Chapter 25 Collapse
The pain lasts more than Dongyang imagined.
After the new semester starts, Dongyang chooses to use his busy study life to make himself forget everything he is anxious.
Li’s father and mother hope that Li Jiaqi will take the postgraduate entrance examination. Although Dongyang knew that Li Jiaqi had no idea of taking the postgraduate entrance examination at all, in order to increase his study pressure, he forgot the anxiety caused by missing Zhang Kuang. Dongyang still chose to follow the advice of Li’s father and mother to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination.
In addition to preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, Dongyang also has to prepare for the make-up exam. Li Jiaqi is really good. She failed several subjects but even took the make-up exam. She also took the make-up exam more than once. Dongyang decided to help Li Jiaqi pass all the subjects she had.
However, it turns out that being busy cannot relieve people's psychological stress and anxiety, at least this time cannot.
Dongyang made herself want to learn things from the moment she opened her eyes, and she always thought about going to bed at night, but when she dreamed at night, she would still dream about arrogance, her real life, the past, and the warm sun.
An anxious mood also affected Dongyang's health, and she began to lose her hair...
It's quite serious.
Every day when combing my hair, Dongyang feels that his hair is getting thinner and thinner. It is really not a solution if this continues!
She went to the hospital on the weekend.
She really didn't expect that there were many people who came to consult about hair loss. She met an acquaintance when she finished queuing up.
"Brother Bao, are you also seeing hair loss?" Dong Yang asked in surprise that he had obviously recognized her.
Brother Bao looked at her hair and tsk, "You really should take a look. If you don't look at it, you'll be bald. Look at my hair, it's black and thick, so there's no need to watch it. I just stayed in a hotel when I joined the crew to film with the artist and I was not very hygienic, and I had a rash on my body and came over to take a look."
Both of them had a very low number, and they were fine, so they found a corner to chat.
After talking about hair, they talked about their current work and life.
Brother Bao is now a third-tier male actor with an artist, and his upward momentum is good, just waiting for a drama to become popular. Brother Bao is busy with him, but he makes more money than before.
I was very happy at work, but my love was not so smooth. Brother Bao broke up with her girlfriend. The reason for the breakup was that the woman felt that the two of them had too little time together and no longer felt like they were in love.
Brother Bao has cried several times about this, but now heals, and time can heal all his emotional injuries.
After talking about work and feelings, Brother Bao went to the gossip about Jing Yun and Huo Zhen.
"Do you still have any contact with Jing Yun? I thought there would be no news about him if you didn't know him." When Dongyang heard the familiar name, he felt like he was a different life.
She did not hear from Jing Yun for a long time.
Brother Bao sighed: "No contact, I heard from Sister Mao. Sister Mao got the news from the studio boss. Jing Yun recovered well and can walk with crutches now, but he seemed to break up with Mr. Huo last month."
"Break up? Why? Didn't Mr. Huo even want his career for his sake? He made such a big sacrifice and broke up just by breaking up?" Dong Yang was quite surprised.
Breakup is not a strange thing, it is so fast!
Brother Bao shook his head disdainfully and curled his lips, "Actually, I've seen that both of them are not good birds. Jing Yun and Mr. Huo were with the doctor of Rehabilitation. As a result, they knew both ends. The two became three people, and their relationship became increasingly stiff. Didn't they break up in the end?"
Dongyang:...
Your circle is too chaotic and I really can't understand it.
Before Jing Yun finished talking about gossip, he got to Brother Bao’s account. When Dongyang finished reading the doctor’s out, he had long disappeared. After all, the topic that had not been talked about was unable to continue.
The doctor prescribed some medicines to prevent hair loss and hair growth. Dongyang went back and used it honestly, but the new hair did not grow, but luckily it didn't fall out.
When the weather started to get hot in June, when everyone changed into summer clothes, Dongyang suddenly realized that he had lost so much weight. It was a bit exaggerated to describe it as skin and bones, but it also lost more than a circle when he first became Li Jiaqi.
When she saw that she had lost more than 20 kilograms without realizing it.
A little scary.
The situation is getting worse and worse, but Dongyang cannot find a solution to the problem.
"The Book of Treasures" is like a dead person, and life is like a pool of stagnant water that is suffocating. She no longer thinks of Zhang Kuang so often now, but she has more time to be idle. Sometimes she can sit for most of the day without doing anything and not thinking about anything.
She was like a walking corpse, and her soul was floating where she was.
If you feel too much pain, you won’t feel pain. If you feel anxious to a certain extent, you won’t feel anxious. Dongyang is now in this state, and he is so numb that he doesn’t look like an individual.
Occasionally, when she is still sober and rational, Dongyang will reflect on her current self and try to get rid of this state. Unfortunately, her condition is too bad and she can no longer save herself.
She couldn't help herself, and the people around her didn't notice her problems and couldn't get help, and her condition became worse and worse.
By the time of the final exam, her condition was so bad that she could not be worse.
She did not miss classes this semester and had reviews before the exam, but she still couldn't answer any of the questions on the test paper. She also wanted to help Li Jiaqi make up for all the subjects she had been promised. Now it seems impossible. She might have to help Li Jiaqi get a few more subjects.
After the exam, Dongyang packed his luggage and went home. Both Li’s father and mother were not at home at work. She locked herself in the room and fell into a state of empty heads and unable to do anything.
She knew she was broken.
She finally realized how terrible it is to collapse a human spiritual world.
In a daze, Dongyang took out the "Treasure Book" and read it.
Originally, she was just flipping casually, but she suddenly froze when she didn't want to turn the latest volume.
There are words, and the new volume has finally content!
All the content that disappeared before came back, and she wrote down how much she suffered and how uncomfortable she felt this semester. Dongyang looked at her life and her mood was recorded in words, her nose felt sore, and tears fell down.
She couldn't control herself at all, and her tears were like tap water.
Dongyang felt the feeling of crying until she was sobbing. In the end, she didn't even have the strength to get the "Treasure Book". Her hands were numb and woody, and her heart was sobbing.
She lay on the side of the bed, covering her heart, feeling like she was going to die.
However, she was not dead. When she woke up, she found herself in a strange environment. Although her head was messy, she could still sort out the memories of herself and another person.
She finally entered the next volume!
After suffering pain in the punishment volume for a year, she finally entered the next volume.
Thinking of the torture of this year, Dongyang couldn't help but shed tears again. She didn't want to cry. It was a good thing to enter the new volume, so why should she cry?
She wiped her tears desperately, but the tears just flowed out uncontrollably.
Chapter completed!