Looking at the beer can bottle mouth with her saliva remaining, he hesitated, "Do you don't have a bottle opener?"

"Yes, I'm too lazy to get it."

"Where?" He still wanted to get it.

"Forget it, you're really troublesome, don't drink it." Wu Zhizhi bulged his mouth and wanted to take the bottle back.

Lu Yanshi felt that she seemed very unhappy, and he curled his eyebrows and took away the beer from her hand.

"?" She looked up at him, her face was red, a little drunk, and she was quite sober.

I saw him tilted his head slightly and put the beer into his mouth. He drank half of it without saying a word. His beautiful Adam's apple rolled in and out, and he was so sexy.

Wu Zhizhi looked at it in a daze and smiled, "I thought you had a cleanliness."

“…”

He really has it! But seeing that she is in a bad mood and doesn't want to hinder her, maybe he doesn't want her to be even more sad.

However, when drinking at the bottle where her saliva remained, he didn't feel disgusted at all, and even felt a secret pleasure. This feeling was like getting something I loved for a long time, stimulating and excited, making his brain become fluttering, as excited as if he had taken poison.

Although there was a low-quality table and chair in front of him, and the surrounding area was filled with motorcycle tables and chairs, and the space was so narrow that it was depressingly narrow that he was not irritable at all. He no longer felt that he was so tired of the world that he had just come to this city to see nothing.

After the two of them drank for a while, Wu Zhizhi shook the bottle of wine in his hand and drank another empty bottle.

She opened the sixth bottle of tonight and took out some peanut spicy strips, looking like she was planning to die of drunkenness.

Lu Yanshi looked at her. Although he thought it was inappropriate for her to drink like this, he could understand that she was in a bad mood.

Holding the beer and pondered for a moment, he asked, "Where is your brother?"

Hearing this, she paused and looked up at him, "Are you scared by him just now?"

I guess anyone who sees that will be afraid.

It was because Wu Mingyong gave birth to a woman and had a son because of his bipolar disorder that Wu Tong gave birth to a woman. After all, he was a traditional and pedantic man, who believed that his daughter was unreliable and raising a child to prevent old age was the inheritance and spirit of China for about 5,000 years.

Lu Yanshi shook his head, "I'm even more terrible than him when I get crazy."

Her eyes looked over, black, "Do you have bipolar disorder?"

He still shook his head, "No, I'm a simple crazy person."

"..." She was stunned and smiled, "I can see that you are not sociable and rebellious."

Lu Yanshi didn't explain anything, and after drinking a sip of wine, the corners of his lips felt a little bitter.

The two drank silently for a while.

Wu Zhizhi suddenly spoke, "I know... why do I hate him to the core?"

Lu Yanshi turned his head, Wu Zhizhi hung his eyelashes, his expression was full of depression and depression. "If it weren't for him, our family wouldn't have been so miserable. Since he was a child, he always beat Wu Tong. Wu Tong was not talking and had a tendency to autism. All this was caused by his drinking. If he hadn't given birth to Wu Tong after drinking, how could Wu Tong be like this? But do you know what he said? Every time he beat Wu Tong, he said that he was a broom star, saying that it was because of his birth that he lost a healthy son. He never looked for the reasons in himself, but he always blamed Wu Tong. Beating Wu Tong, which led to his long-term beating and depression, and he would have been sitting there like an outsider, or he would have been like this afternoon, and he would have killed someone."

Lu Yanshi was stunned.

"Do you know why I have kept my family from hiding everything? I am afraid that my mother will be beaten, I am afraid that Wu Tong will get sick, and I am even more afraid that An An will grow up like one of us, one is cowardly, one is twisted, and the other is." She pointed at herself, her eyes full of desolation, "extremely irritable."

Lu Yanshi didn't know what to say, and his chest was a little stuffy.

She took a sip of wine and continued, "It would be great if my mother had divorced earlier. Two years ago, her legs would not have been ruined. In that case, I might be able to take the college I like. It doesn't matter if I don't have money. I can save money, earn scholarships, and work part-time... I have been patient for more than ten years, and I almost can flap my wings and fly high..."

After saying that, she closed her eyes and a hot tears slid from the corners of her eyes.

Lu Yanshi's heart suddenly seemed to be touched, and he wanted to reach out to hug her.

Then.

He really hugged her.

I didn't mind the thick smoky makeup on her face, and took her into her arms and let her head rest on his shoulders.

His throat was as tight as if he was stammering a solid fish bone, which made him unable to breathe.

Wu Zhizhi's dream was like a kite in her hand. She tried her best to tighten the thread, but fate still ruthlessly joked with her.

Before he came to Chaocheng, he had never heard of such a miserable experience as Wu Zhizhi around him. It was because he saw it with his own eyes that his heart became confused and confused.

Once upon a time, he thought he was the most miserable child in the world.

Now I realize that my misery is insignificant, even childish and superficial.

In order to revenge on their parents' neglect and indifference to themselves, they willingly gave up their studies and went between universities and universities to embellish their inner loneliness and scars with rebelliousness and incompetence. Who did they hurt in the end?

What if you destroy yourself willfully?

At most, it is to get a hint of guilt from the man and woman who are not worthy of being a mother.

But his life was ruined because of this.

I have never tried any wonderful and exciting things, fighting and fighting hard, and because of my parents' fault, I chose to use extreme methods to ruin my life.

Really, just willing?

He lowered his eyes and asked himself, are you willing to do it?

Then a strong sense of unwillingness emerged, including struggle, anger, anxiety and anxiety.

He didn't want his life to be like an impetuous and rebellious past.

With his head down, Wu Zhizhi in his arms was already asleep, leaning against his shoulder, smoky makeup made her face, and a part of the black on his shirt also fell.

A strange feeling suddenly burst out in his eyes.

At this moment, it was as if the mind had been purified, from a boy to a man, all the depression and depression that had been entrenched in the heart had dissipated, leaving only clear goals and ambitions.

Yes, his life shouldn't have ended badly like this...

When Lu Yanshi returned to Houtou Tea House, it was just one o'clock in the morning.

Zhang Ning was wearing a thin coat and came down to open the door for him.

There was only a stair light lit up far away in the house.

Lu Yanshi did not call her, and when he entered the door, he bent down to take off the black Martin boots on his feet.
Chapter completed!