Chapter 150: Resolve the knot and improve the mood
That night Gu Qingfeng asked Gu Xiuying a lot of things, and Gu Xiuying didn't hide it and answered many questions from her father. The conversation between the father and daughter was very pleasant, which also made Gu Qingfeng less worried about her.
No matter how powerful and mysterious Gu Xiuying is in the eyes of outsiders, in Gu Qingfeng's eyes, Gu Xiuying is the daughter he raised in his hand. His daughter is soft, cute, innocent and cute, and is as invincible as outsiders say?
Even though Gu Xiuying showed everything in front of him confirmed to him an iron-like fact that she was no longer a little girl who needed to be protected by him, for a father, no matter how powerful his daughter is, in his eyes, his daughter is weak, delicate, and needs protection.
It’s like children will never grow up no matter whether they grow up or not. No matter what they do, parents will be worried about it.
Gu Qingfeng had such a contradictory and entangled mood for his daughter Gu Xiuying. On the one hand, he knew clearly that his daughter was not a canary raised in a cage, but a phoenix destined to soar in the sky with her ability. The path she would take in the future was destined to be completely different from what he planned for her. But on the other hand, he urgently hoped that Gu Xiuying would be more ordinary, and that he would not have endless desire to worry about her, and could also protect her for the rest of her life with her own strength.
After all, the former is not the danger Gu Xiuying faces, every time he is a life-and-death battle. At least ten times, there will be life-and-life worries seven or eight times. This makes him, a father, not worry about his life. The latter is not as ordinary as Gu Xiuying, at least she can grow up safely, healthy and carefree.
Perhaps as parents, they should choose the next path for their children, even if it is ordinary and ordinary, at least they are at least safe and happy.
If Gu Qingfeng had not expressed the many worries in his heart in front of Gu Xiuying, how could Gu Xiuying know what her father was thinking?
Previously, Gu Xiuying always thought that her father was a careless and rough man. Now, she realized that her father was such a delicate person.
After hearing what her father said, Gu Xiuying was silent. In fact, it was because Gu Xiuying had a knot for her father. Even if she left her previous life, she had reborn in this life, but she was more or less hated for Gu Qingfeng in her heart.
It was precisely because of the hatred she had for her father that from the moment she opened her eyes, although she was close to Gu Qingfeng, accepted Gu Qingfeng, and understood Gu Qingfeng, but the knot in her heart had not been untied, and the knot buried deep in her heart could not be removed.
Speaking of which, it is not anyone who blames Gu Xiuying for her tragic ending of being so tragic to the last life. After all, who told her that she was blind and blind, who told her to trust others, who listened and believed in others, and who told her that she would not correct her mistakes, and who told her that she would be stupid as if others were calculating her, she would do whatever she could do. She walked in one way and couldn't see the hearts clearly, and she would be better than dying if she lived.
Such a person, even though she was watching the people around her who cared for and loved her, were getting farther and farther away from her, but she still insisted on her own opinion and felt that she was right. Others bullied her and betrayed her, and she was definitely someone who could not be forgiven.
How could they know that they left her one after another and were not hurt by her again and again, and they had no energy to care about her. The one who was hurt the most by her was naturally her father.
However, even if we do it again, what happened before but not yet happened, Gu Xiuying held a different grudge and rejected it?
Even though Gu Qingfeng's harm to her in the previous life was inevitably Liao Hongxue's provocation, the root cause was Gu Xiuying herself. She thought she had concealed it well, but how could she know that Gu Qingfeng, as her biological father, could not see her subconscious defense and avoid him?
In the past two years from Gu Xiuying falling off the cliff to her waking up, to her going abroad and returning to China, others may think that Gu Xiuying has a very good relationship with her father and is very close, but only Gu Qingfeng, who is the person involved, understands that his daughter is actually subconsciously avoiding too much contact with him.
This understanding made Gu Qingfeng feel extremely painful. He reflected over and over again about where he hurt his daughter's heart, making her so guarded against him and so sad.
Gu Xiuying would never know, and this was the main reason why Gu Qingfeng was determined to send Liao Hongxue away in the end.
If he had known that Liao Hongxue had played such a role in Gu Xiuying's growth, he would never have taken Liao Hongxue back to the Gu family in any case, and he would never have tolerated an outsider to hurt and trample on his daughter like an outsider.
It’s a pity that it’s hard to buy a fortune. I knew it before. How could Gu Qingfeng know that Liao Hongxue had such deep scheming and such deep scheming at such a young age? He only sighed that he was blind and confused.
As Gu Xiuying's changes more and more, and her abilities became stronger and stronger, Gu Qingfeng gradually realized that he really wanted to let this daughter go soaring in the sky freely. He knew that the most taboo thing for those who practiced was to have a demon in their hearts.
He didn't know if the complex emotions he felt about Gu Xiuying would become Gu Xiuying's inner demon, but as Gu Xiuying's father, he would never let himself become his daughter's inner demon.
Therefore, after repeated precipitation and thinking during this period, Gu Qingfeng called Gu Xiuying alone into his study, then closed the door and thrust his heart with Gu Xiuying, and had a deep conversation with Gu Xiuying in his heart.
It was an hour after Gu Xiuying came out of Gu Qingfeng's study. She just calmed down with a beautiful little face and said nothing. Her clear water eyes seemed to be covered by layers of fog, and no one could peek into her distracting thoughts.
Since that night, Gu Xiuying locked herself in the ghost pupil space and thought a lot. Her mind was something that happened in her previous life, and something that happened in this life. The words her father said to her, the words that the people around her said to her, and the eyes that Liao Hongxue looked up at her as if she was looking at the mud under the ground, and the words that every word stimulated her sensitive nerves and made her extremely collapsed, one after another, so that her headache was swelling, and she was about to be on the verge of collapse.
Fortunately, Gu Xiuying stayed in the ghost pupil space, with ghost pupils guarding her, otherwise no one would guarantee whether Gu Xiuying would fall into a nightmare and be unable to extricate herself.
When Gu Xiuying woke up from the nightmare, she suddenly realized that her mood had actually increased by a small level, which made Gu Xiuying sigh a lot.
Yes.
She should have long understood that her previous life has passed, and she is a person who lives in the present, so how could she stick to her previous life and not be able to break free.
She should cherish her life. As for those who had owed her in the last life, as long as they would not offend her again in this life, then she would not mind letting them go.
I just hope that they will not have too much interaction with her in this life, otherwise I am afraid that she will still be unable to control herself and want to take revenge on them.
She can take a step back and choose to let go of others and give them opportunities, so how can Gu Xiuying not truly understand and forgive her biological father?
After her mood improved, Gu Xiuying realized how much her father tried to treat her, and how ridiculous the resentment deep in her heart was.
Her father has always loved her, and she loves her very much. It was she who hurt his heart again and again, and pushed him farther and farther away from him, and eventually made her father give up on her completely.
And Gu Xiuying didn't know what happened to her father after she left the imperial capital and everyone in her previous life.
She seemed to have an instinctive rejection of what happened later. She could clearly see it with her current ability, but she just didn't see it, and she didn't know what kind of psychology it was.
The next morning, Gu Xiuying looked at Gu Qingfeng with a bright sun and said, "Dad, I will live at home forever in the future."
"Okay." Gu Qingfeng was stunned for a while, his eyes were red and his eyes were filled with tears.
At the dining table, Yao Ruyi and Tao Jiahai and Tao Jiayang couldn't help but smile with tears in their eyes when they saw this scene. It was not until this moment that they truly felt that Gu Xiuying was real rather than illusory.
"Dad, mom, I'm sorry." In order to avoid her father being too embarrassed, Gu Xiuying pretended not to see the tears on his face. She felt sour and astringent, and secretly blamed herself for almost taking the wrong path. Fortunately, her father dissolved her inner demons in advance, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.
"You little girl, you dare not stay at home for three or five days. Let's see how I deal with you." Gu Qingfeng turned around and wiped his tears. It was so embarrassing, so embarrassing. She actually shed tears in front of her daughter. This really hurts his tall image.
"Yes, yes, I will never dare again." Gu Xiuying also bit her red eyes and nodded with her red lips. She was very grateful for her father's care, otherwise she would have been in vain again in her life.
"Old Gu, please speak well. Our Yingying is good everywhere. No one is as good as our Yingying. How can we be as you said." Yao Ruyi knew from a very early age that there was something hidden in Gu Qingfeng's heart, but she didn't want to ask if Gu Qingfeng didn't say it, so she could only keep it in her heart and was secretly anxious.
Gu Qingfeng never hides all the big and small things at home from her or anything else. The only thing she can guess is about Gu Xiuying.
The same old saying she is a stepmother. Even if she really cares about some things, she is not easy to ask for. She can only wait until Gu Qingfeng takes the initiative to tell her so that she can express her opinions.
It is rare for the father and daughter to speak out and untied their knots. Yao Ruyi is the happiest person.
Although Tao Jiahai and Tao Jiayang did not understand very well what happened overnight, both of them were smart people, and they knew what to ask and what not to ask. Since everything was developing in a good direction, what did it matter whether they knew or not.
"Okay, Yingying is your daughter, just say ok."
"Don't say it as if Yingying is not your daughter." Yao Ruyi rolled her eyes and refused to buy Gu Qingfeng's account at all.
"Dad, you are not allowed to make my mom angry, otherwise my two brothers and I will ignore you."
"Four-on-one? Are you as cruel as you?" The words that were pressed in your heart finally spoke to Gu Xiuying, and Gu Xiuying also responded to him. Gu Qingfeng had nothing to worry about, and naturally relaxed. "I understand that you brother and sister are in the same group, but your mother must be with your father and me, no matter how you do it, right?"
Before Gu Xiuying could speak, Yao Ruyi said without hesitation: "Why am I in the same group as you? I obviously belong to Yingying and Xiao Hai and Xiaoyang."
Gu Qingfeng: "..."
Gu Xiuying, Tao Jiahai, Tao Jiayang: "Puff—"
Yao Ruyi: "Hahaha..."
"Laugh, you laugh so hard, don't suffocate yourself." Gu Qingfeng froze and his face twitched. He was really losing his family status, but why was he so comfortable in his heart?
"Dad, I'll give you a friendly reminder."
"What?"
"You're almost late to work."
Hearing this, Gu Qingfeng raised his wrist watch and said, three black lines slid down from his forehead, and looked up at Gu Xiuying and said, "You girl didn't say it earlier, I think you did it on purpose."
"I am so beautiful and kind, how could I do it on purpose?" Gu Xiuying spread her hands innocently, smiling so flamboyantly.
"I remember everything I told you last night. I have to go to work."
"I remember it all."
"Yingying, you not only need to remember, but you also have to take it to your heart."
“I have a good memory.”
"Oh..." Gu Qingfeng sighed lightly, slowed down and said: "Your mother married her father back then, but her family members disagreed. Although your mother finally followed her father unswervingly, your mother also cut off relations with her family. This has always been a knot in your mother's heart, and it is also a hurdle that her father can never overcome."
"Yingying, your mother always wanted to see your grandparents before she passed away, and she also wanted to see your uncles. Unfortunately, she left before dad could contact them. Dad knew that your mother was uneasy to leave."
"Dad, I understand." Gu Xiuying interrupted Gu Qingfeng's words, and she would find a way to find the Xi family.
She would also take a look at whether the Xi family was doing well for her mother. If they were doing well, she would not disturb their lives, but if they were not doing well, she would do her best to make them live well.
She, a junior, could not comment on what the past is right or wrong. Since her mother has passed away, she would just take a look at the Xi family and everything else would go with the flow.
"Don't forget."
"Um."
Chapter completed!