Chapter 31 Lisa's Mind
Of course, something was wrong with Lisa because she was worried.
There was no way, the words that the high priest of the Temple of Wind were always in her mind, and she couldn't forget them even if she wanted to. Whenever her suppressed mood eased due to various reasons, those words always came out just right, making her become entangled again.
Lisa really wanted to follow her brother's way and hide her worries in her heart. She could still act as if nothing had happened on the surface, but the girl found that this kind of thing was always much harder than thinking about it. Throughout the afternoon, she tried more than once the situation that her brother said was thundering in her heart but her face was as calm as a lake, but she ended in failure every time. Even her favorite activity, which was arguing with Angela, could not calm her heart for long.
It’s a problem to say it or not.
Yes, the girl was worried all afternoon, should she tell her brother about this?
In theory, there is no need to tell my brother, it is a waste of time.
High Priest Mirhak and the temples behind him seemed to have no malice. No, it should be said that there was no direct malice. They were just expressing doubts about their brother's future position. At least they did not do anything bad to their brother, at least they are not yet. They are still observing their brother's position. It is hard to say whether they have malice in the future, but Lisa feels that with her brother's style of doing things that coordinates the interests of all parties, they will not have the possibility of malice.
They just have the idea of watching their brother's attitude now. In fact, there are similar ideas that everyone in a high position will have at any time. Brothers, even themselves, are always watching the attitudes of other forces and making targeted responses. Therefore, it is normal to have such ideas and are not worth mentioning at all.
The only thing that is not so normal is only two points.
First, the timing is too bad.
In recent years, my brother has really fought for his life. He went in and out of the most dangerous places, and did things that his predecessors didn't even dare to think about, just to seize the faint hope for Pavatiga for this world. Even if he was a native Pavatiga, he could do this level, he could be regarded as a saint. Moreover, my brother joined the group halfway through, so there was no need to fight so hard for Pavatiga.
Even the gods recognized the efforts of their brother and reserved a place for them in the temple of the gods. What about you priests? At the moment of crisis, the end of the world is imminent. You hide in a safe place behind and do not take any danger. You are still pointing fingers at your brother and questioning his future attitude on the first day after your brother came back. This behavior is simply a shame for the priests. Even if the irrelevant people know, they may feel heartbroken. If your brother knows it, you will definitely feel sad.
So, those who don’t know who have chosen the worst opportunity. Even if they can understand their worries and are even influenced by their words, they can’t help but start to worry a little, but they never agree with their behavior.
Second, the choice of candidates is too bad.
Why tell me? You have some doubts about your brother, that's your business, why do you insist on telling me what your purpose is?
It sounds nice and has no purpose. It just reminds me to pay attention. What if I pay attention? I'm not asking me to be careful of my brother. Why should I be careful of my brother? That's my brother, who is willing to exchange my life for my life, how can I be careful of my brother?
The more the girl thought about it, the more angry she felt in her heart, and even the urge to cry.
It’s a grievance for my brother and a sadness for myself.
Because she sadly discovered that Mirhak's goal had been achieved, and after listening to what she said, she had involuntarily developed a trace of suspicion.
Will my brother really stand on a higher level and ignore the feelings of the Pavatiga people?
Damn, how could I think so? I am a Pavatiga native. Injuring Pavatiga's interests is equivalent to damaging my interests. What a joke, my brother thinks about everything for me, how could it damage my interests? Lisa slapped her forehead a few times, trying to drive away these bad ideas, but her brain would not compromise. Suspicion is like weeds. Once it is rooted, it will be difficult to clean it up again, and it will always appear again inadvertently.
This is probably what my brother said before, "The upper level of distraction and slander". Don't exaggerate or induce, just tell you the facts and the absolutely reasonable doubts that arise. Then, let you water the seed of doubt with your rich imagination until it grows into a towering tree. My brother always said that this is the most lethal way of provoking. Even if you know that the other party is provoking, it is difficult to prevent it. You didn't understand before and knew that the other party was provoking, so you don't believe the other party's words. How can you make the other party succeed? Now it seems that you are still thinking too simply. Some things can't be solved by "knowing".
What to do and what to do?
Lisa knew that telling Shul about this was the easiest solution, and her brother was the most powerful and would arrange all the problems. However, the girl was a little reluctant to do so.
Those people's attitudes will make the brother very sad. Of course, this is just an excuse.
If my brother knew that he was shaken by others, he would definitely be very sad. This is the main reason.
My brother will definitely handle all the problems well, will definitely not make mistakes, and will not hurt me. Unless my brain is broken, how can I think my brother will have problems? But what Mirhak said is true. When there is a conflict between the interests of the Pavatiga world and the diverse world, will my brother really not choose to hurt Pavatiga's interests? Isn't even a one-tenth chance?
My thoughts are never hidden from my brother. If I tell my brother about this, no matter how nothing I say, I can see the suspicion hidden deep in my heart. What would my brother think?
The girl didn't dare to imagine the mood of Shur at that time. She was suspicious for no reason, and was suspicious by the people she was closest to, so it would be very painful. This kind of pain would be like a thorn, thrust into each other's hearts, leaving wounds that would not heal for a long time.
No, I can't destroy the hard-earned happiness now. No matter whether the end of the world will come or not, I want to live happily with my brother until the end of my life, so I can't tell my brother about this, absolutely not.
That's right, Lisa, you must keep the secret well.
Chapter completed!