Chapter 4248 Mu Ning's story (158)(1/2)
"Xuewei, why are you pretending to have amnesia?"
God Musi couldn't figure it out and didn't understand it.
She may never understand the feeling of coming back to life again, because when he met her again, God Musi became flesh and blood.
But now Yan Xuewei gave him a heavy blow. She calmly told him how funny everything he did was.
"In order to deal with you, don't you know that you are like a dog-skin plaster that you can't get rid of?"
God Musi's expression instantly turned pale.
"Have you ever been attracted to me in the past few days?" Musshen asked in a hoarse voice.
Yan Xuewei snorted softly, "Mu Si Shen, in your eyes, am I a woman who comes when you wave it and goes when you call her?"
In his eyes, all women have this attribute. Women are a kind of adjustment to him, and deep affection does not exist.
"It's not like that, Xuewei, I really like you."
Even now, no matter how much Yan Xuewei's words hurt his heart, he still wants her to know that he loves her.
"God Musi, do you know? Like, love, these words become boring if you say them too much."
"I don't think this is my true feelings for you."
"Oh, I'm not interested. Now that you've finished speaking, you can leave." Yan Xuewei looked almost heartless.
"Xuewei, why can't you calm down and face our feelings? If you have no love for me, why do you pretend to have amnesia? I don't know what happened to you, and I'm not going to hide it now. In this case, what's the conflict between us?
, why can’t we just say it’s settled?”
God Musi will not leave so easily, there needs to be a process between them.
He didn't believe that the contacts during this period were all fake, and that Yan Xuewei's occasional feelings were not fake.
He is convinced.
"Since you said that, I won't hide it." Yan Xuewei leaned on the bedside and stated calmly, "From the moment I met you again, I had a plan to retaliate against you. You ruined my life.
Love, it’s fair for me to ruin your expectations again, right?”
God Musi remained silent.
"I agreed to return to the country with you this time. I just want to take revenge on you and let you taste the punishment of thinking you have received love."
"Why don't you keep lying to me?"
If being with him is cheating, he can accept it as long as that person is her.
"Whenever I think about the fact that I may need to spend time with you day and night in the future, I feel uncomfortable all over, and... life is worse than death."
Life is worse than death, such a strong word.
"Xuewei, am I so disgusting?" Mushen asked in a deep voice with red eyes.
"Mu Sishen, because of you, I was physically and mentally injured. You ruined my love, ruined my..." Yan Xuewei had no sympathy for him, she only had hatred for him.
She had wanted to tell him these words since she saw him. But when she said these words at that time, he might feel a little guilty, but it would not be as painful as it is now.
She could actually be more cruel, let him sink deeper, and slowly tell him the truth. In that case, the pain would probably be Ling Chi for him.
However, she has no patience anymore. She is not a good actor and she can't act.
If she was with him like this, how could she be worthy of her baby?
"Xuewei, it was all my fault in the beginning. I was favored for too long and didn't realize it." Only when he really lost it did he realize that his sky had fallen.
"Xuewei, give me a chance to make it up to you. I will repair your pain and scars. I swear, I, the God Musi, will love you and protect you in this life."
Mu Sishen's voice gradually trembled, but his words did not arouse Yan Xuewei's reaction, and she did not even give him a sneer.
"Xuewei?" Facing the silent Yan Xuewei, Mu Sishen felt even more uneasy.
"To me, you are just a piece of expired cake." Yan Xuewei looked at him calmly.
Mu Sishen's lips trembled, "Xuewei, I can't live without you."
"I can't live with you."
"God Musi, I'm just telling you this to make things more respectable between us."
Decent? He doesn’t need decency, what he needs is her!
Facing Yan Xuewei's determination, Mu Sishen could no longer control himself. He stepped forward, squatted down, and asked in a humble tone, "Xuewei, what should I do so that you will forgive me?"
Yan Xuewei looked at him and said, "I have forgiven you."
"real?"
"You are you and I am me. We will not disturb each other from now on."
She will not walk through the mud pit again; she has also learned her lesson from the falls.
Because of that dream, she felt relieved. There were still many things she needed to do in life, and the entanglement between her and Musi Shen should be put aside.
"God Musi, I don't hate you anymore. I chose the path I took, and the result you gave me was your freedom. I deserve all these results."
"Xuewei, we are together, and we can change this outcome together. The outcome for you and me is not to 'not disturb each other,' but to support each other until we grow old."
Yan Xuewei smiled faintly, "That's not the life I want."
He is not included in her future life plans.
"God Musi, I am reborn from today. Let go of the past grudges and past pain, and I can live happily again. I don't want to live with my hatred for you for the rest of my life."
"Do you really hate me that much?"
"Do you hate me now?"
Mu Sishen stood up slowly, smiled miserably, "Hate."
I hate why she can't keep lying to him.
As long as I can be with her, it doesn't matter if I'm cheated on.
"Well, then we're even."
"Xuewei..."
"It's over here. I'm very tired and want to rest."
"Xuewei, Xuewei." Mu Sishen repeated Yan Xuewei's name, but he did not approach her again.
Because he saw her indifference.
How much pain he caused her in the beginning made her let go so calmly now.
If he hadn't appeared, she might have lived peacefully.
"Xuewei, I respect your decision."
Yan Xuewei raised her head and looked at him.
"I don't want you to appear in my life again."
Mu Sishen felt a throbbing pain in his chest, "Okay."
"Then you go. My elder brother will be back soon. I don't want to make him angry again."
"good."
Mushen walked out of the ward step by step with stiff steps.
When he closed the door to the ward, his body suddenly softened, and he leaned against the wall weakly.
Lei Zhen saw it from a distance and ran over quickly when he realized something was wrong.
"Third brother, what's wrong with you?"
Lei Zhen held Mu Sishen's arm.
Musi raised his head.
"Third brother, what's wrong with you?" Lei Zhen asked loudly again, because he saw that Musi's face was bloodless and he looked extremely ugly.
Mu Sishen shook his head slightly.
"Third brother, don't talk. I'll take you to the doctor."
Lei Zhen didn't say anything and directly raised Musi Shen's arm.
But before he could take a step, "poof", Mu Sishen suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood.
"Ah!" Others screamed in fear.
Lei Zhen's eyes widened, "Third brother, third brother!"
Mu Sishen's eyes began to become dull, and his body slowly slid down unconsciously.
"Third brother, third brother!"
Lei Zhen screamed loudly. He picked up Musi Shen and shouted, "Doctor, doctor."
Lei Zhen was as panicked as a headless fly, and Mu Sishen unconsciously collapsed in Lei Zhen's arms.
To be continued...