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Outer Chapter - 'Ten Years of Life and Death in the Prequel of Ziling'

Author: Dragon: Mo Yan

The first words: This is the second prequel written by me (see the first article "External Chapter - Ziling Prequel: The Moon Black Wind High Night of Killing" in the "Works" of the public version of this book), and it is also the sequel to the first article. The so-called prequel is about the story that happened before the protagonist of this book travels through time, YY with a wide sea and a sky, just a smile. I would like to ask everyone to correct me!

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Ten years of life and death are vast, and I can't forget it without thinking. There is no place to talk about the desolation of the lonely grave thousands of miles away. Even if we meet each other, we don't know each other, and our faces are covered with frost. When we come to the night of a dream, we suddenly return home. We are dressing up in the small window. We look at each other without saying a word, but we only have thousands of tears. We think that every year, the heartbreaking part is broken, the moonlit night, and the short pine hills.

——Su Shi's "Jiangchengzi"

The night is getting deeper and deeper! The bitter autumn wind is still roaring unscrupulously...

Several police cars were parked on the road, and several policemen were chatting about family matters, and were slow to do routines around the body in the pool of blood of "my". The murder did not seem to bring them any unnecessary changes. Perhaps, for them, the people lying on the ground were far less than the warm beds at home!

The harsh sirens attracted a lot of people to watch. From time to time, people opened the windows facing the street to look here...

The city is still noisy, the street lights are still dim, and you can still hear pop songs from audio and video stores on the corner of the street. You and I will never get tired of it! Everything in this city is still so natural, and everything that happened just now does not seem to affect its singing and dancing...

I was still floating quietly, looking at another "me" on the ground with a blank expression. The air was filled with a pungent smell of blood...

"... Everything in the world has cause and effect. Good will be rewarded, and evil will be rewarded. Since ancient times, this has been done! The bitter fruit you have in this life is because of the evil cause you planted in the previous life. Now that you have planted good causes, you can enjoy endless wealth and glory after reincarnation..." Bai Wuchang beside him was still talking about his good and evil cause and effect, life and death, but I didn't listen to a word!

"On there, hurry..." A strange voice came from behind, mixed with a burst of rapid footsteps. I looked in the sound and at the corner of the alley, a young man in a security uniform was pulling a girl to run towards him.

"Swallow..." Seeing the slender figure staggering towards "me", I just felt that my whole heart was hit hard, and then, "Swallow... Swallow... Sorry..."

Looking at the swallow who kept falling and getting up and rushing up for life because of high heels, my heart hurts, and I feel my soft heart is torn apart inch. For her, I have too much guilt, too much repentance, too much reluctance, too much...

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Yanzi is my fiancée. She was my classmate at the beginning of middle school. Later, she went to Wuhan University together. She supported me to choose the Chinese department I like, and I encouraged her to choose the foreign trade English she liked.

Since middle school, we were the golden boy and jade girl in the eyes of teachers and classmates. In the six years of middle school, she has always been the first in the grade, while I willingly became the "second-year-old" one. In the three years of high school, we both were the hosts and pillars of the school's speech contest, the Youth Singer Competition, various cultural evenings and other activities!

Everyone took us for granted, and we cooperated to both of us and both of us were admitted to Wuhan University!

In fact, although I have always admired this beautiful and intelligent girl, I have to hide my love deeply in my heart. Because she said: "Premature love is something that only childish people can do!"

When we arrived at university, because we were in the student union, we did not become distant due to different majors. As we grew older, we gradually became more indescribable feelings. It was not until I spent my junior year celebrating her birthday that I dared to utter the truth through alcohol, and waited until my beloved nodded shyly...

The swallows are very beautiful, the swallows are gentle, the swallows are very smart, the swallows are strong, and the swallows are very... very persistent!

Yes, swallows are very persistent!

In the year of college, Yan Zi gave up on continuing her studies and gave up the high-paid positions offered by several foreign companies. She went to Xinjiang with me who was young and frivolous. She followed me to work as a small employee in Xinjiang Airlines. She said shyly to me who was secretly guilty, "Silly, you are my future. Being able to watch you fight for the future you want is my greatest comfort! If I lose my job in the future, you have to support me..."

The next year, Yan Zi applied for the envy of a flight attendant (commonly known as the "flying stewardess") that many girls envied.

I know that Swallow just thinks it is a job with a good income!

At the end of the third year, Xinjiang Airlines was merged into China Southern Airlines Group. I was transferred to China Southern Airlines Northern Airlines Company in Shenyang for "work needs". I only spent a week single life in Shenyang. Yanzi asked someone to find a relationship and followed me to Shenyang. When I picked her up at the airport, she said to me with a happy face, "You never take care of yourself. I am not by your side, and I don't know what you can do toss yourself..."

I don’t know if my fate is going to bother me or I want to bother Swallow! I only stayed in Shenyang for half a year and was transferred back to Xinjiang. Finally, after staying in Xinjiang for another three months, I was tired of it! I want to start a business!

So, Yanzi followed me to Wuhan again!

My friends and parents in my hometown all opposed me giving up my high-paying job and starting a business, but Yanzi took the initiative to take out her savings and helped me start my own company in Wuhan. To me, who was moved by inexplicably, she said softly: "Is there anyone in this world who knows you better than me? Let me try it out, I believe you can..."

The road to entrepreneurship has never lacked bumps and hardships, but with swallows around me, my tenacious vitality shines again. After three years of hard work, the company finally gained a firm foothold in the industry, and I also proudly became a lord of the Wuhan business world!

The company's performance is getting better and better, and Yan Zi learned finance while flying. She said stubbornly to me who was heartbroken, "You have always been careless. If you expect you to take charge of your accounting, you may be able to compensate your family. In the future, the company will become larger and larger, and there must be a trustworthy person in finance to supervise it. In order to be a competent housekeeper, I have to accept it even if I work hard! Hehe..."

By this year, Yan Zi and I have been in love for 8 years. Two years ago, it was her birthday, and I put the diamond ring on her ring finger. On that day, I said to her: "Swallow, I owe you the most romantic wedding in the world!"

Today is Swallow's birthday again! Thinking of this, I felt aching in my heart again, "Swallow, today next year, your birthday is also my death day. From now on, people and ghosts will have different paths. You must protect yourself..." I muttered in my heart and took back my distant thoughts.

"Swallow, I owe you what I just have a wedding..."

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Swallow was sitting on the cold ground, with messy hair, and his unsightly eyes stared at the blood-stained face of "I". It should be that the police would not let her move "my" body! She clenched her fists, as if she was biting her lips with all her strength. The originally bright red and seductive little mouth had already bitten blood...

"Swallow, you...you must be stronger..." The desolate scene made me feel a little overwhelmed.

I couldn't help but remember the old saying: "...I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid that no one will love you as much as I do after I die!"

In the past, I used this to say to Yanzi as a love word, but I didn't expect that the love words that were originally long have become a cruel reality! I regret it! I regret not being able to care for my beloved during my life! I regret that the promises I made to her have now become empty talk! I regret that my swallow was sad because of my machismo this morning!

In recent years, when I am free, I will read online novels and have met some book friends online. Recently, I met a female book friend named "Xia Fei", who often talked to her for five thousand years. Xia Fei is also an online writer. To be fair, her talent is indeed so profound that I, a big man who thinks I have a wide range of knowledge! I like to chat with her, talk about Taoism's indifferent life, Zen's life wisdom, and the bitterness and sorrow of typing... Objectively speaking, most of my leisure time has been spent on the Internet recently, and occasionally, I will neglect the swallows around me because of the red face of fighting with Xia Fei...

Today, Yan Zi had a flight mission. Before going out, she asked me tentatively who "Xiafei" was and why she had neglected her for other women recently. Out of machismo, I said to her impatiently: "What are you asking so much, don't make trouble!"

After saying that, I regretted it. Recently, I was always talking about the "New Year itch" on TV. The nonsense of those "celebrities" who eat and don't speak humans makes my swallow feel a little uneasy!

Swallow and I are each other's first love, and therefore, at ordinary gatherings, my best friends will make kind jokes with Swallow very "seriously": "Strictly speaking, first love is all green, and usually there is no good result! Swallow, you have to look at your family, the man's fickleness is born..."

Although Yanzi also understood that it was just a spoof between friends, she felt a little more uneasy. I knew this in my heart, but I was helpless.

I know that Yanzi actually believed in me. At this time, she just needed my affirmation, and even didn't need any explanation from me! But what did I say to her?

"Swallow... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this..." I quickly admitted my mistake. Swallow ignored me, forced himself to resist the grievance and turned around, and resolutely refused to take her to the airport!

Today is her birthday! It is the 8th anniversary of our love! It is also the 2nd anniversary of our engagement!

Damn it! What did I do?!

In the evening, I booked a private room at "Mingdian Coffee", bought roses and birthday cakes, and brought the wedding plan that I had been thinking about for a long time. Then I drove the swallows that were flying back from South Korea directly to the coffee house. To the tender eyes of me, she said timidly: "I'm sorry, actually I understand you, I shouldn't doubt you, don't blame me, okay..."

My beloved swallow, you are so open and you are treating me wholeheartedly. What do you ask me to repay you with this deep affection!

I was determined to give everything to Yan Zi, but God seemed to intentionally not give me any chance! Before all this could begin, just as I watched Yan Zi walk into the coffee house and then parked alone, the group of "big brothers" chased the family of three and appeared in front of me...

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The late autumn night is still a bit cold!

Swallow was still sitting on the cold concrete floor. A cool breeze hit, and Swallow's slender shoulders trembled slightly! Only then did I notice that because she was sitting next to "me", the blood on the ground had soaked her stockings and flight attendant's uniform, and the red blood was stained on her flesh-colored stockings and sky-blue uniform skirt, which was very eye-catching!

"Swallow...swallow..." I shouted loudly.

My voice seemed to be unable to hear it from her and the people around me, so I was so anxious! Looking at my beloved swallow's miserable appearance, I turned my head and roared at Bai Wuchang: "Old White, think of a solution, I didn't see my wife being like this..."

"Wow..." Just when I was anxious, the swallow suddenly fell on me and cried loudly. It seemed that she wanted to use all her strength to cry out all the sorrow and bitterness in her heart.

"Swallow...Swallow..." I floated to her, trying to open my arms and hug her tightly as usual, but I couldn't touch her body after I hugged her. I was so anxious that I jumped straight into my feet and turned to stare at Bai Wuchang, but found that he was turning his head and secretly wiping his tears.

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"Ah..." Seeing the miserable appearance of my beloved swallow, I was at a loss for a moment and could only raise my head and shout wildly to vent my grief and anger...

"...Wuwu...you...you lied to me...you said...you should hold my hand...you grow old with me...you...you...you said...you should let me... take care of you... until you are a hundred years old...wuwu...you said...our good...you have just begun...wuwu...you said...our children...can live the life they like...wuwu...you lied to me...you...you lied to me...you...you...you...you...you..." Swallow kept crying, still shouting something that only I could understand. Listening to these words, I really felt my heart being torn apart and being blown into pieces in the autumn wind...

"Old White Ghost! I don't care! I want to be resurrected! You must have a way, right?" I turned my head and roared at Bai Wuchang!

Bai Wuchang shook his head with a bitter face. "I don't have this ability. Even Lord Hell can't change people's life and death at will. You should accept the reality..."

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"Go to your reality! If Swallow has a few things, I will fight you for life!" Before he could continue talking about life and death, I turned around and ignored him, stretched out my hand and gently stroked Swallow's hair - although I couldn't touch her at all.

The crying gradually became less and less. Suddenly, the swallow walked two steps forward, picked up "my"'s head with both hands, and straightened "my"'s body with difficulty, and supported her slender shoulders to let "I" sit up.

"Hey, what the hell is going on? I told you not to destroy the scene..." A policeman next to him rushed over and wanted to pull the swallow away. The first time the swallow was firmly thrown away. He was about to come and pull him away. A middle-aged man rushed out from beside him and pushed him away. Many people around him shouted: "Do you have human nature? The scene has been surveyed for a long time, haven't you been surveyed enough? We paid the tax to support you who eats people and does not do human affairs? Wearing wolves, you don't treat yourself as a human being! You deserve a beating..."

The little policeman stood aside in shame, opened his mouth to say something, looked at the angry crowd around him, and quickly closed his mouth and stopped talking.

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Swallow kept crying, but he never let himself cry again. She took out a tissue from her bag and carefully wiped the blood on "my" face. She murmured in a low voice: "You can walk with a smile, I believe you have your reasons. But we made an appointment that the person who left first should wait for each other on the Naihe Bridge. Don't be unable to bear the loneliness and leave alone. You know that I will be afraid of walking alone at night. You must wait for me! We will see you..."

"These two poor children..." The uncles and aunts watching next to them couldn't help but wipe their tears, and came with Yanzi to find my coffee shop security guard and several young people, with some fog in their eyes...

Swallow quietly wiped the blood from "my" face, and carefully helped me organize my clothes. Then he quietly hugged "me", pressed his face tightly on "my" face and gently rubbed it, which was particularly gentle! In the evening breeze, tears fell silently...

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“…

I remember the scene of me holding hands with you

Tears turned into rain and the sky was filled with rain

If I can meet you again

Let the dream come true…”
Chapter completed!
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