1070 Qingmu suicide note 17
Shi Nuan thought that she had lived so sadly in her life. She was abandoned by her parents in an orphanage since she was a child. She finally got attracted by the Shi family. After adopting her, she was beaten back to her true form after a few days of good life.
Shi Yue's birth prevented her from being a beautiful girl.
Because Shi Yueyiju can only have her as a little princess at home.
So she can't wear skirts and have long hair. She is obviously a girl, but she has to live like a rough man.
Who made her adopt her? She could have a home, have a bite of food, be raised by Shi's family, and study for her. She could not have any complaints, and she had to swallow her grievances.
Later, he was controlled by his uncle in various ways, not like this or that, and whatever he wears must be approved by him.
She was like a robot, being restrained to this day.
Now, she was forced to face her own shadow by Chu Zhan again.
It seems that she has never lived for herself as she wishes. What kind of evil did she have committed?
Chu Zhan's eyes were red when Shi Nuan's tears were pricked. He pressed her shoulder with both hands and said cautiously, "I didn't force you, I'm helping you, Nuannuan, calm down, listen to your own heart, do you want to leave? Are you the one who easily admits defeat?"
Shi Nuan looked at him with tears in her eyes, her lips moving.
Chu Zhan continued, "I know Shi Nuan. She is like a little sun, stubborn and strong. She has a delicate heart and knows what she wants. She wants to be a qualified soldier. She wants to be the pride of the people and the pillar of the country. She will not give up being a soldier just because she is afraid of water. She is just an impulse now. If she cannot stop passing this level, she will definitely regret it in the future, and she will regret it!"
Shi Nuan's excited and tense nerves slowly calmed down. She looked at the face of the man who was close to her, and was also wet with her. Only those eyes, the whites of her eyes were slightly red, and she looked at herself with a hot pillow.
Shi Nuan's heart suddenly melted a small piece, and she sobbed in a low voice, "I'm not as strong as you think..."
"No, you have it." Chu Zhan pressed her shoulder tighter, as if trying to pass on his own strength to her in this way, "Nuannuan, calm down, listen to me, I will help you, let's face it together, overcome it together, you are a doctor, you should understand that this is like treating a patient. If the patient loses hope for him, even a god cannot save him, so you must have confidence in yourself and tell yourself that you can overcome it, okay?"
Chu Zhan held Shi Nuan and sat on the shore, asking her to stretch her legs down, and whispered, "Nannuan, just imagine yourself as if you were bathing in a hot spring. The water is not scary, not scary at all. Let's touch it slowly first, perceive it, don't resist it, can we?"
Shi Nuan pursed her lips, listened to Chu Zhan's words, hesitated for a while, and tentatively stretched her feet first, but when she touched the water, the cold feeling of the liquid touched the skin, and it shook and retracted like an electric shock.
"You can't retreat!" Chu Zhan jumped down and grabbed Shi Nuan's ankle, one high and one low. He looked up at her, "Nannuan, have you eaten fish? The fish tastes delicious, right? It's because water is raised. Without water, the fish will die. Without water, humans cannot survive, so why are you afraid of the natural product that you rely on for survival?"
Chapter completed!