Chapter 244: Heart is dead

That night, Xiao Ying didn't know how she lived.

She seemed to be stunned, stunned, stupid. She only vaguely remembered that she rushed into Yin Jiuming's dormitory.

Seeing, seeing...the eyes full of blood.

So much blood. Almost dyed the entire couch red.

Yin Jiuming was lying in the blood stains, his face pale as if it was a corpse.

A moment ago, he nodded repeatedly, swearing that he would not deceive her and hide it from her again.

He broke his promise, and he immediately broke his promise.

He... "Girl, I'm doing my best..." What? At that moment, Xiao Ying almost collapsed to the ground. She instinctively rushed forward, she wanted to touch Yin Jiuming. But she didn't dare.

She was afraid that Yin Jiuming would really leave her if she exerted force.

Where will she look for him? In the past and present life... life cycle, where will she look for him?

He just fell asleep ignorantly. She couldn't hear Feng Yi and the doctor beside him. She just wanted to look at him and kept looking at him.

Xiao Ying fainted for some time, maybe it was after watching Yin Jiuming for an hour, or maybe it was a moment.

She only knew that this night, she was almost trapped in a nightmare. The dream was full of blood... The blood, red like a flower, was blooming in front of her.

She was so scared that she knew she was trapped in a dream, but she couldn't get out no matter what. In the end, she was desperate. She spread her arms and let the overwhelming blood swallow her.

When I opened my eyes, I felt sour and hard to bear. Dingxiang rushed forward almost instantly.

"Girl, girl, you're awake. You're finally awake."

Xiao Ying was stunned. Her mind was still stiff at this time. She dared not think about it. It seemed that as long as she didn't think about it, the things she didn't want to see would not happen. But reality would never allow her to retreat.

Seeing Xiao Ying so ignorant, Dingxiang finally choked and spoke.

"Girl, you can't have any trouble, the young master has already..."

It was quiet outside, and there was no sound, but Xiao Ying seemed to hear Feng Yi and others' tormental crying.

She thought she would collapse and she would be crazy, but she didn't. She washed up silently, and then went to Yin Jiuming's courtyard with a calm expression.

The courtyard was covered with plain white, and the blood in Xiao Ying's dream disappeared, replaced by gray and white eyes. As soon as the wind stepped forward, he knelt on the ground with a thud. "Girl, my subordinates... my subordinates are useless." A big man, as he spoke, he couldn't cry.

"Get up. Whether he is here or not... I just think he is just traveling far away, he will come back. It will definitely happen."

Feng Yi was just enduring and choking. After hearing Xiao Ying's words, he suddenly pounded the ground with his head. Although he tried hard to swallow the sound into his stomach, there was still a cry of sadness overflowing.

I don’t know if I was crying in Yin Jiuming or Xiao Ying.

Xiao Ying was actually numb, and she was almost always supported by instinct.

She looked up and saw the guards crying, and the doctor's face was gray.

It seemed that everyone was telling her that Yin Jiuming had gone.

Xiao Ying instantly felt that her legs were like a drill, unable to lift them up or step out.

"...I won't go to see him anymore. I guess he doesn't want me to see what he looks like now. You guys, please settle him for your life. I will do what he hasn't done." Xiao Ying turned around and almost ran away in panic.

Qin Shi's letter was delivered, full of ten pages of paper.

It is full of fly-headed small regular script. It makes sense that Qin's poems can be selected as courtesans. The characters are very beautiful, hundreds of times stronger than Xiao Ying herself. Her characters... Yin Jiuming said that they are slightly more beautiful than spider crawling.

He also said that when he has free time, he will teach her to write with his own hands.

A famous teacher will become a good disciple, and she will definitely be able to write beautiful small calligraphy in the future.

The words are still there, but people... Xiao Ying told herself not to think of him and put her attention on the paper.

But why is the handwriting blurred? No matter how she looks, she can't see clearly. She wiped it with her hands and she was wet with tears.

She just swore yesterday that she would never cry again, but only one night later, she broke her promise. Yin Jiuming also broke his promise. He promised that she would not hide it from her in the future. She would tell her everything.

But he actually abandoned her.

For a moment, Xiao Ying felt as if she was dead and had no desire to live.

She was obviously not meant to act voluntarily, but she actually wanted to hang a white silk on the beam of the house, which was also a relief.

When she came here, she was already inseparable and helpless. Before Yin Jiuming, she could comfort herself that she was better than living than to die. But suddenly there was no Yin Jiuming... She felt her heart was broken.

It was broken into pieces and fell all over the ground, and could no longer be picked up.

But she can't. The Qin family massacre has not been solved yet, and Chen Liu is still eyeing him... Feng Yi seemed to know that Xiao Ying was too injured and did not show up all day. Ding Xiang was carefully with Xiao Ying, as if Xiao Ying suddenly became a porcelain doll. Xiao Ying felt it was quite funny. She was sad and desperate, but she knew more that if she went with Yin Jiuming at this time, it would really disappoint Yin Jiuming.

So she worked hard to eat and try to make herself look ordinary. It seemed that as long as she did this, Yin Jiuming would not leave her.

Deceiving oneself.

But besides deceiving herself, she didn't know what else she could do. No matter how long Qin Shi's letter was, she would have to finish reading it.

Xiao Ying couldn't hear the movement outside and didn't know how Feng Yi arranged it.

Dingxiang came in several times and seemed to have something to say, but when she saw Xiao Ying reading the letter, she didn't say anything in the end, and just quietly prepared a warm tea snack for Xiao Ying. But escaping can never solve the problem, and in the end, she had to face it.

It was dark and the day passed. This day was too slow and long. Xiao Ying never knew that living a life was like the year.

Feng Yi, who had disappeared for a day, finally appeared.

"Girl, County Magistrate Chen is here."

When Chen Liu appeared at this time, his purpose was naturally self-evident. Xiao Ying, who was the one who was Chen Liu, was not surprised at all.

But is Chen Liu so urgent?

Can't you wait? Wait until... Xiao Ying smiled bitterly, she could never calm down. "If the girl doesn't want to see County Magistrate Chen, her subordinates will go and send him away."

When the wind saw a day at first sight, Xiao Ying seemed to have changed.

Her expression was dark and indifferent, and she seemed to have "dead" overnight. She was like a flower, which was still in bud in the morning, but it had not yet bloomed, but had withered.

Xiao Ying shook her head.

"No, I'll go see him."

"Girl, don't force yourself. If the young master knows, he will be sad."

Xiao Ying was stunned for a moment, and then the depths of her eyes suddenly became dark.

Will he be sad? If he is sad and heartbroken, will he wake up?

For a moment, Xiao Ying wanted to go to it regardless of everything... to make him sad.

Whether it is self-harm or injury, she wants him to die and be in peace. She makes him worried and makes him unable to rest even if he enters the Hall of Yama.
Chapter completed!