
He led his horse on the street in the city, remembering the scene of coming here to buy two days ago, and hurriedly breathed a sigh of relief and stopped asking himself to think about it.
I walked all the way to the tea shop where the storyteller Zheng Zhao that day, and saw that he was starting to speak. Li Bochen had no intention of listening, and just stood by the wall. Zheng Zhao said a while and hurriedly said, "Everyone, I have something important today, so I'll be here first!"
The crowd booed, Zheng Zhao repeatedly accused him, squeezed out, walked quickly to Li Bochen and said, "It's Mr. Chen! That's great, I still want to find you in the next two days - are you talking about the back?"
Seeing his armor again, he was stunned: "You are..."
Li Bochen forced a smile and said, "Mr. Zheng, I have something to do to travel far. Before leaving, I will tell you the next twenty chapters."
Zheng Zhao looked at his face and hesitated: "Are you...what is it...are you...against something difficult? Do you want me to help?"
This was very warm, but Li Bochen only felt that his heart was like a piece of ice and could not get hot for a moment. He just shook his head, led the horse to the side, and said, "No need, thank you. Mr. Zheng, let's talk about it here nearby."
He tied the horse, walked to the second floor of the tea shop, and found a private room. Zheng Zhao followed behind, without asking any more questions. Li Bochen sat down by the window, breathed lightly, and said, "Mr. Zheng, please prepare paper and pen, I'll start."
Zheng Zhao nodded quickly and sat down opposite him, preparing his pen and ink.
Without asking more questions, Li Bochen felt a little more comfortable, so he started to speak. He originally thought that he would first deal with the promises to others, and secondly, he could also tell himself not to think about anything else. But when he talked about Li Guotai's wife "Li" in the twenty chapters, he suddenly felt sad and almost burst into tears in front of Zheng Zhao.
He paused quickly, took a few deep breaths before he continued to speak again.
When he told Zheng Zhao last time, he couldn't help but film the table and exclaim it. But this time he heard it very quietly and didn't even move.
When the setting sun sets, the guy comes in and holds the lights. Li Bochen finishes his words. Then he stands up and bows, "Okay, Mr. Zheng, I'll leave first."
Zheng Zhao hurriedly stood up and said, "Slow."
Li Bochen stopped, and Zhang Zhao reached out to get the money from his bag. Li Bochen said, "No need. I don't need money for the time being."
Zheng Zhao thought about it, looked at his face again, then pulled his hand out, sighed and said, "Mr. Chen, you and I have known each other for a while, and I don't know what happened to you. But if you listen to me, I will keep the green mountains there, and I will not be afraid of no firewood. As long as this person is still alive, trouble will always be passed."
Li Bochen almost burst into tears again, hurriedly turned his face and said, "Okay, thank you."
He went downstairs to find his horse and sat on it, slowly heading south and exiting the city from the south gate.
The last ray of red glow in the sky was burned out. He rode his horse slowly, then walked quickly, and then ran wildly. He remembered that he was the same at night more than 20 days ago. But when he turned his head and walked back, he could see Xiaoman sitting alone under the tree.
He felt his chest was extremely stuffy, and he rushed to his throat with a trembling breath, and suddenly spurted out. He finally couldn't help crying loudly in the night, and shouted while crying: "What kind of hero!? What is a hero!?"
He didn't know how long he had been yelling, but he was shocked that the birds returned from the forest flew up, which made his ears numb. When he felt that the breath in his chest finally came out, he suddenly stopped the sound, wiped his tears hard, and said, "Okay. I've cried enough."
At this time, the bright moon was rising, and he slowly slowed down his horse speed. He didn't know where he was going, so he raised his head and looked at the moon and found the right direction. However, the slowdown actually made him hear the sound of horse hooves behind him, as if someone was following him from afar.
Li Bochen's heart thrilled, and the first thought that arose was: Is it Xiaoman?
He knew that the chance was pitifully small, but he still held the hilt of the knife with one hand, tied the reins with the other, and turned his head and looked over.
Chapter completed!