Chapter 284 Hidden suspicion
"Xia Xia, don't blame your grandmother. At that time, your mother threw herself into a big reservoir. Your grandmother was very sad. Moreover, since your mother got pregnant with you, her family has been discriminated against by the villagers, and your mother has been bullied a lot. You don't know, in fact, your grandmother loves your mother very much. Although now she looks like she is the best at An Jiaguo, in fact, your grandparents love your mother very much when they were young.
Your mother's death was a huge blow to your grandmother. During that time, she didn't eat or drink, either cried or sat on a stool and stared at your mother's house, which was the house you were sleeping in now.
Maybe she felt that because of you, your mother suffered so much grievance and finally died in the big reservoir. So she couldn't accept this fact for a while, and she also felt a little resentful towards you. Giving her to someone is just a talk, and it's all right in the end, and she never mentioned this matter again."
What my fourth uncle said was also reasonable, but An Xia's discomfort was not relieved at all. She really didn't understand that if her grandmother loved her mother so much, and if her mother died, she would be the only child left by her mother and the only child with her mother's blood, how could her grandmother bear to give herself to someone?
Is it because of her mother's grievances that she thought it was all brought by herself, so she hated herself? If she hated her, why did she never feel that her grandmother hated her after she grew up and became sensible? An Xia's heart suddenly became confused.
"Fourth uncle, I'll go back first."
An Jiaye stood up, looked at his wife complainingly, and sent An Xia out, "Xia Xia, this is all about Chen Zhimao. Your grandmother was also sad and confused at that time. Don't think about it anymore. If you think too much, you will feel uncomfortable."
An Xia didn't know whether she nodded or how she came back. Cheng Wenlian saw that An Xia's face was very bad and didn't know what happened, so he didn't dare to ask. He thought that it must be Zhou Cuilan who bullied An Xia, but An Xia didn't seem to be bullied by Zhou Cuilan.
While lying on her, An Xia couldn't sleep for a long time. She didn't want to think about this, but she couldn't help but think about it. Zhou Cuilan's words were repeated in her head. The more she thought about it, the more she couldn't figure it out, and she felt that there was something that was indescribable.
But if you change your mind, my grandmother doesn't like me, so my grandmother wants to sell herself after her mother passed away. In the past few months, my grandmother has frequently wronged herself and helped her to safeguard her family and country, and even turned against her for the sake of her family and country, so that she could get out of the house.
All these actions often make An Xia feel that her grandmother doesn't seem to like her, but when she grew up, she and her grandmother depended on each other for life, An Xia feels that her grandmother has always been good to her and has a lot of affection. She will keep any delicious food for her.
Therefore, An Xia could not understand this extreme tearing state, the collision between good and bad. Even this time, my grandmother helped An Jiaguo several times. It was obviously an issue of An Jiaguo, and each problem caused great harm to herself, but she still had to maintain An Jiaguo. Why is this? An Xia, who couldn't figure it out, ran to the space to read quietly.
The next morning, An Xia came to An Jiaye's house. It was already past eight o'clock, and An Jiaye and his son had already gone to the ground. Zhou Cuilan was lying alone at home, cursing An Jiaye and An Jiaye. When she turned around, she saw An Xia coming in, she was so scared that she hurriedly got up from the sofa.
"An Xia, then, I just made breakfast. I got up early in the morning and took a break. So, have you eaten?"
"I've eaten, Aunt Fourth, I'm here to find you today. Did my grandmother really want to give it to her because of my mother's death and was confused because of the pain and was confused for a moment, so she wanted to give it to her?"
Zhou Cuilan's face changed, "An Xia, don't mention this matter. Yesterday I was talking too much, and your fourth uncle was going to scold me to death. How good Mom is to you, how could he not like you?"
"Aunt Four, I just want to hear the truth, or you can tell me the situation at that time. As long as you don't lie to me, I will move in."
An Xia moved here? Zhou Cuilan had great hope in her heart.
"You really want to move here?"
"Yes, as long as you don't treat me as an outsider and are willing to tell me the truth, I won't treat you as an outsider."
An Xia’s temptation is huge. Behind her is the secret recipe, money, and her happy life for the rest of her life. Zhou Cuilan couldn’t resist the temptation and said, “Okay, I’ll tell you.
Back then, your mother was a very popular little girl. Your mother was very cute. An Wen looked like your mother, but your mother was thin and An Wen was fat. She had round faces, curved eyes when she smiled, and two braids, so your grandfather loved your mother very much."
"What about my grandma?"
"I also like it, but... I'm honest, don't be angry. Maybe what I said may not be right, it's just my own feelings." Seeing An Xia nodding, Zhou Cuilan continued: "Although your grandmother likes your mother, the old lady loves her eldest son the most, and she is the second son. An Jiaqing can speak and coax people, and then you are your mother. But your grandfather really loves your mother the most, I can tell.
The old man is the decision at home. When your mother interacted with the educated youth, your grandfather didn't stop him. Instead, your grandmother disagreed. Who knew that something happened in the end, but the old lady really liked her mother. Although her mother was pregnant, she was angry, and in the end she took good food and drink.
Then I married your fourth uncle and your mother gave birth to you. The rumors in the village became even more harsh, but as long as someone said that your mother was not good, your grandmother was still very protective of your mother. But you were over two years old and your mother left. You don’t know that when you were a child, your mother loved you and hugged you every day. When you cried, she would be anxious. Anyway, she was very good to you.
After your mother was gone, the old lady didn't know what was wrong. Maybe she was sad and confused. She found a family to send you away, or was it a family in the city. The couple was in their twenties and thirties and didn't have children, so she wanted to hold one.
Your grandfather firmly opposed it and then had a big fight with your grandmother. You were taken away by the introducer, but your grandfather was recovered. I heard that he even beat your grandmother. After that, you would stay with them, and then you would grow up slowly and you would know everything about the rest.
But I’m not trying to provoke discord.”
"you say."
"Actually, you have been a child, and I think your grandfather loves you the most, and he took care of you. As for your grandmother, I don't think she loves you much. If she loves you, why did she secretly give An Jiaguo to An Jiaguo? At that time, your grandfather made a lot of money and asked your grandmother to post the eldest son. Your clothes and shoes were torn to pieces. After all, your grandmother is a gay man, careless and unattentional. In addition, you work every day, but your grandmother is at home, and she doesn't say anything to buy you, she gives it to An Jiaguo. This is also the reason why I am dissatisfied. Since she wants to post the eldest son, don't let the younger son take care of her old age."
Chapter completed!