Sometimes when I am confused or even sad and happen to be rainy, I always think with self-deprecatingly: I am indeed the protagonist.

After all, in film and television works, whenever the protagonist is unhappy, he will always encounter heavy rain.

Maybe it's because I'm not in a particularly bad mood, or maybe it's because I'm not in a position enough, when I was writing this passage, it was just drizzling outside the window rather than a torrential rain.

When I was opening a book, I had a job in 996 for the probation period. To be honest, I was very busy, but relatively speaking, the salary was pretty good. For a college student who just left school, it was already a pretty good salary.

But maybe you have guessed that the probation period has passed, but the formal return has not been successful.

The reason is very simple. After a three-month probation period, my growth did not meet the company's expectations.

I did not make too much excuses, knew that this was the truth, and silently accepted the resignation notice.

From the moment I opened the article, this book did occupy a considerable portion of my energy, and it can even be said that it occupied most of the energy...

I didn't do my main business well and I was still in a daze after working for three months. I... I can only accept this result.

This led to the fact that the heart that I thought I had calmed down was raised again.

Perhaps people who have had related experiences know that finding a job is a very harsh thing.

And there is no doubt that this matter will become my main matter in the future.

No matter from which perspective the results of this book are, even from the perspective of me as the author, the current results of this book are not enough to make me full-time.

In fact, even if this book can achieve full-time results, I will probably look for a job...

This emergency may have been omens, but I have to admit that the authorities were confused and I did not realize this at that time.

Only when I jump out of this matter and look back on it can I find my stupidity.

Anyway, I was unemployed again.

This unemployment may be a wake-up call for me, which reminds me to find a balance between my job and part-time job, and there is no doubt that its main energy should be focused on my job.

People don't fall twice in the same place.

This book will continue to be updated, but I cannot guarantee that it can be updated stably, let alone rewards and updates...

In fact, I'm still preparing for the chapters that are on the shelves...

But to be honest, when I faced this glowing computer screen late at night, I fell into confusion and confusion again, and even regretted it.

Writing articles is my ideal and dream, and I am very happy to be recognized by you.

But ideals and dreams are not reality, and people will eventually live in reality, right?

Perhaps this book may be much better if I open it after my main job has stabilized.

But at this critical moment, it is very uncomfortable whether I write or not.

Of course I know that if this passage is released, I am afraid that many readers who are afraid of eunuchs should be dismissed. Maybe I should pretend that nothing happened and say nothing.

But this is not my style.

Well, this is indeed a bit irrational and irrational. The adult world cannot do this.

Late night clubs make people sentimental, always make people think about life, and always make people toss and turn.

Anyway, this is the first book of a newbie, so let's be willful for once...

I can't guarantee whether this book will be eunuchs, nor can I guarantee whether this book can be stable and double updates in the future. This is my truth and it is also something I must tell you.

Although I know, this may make my already ugly grades even worse.

In my opinion, the relationship between online writers and readers is very simple, that is, the relationship between businessmen and customers.

When doing business, you must be honest, pay attention to being honest and honest, and be honest.

At least before my conscience was dedicated to an unknown evil god, I asked myself that I really couldn't deceive readers, especially those who were willing to come and chase them from the main text.

Maybe you believe me, you can click an automatic subscription to support it, or maybe you don’t believe it... Then I really have no choice.

But one thing is certain that the worse the grades of this book, the higher the chances of eunuchs will be.

Even if it is to generate electricity for love, it is based on a certain economic foundation, but unfortunately, I don’t.

Although I also wanted to complete this book by generating electricity for love, my reason told me that it was impossible.

I have to have a stable job first, focus on my main job, and then I can consider the issue of energy allocation of writing articles.

I accept 996 because I know that maybe I can find an opportunity to go to work and stumble, but now I know that at least during the probation period, it is best not to think about this.

996+Opening article, I haven’t read the book patiently for a long time, and I have rarely read the "Cthulhu Myth" at the bedside.

Human energy is really limited.

Of course, I didn't say that I could be a eunuch, I just said that I might be a eunuch.

From the current perspective, the number of manuscripts is OK, and at least it can cope with the explosive updates on the shelves. During the period of looking for a job, I will also try to further improve time management.

Finally, I weakly ask for an automatic subscription, well, I know this is too much, but...

If there is no order for 500 in three months, there will be no attendance, which means that there will be one less reason for me to maintain stability in double updates...

I don't need to give a reward, I just need to subscribe to it, subscribe...

Taking advantage of the late night of sleep, I quickly uploaded this nonsense, and deleted it with fear of waking up.

Before we knew it, the rain became smaller and the sound of trucks finally overwhelmed the drizzle.

Written on 2021.03.11 Late at night, rain.
Chapter completed!