Chapter 46: Liu Xiner
This is a twenty-story rooftop nearly 70 meters above the ground. Liu Xiner stood on the edge of the rooftop and stared at the dead city flooded by zombies. She looked at the complex that spread to the end of her vision and silently lowered her head.
On her face, with loneliness and guilt, the scenes of fighting with the second-level zombies always appeared in her mind.
When the second-level zombie hit him almost faced the terrifying monster, if she hadn't had her reaction slowed down and implicated Miss Xiaoyu, she wouldn't have been so seriously injured...
"Are you still blaming yourself?"
A gentle voice sounded in my ears, and Liu Xiner was stunned. She suddenly turned around and found that Ban Qingya was standing beside her at some point. She was standing side by side on the edge of the rooftop, looking at the dead city together.
Ban Qingya glanced at her and smiled gently, "Actually, there is no need to blame yourself. No one in this world is an omniscient and omnipotent superman. No matter what you do, everyone will make mistakes, but it is not scary for people to make mistakes. Just remember to correct them after making mistakes... You can correct them when you know your mistakes, and there is no great harm. Xiaoyu will definitely not blame you."
Liu Xiner shook her head in shame and said bitterly, "But that's not an ordinary little mistake. I...I almost killed Miss Xiaoyu..."
"But she is not dead yet, isn't she?" Ban Qingya blinked at her playfully and said with a smile, "Since she is not dead yet, there is always room for remedy. And according to my understanding of Xiaoyu, she doesn't want to see the girl she saved from desperately here to feel sorry for herself."
Liu Xiner was stunned for a moment, thinking of her companion who was always cheerful and open-minded and smiling, she was a little helpless.
"Then...what should I do?"
"Wait for the sake of your gratitude to her, and repay her well after she wakes up," Ban Qingya smiled mysteriously and said, "There is something you may not know yet. Xiaoyu likes girls."
“Eh? Eh?!”
Liu Xiner was stunned for a moment, reacted suddenly, and couldn't help but take two steps back. She covered her collar like a beast in the wilderness, and looked at Ban Qingya beside her in horror, as if she would be violated in the next second.
“Yes…is it?”
She recalled that since she joined the camp, Miss Xiaoyu had been taking care of her enthusiastically, and her eyes were full of mess, "How could it be...How could it be...Like girls or something...This...That..."
Originally she thought it was just Miss Xiaoyu's special care and care for the lonely girl, but if it was really as Class Qingya said, Miss Xiaoyu actually liked her...
Liu Xiner covered her collar with a messy and horrified face, shook her head desperately, "No, no, I can't agree. I... I already have someone I like, and no one except my brother-in-law... Even if it's Miss Xiaoyu... If it's not, it's not possible, it's not possible..."
Ban Qingya was stunned for a moment. She originally wanted to make a joke to liven up the atmosphere, but she didn't expect that the little girl in front of her would take it seriously all of a sudden, and seemed to have said something terrible...
After Liu Xiner said these words incoherently, she suddenly reacted. Looking at Ban Qingya in horror, the girl opened her mouth, and finally could only ask in a daze, "Sister Qingya, have you...heard you...here have you heard it?"
Ban Qingya smiled bitterly. What should she say about this situation? Even if she said she didn't hear it, the girl wouldn't believe it, right?
However, in order not to embarrass Liu Xiner, Ban Qingya still deceived herself, "Uh... what did you hear? I was a little distracted just now. Xiner, what did you say?"
"It's good if I didn't hear it... Uh... I mean it's okay, as long as Miss Xiaoyu's health is fine."
Liu Xiner looked away with guilt and did not dare to look at Ban Qingya, and Ban Qingya's reaction was a little similar. The rooftop was temporarily quiet, and the two looked away in each other's eyes and fell into an awkward silence.
I don’t know how long it took, but when Ban Qingya silently estimated that the girl should have almost recovered from the embarrassment and was about to start a different topic, Liu Xiner suddenly spoke first.
"I was only thirteen when I knew my brother-in-law."
Ban Qingya was stunned for a moment and looked at the girl beside her in surprise. However, she saw that Liu Xiner seemed to have made some major decisions, and was looking at her with a determined look on her face, silently telling her thoughts.
"At that time, my sister was studying in college, and my brother-in-law was her classmate. The two had been dating for more than a year."
"Many people say that because my sister and I grow up and experience are mostly similar to my life, the conditions for choosing a spouse are also very close. I don't know if this statement is true, but when I first met my brother-in-law, I found that I fell in love with him."
Liu Xiner said, raised her head and looked at the blue sky above her head, as if she had thought of something, and a smile of nostalgia appeared on her face.
"When I first met, it was an accident. At that time, I went to my sister's college to look for her, but I fell on the road, injured my knee and had a lot of blood. I remember that I was crying so sadly, but no one around dared to come up to help me."
"My brother-in-law happened to pass by there, pushed the crowd away and walked over. After asking me a few questions, he carried me to the infirmary of the school to find a doctor."
"At that time, I didn't know that he was my sister's boyfriend, but I just thought this big brother was so handsome and brave, and I liked him very much."
Liu Xiner said, recalling the scene at that time, a sweet curve appeared on the corner of her mouth.
"I was lying on his back at that time, crying because of the pain in my knees. In order to comfort me, he had to use some clumsy and clichéd jokes to make me happy."
"What's strange is that when these old jokes I've heard many times came out of his mouth, I couldn't help but burst into tears and laugh. The idiot was still complacent and thought he was very capable of coaxing people."
The smile on Liu Xiner's face was the most intoxicating and warm when she talked about this. But then she thought of what happened next, but the smile on her face slowly solidified.
He lowered his head in disappointment, Liu Xiner clenched her fists and murmured.
"In the infirmary, the doctor quickly treated my wounds. It was at that time that he knew my sister's name. Then he went out and made a phone call, and soon called my sister."
"I was very happy at that time. I felt that he actually knew his sister, so that he would meet him often in the future... Ha... Yes, I can meet him often, but he appeared as his sister's boyfriend."
"Although he has always cared about me and is very pampered and cared for me. But I know that kind of care is just out of care for my sister, not the kind of love I want... But there is no way, I already fall in love with him."
"The longer time passes, the more I like him. But I dare not say it out loud, dare not tell anyone, for fear that others will know about this, and for fear that he will make things difficult for him."
"He cared about his sister so much and cared about her. As my sister's sister, being cared for by him was a normal manifestation of Aiwu and Wu. He was so kind to me, how could I make things difficult for him?"
Liu Xiner lowered her head, her eyes full of sad gloom, "At that time, my sister was arrogant and irritable. Whether at home or at school, she would never allow others to disobey her opinions. Many times, she would turn against her face and not care about other people's feelings at all. It can be said that she was extremely annoying."
"Many people are dissatisfied with her. Those people dare not say anything to her in person, but they have nothing to do with her behind their backs."
"But only him... only his brother-in-law silently tolerate all his mistakes in his sister. I have never seen him get angry once. Even though his sister made him unable to get off the stage in front of everyone several times, he never got angry and always faced everything with a smile."
"Others all said behind their back that he was greedy for our Liu family's property and wanted to be a soft rice king, so he could tolerate all humiliation. But I know that things are not like that, and my brother-in-law just cared too much about his sister."
"For him who was blinded by love at that time, perhaps his sister is all about him. He hopes to use his behavior to change his sister's personality so that she will no longer be so naive and grow up."
"But it's a pity that he failed."
Liu Xiner said, smiling bitterly or sadly, and continued.
"Their incident reached my father's ears. Because my brother-in-law had a bad reputation in school, his tolerance was regarded as cowardly by everyone, so the title of Ruan Juwang naturally could not make my father have a good opinion of him."
"Just like all dads who found out that their daughter was going to be snatched away by the bad boy, my father forced himself into it and rudely asked them to break up."
"At that time, my brother-in-law had already started his own business while studying and had achieved some success. Although it cannot be said that he has a lot of prospects, at least he made his first pot of gold and could support his family."
"In order to be with my sister, he faced heavy pressure. Finally, under the operation of my father's connections, he was even expelled from the school and was dropped out of school before he finished his university."
"But he did not compromise. He would rather not have a college diploma than be with his sister. When I was together, my father opposed them. He even said bluntly that he could take his sister back to his hometown in the city and stay away from my father's shadow. The two of them started from scratch."
"He hoped so much and firmly believed that his girlfriend would stand with him. Because over the past three years, countless days and nights have proved that their love is loyal."
"But he was wrong."
"That woman betrayed him."
Liu Xiner smiled desolately, as if she saw the lonely man's bleak and desolate back of that rainy night.
"I hid outside that night, and I don't know what they were talking to, but when they finished their conversation, he disappeared alone in the heavy rain. And my sister, the lucky woman, left Licheng, and was connected by her father to Jianghai for an internship, and stayed away from Licheng."
"Ha... others paid so much for her, but in the end she ended up like this. But she turned around and treated everything as if it had never happened, climbing to a higher position alone...Haha..."
On the rooftop, I fell into a brief silence.
Ban Qingya looked at the girl in front of her who had been obviously suppressed for a long time and could not help but burst out, sighed and gently opened her hands and hugged her.
Chapter completed!