Chapter 15 I'm Willing To Be For You
Zhang Feng, I'm off from school!
When the college entrance examination was about to take less than a month, the students in the class who worked hardest to study and paid the most attention to the college entrance examination actually took a leave of absence.
Why did he take a break from school? What happened to him?
Everyone has such questions in their hearts, and everyone has their own speculations, but no one knows why.
This evening self-study, the whole class was not at ease, including Dongyang and Zhang Kuang.
The next morning, there was finally the exact news about Zhang Feng.
The classmate who was beaten by him came back to class. He told his classmate Zhang Feng in the class that he refused to apologize to him when he was in the hospital. His father wanted to hit him again, but he didn't bear it anymore.
In the hospital ward, Zhang Feng picked up a thermos and smashed it at his father. His father was not only smashed but also burned, and was seriously injured.
This is not the end. Zhang Feng picked up something else and wanted to hurt someone he didn't know at all in the ward, just like a madman who attacked others indiscriminately.
Fortunately, the hospital security staff came in time. After subduing him, Zhang Feng was taken to see a psychiatrist by his mother at the doctor's advice. His condition was very bad and he was no longer suitable to continue studying in school. There was no way, so Zhang's father, who was injured by his son, had to leave Zhang Feng.
Zhang Feng’s psychological problems were not something that only happened in the past few days. His family environment, his growth experience, and the pressure brought by studying in the college entrance examination were mixed together, and over time, the child was finally overwhelmed.
I didn't think so at first. Now that the people around me have been crushed by the college entrance examination, the students in the class have personally realized what a terrible battlefield they are going to step into.
Without gunpowder and artillery fire, people can still collapse or even die.
The atmosphere in the whole class was extremely gloomy. Even children who had no good feelings for Zhang Feng would feel sad at this time.
The head teacher was afraid that someone in the class would have such problems again, so he called the students' parents that night, so that parents could pay more attention to their children's psychological problems. Parents and the school worked together to let the children enter the examination room safely and confidently.
Xue’s father and mother also had a long talk with Dongyang, telling her not to put pressure on her. It doesn’t matter whether she is good or not. Safety and health are the most important.
The couple had said this before, and it was effective for Dongyang at that time, but after hearing this after the classmates around him, Dongyang's depression and depression did not improve at all.
She herself knew that this would not work, and she had to find a way to relieve it, but how to relieve it? She couldn't imagine.
Zhang Kuang is not as depressed as her, but he is no longer as heartless as he was at the beginning.
The pressure they face is different from that of the children in their class. In addition to facing the pressure of going to school, they also have the pressure to not destroy other people's lives.
How can it not be ruined? They don’t know the answer, they have to explore everything themselves.
If they accidentally make a mistake, even if they make a mistake, they can enter the next volume to continue their lives, but Xue Qiqi and Shi Lei's lives will be different.
Sometimes Dongyang really hopes that everything they are experiencing now is virtual, and the identities they use are false, and it doesn’t matter what they do.
Unfortunately, this is not the case. The identities they use are real in real society, and their choice can really influence other people's lives.
There are still ten days before the college entrance examination, but there is still no intention to enter the next volume. Dongyang couldn't stand it. He took the opportunity to ask Zhang Kuang, "You must know more than me. Tell me honestly, is there any way to force it to enter the next volume?"
"There is indeed a solution, but I think we'd better not try it," Zhang Kuang said with a gloomy face.
Dongyang's eyes lit up. She couldn't care so much now. She just wanted the real Xue Qiqi to come back and let her take the college entrance examination by herself.
"What method, tell me quickly," Dongyang urged.
Zhang Kuang sighed and said tiredly, "I told you before that when I first started writing a book, I was particularly passive and lazy and wasted a lot of time. In fact, there is one thing I didn't tell you. After I completed two volumes of the first article, I had a conflict with someone in the third volume and was stabbed to death by the other party. This accident could have been avoided, but I did not control my temper and caused a tragedy. When I woke up, I found that I had left that volume. However, I did not enter the next volume, but began to rewrite. Do you understand what I mean?"
Dongyang understood.
Zhang Kuang died unexpectedly, and this death exceeded the scope of his book, so he directly cleared out all the contents in the book and let him start over from the first volume!
If she also did something beyond the scope of the "Treasure Book", she would probably start over like Zhang Kuang.
So far, she has completed four volumes. Do you really want to start over?
To be honest, she didn't want this.
How should we choose for others and for ourselves?
This problem made Dongyang unable to sleep or eat for several consecutive days.
There are still three days left before the college entrance examination, Dongyang has lost more than a circle of weight than when he first entered this paper, and he is also very decadent.
When the holiday was on the exam, Zhang Kuang kept Dongyang until the end, and there were only two of them in the class and he said with distress, "Dongyang, this won't work."
Dongyang lay on the table in a depressed state. She didn't know that this would not work, but what could she do?
She felt that she was no longer herself, she was indecisive, fragile and incompetent, and could knock her down with just one match.
She shouldn't be like this. She never suffers losses. She dares to attack others when she scolds her, and Li Dongyang dares to kill others when others do it.
"Dongyang, you can't make a decision, so I'll make a decision for you," Zhang Kuang said in a rare deep and profound manner.
Dongyang's heart skipped a beat, and he suddenly sat upright, staring at Zhang Kuang with a wrong mistake, "What are you going to do? I warn you not to do anything! This is my business, I should bear the pain or the discomfort, it has nothing to do with you."
"Li Dongyang, are you reflecting on what you said? Is this human thing?" Zhang Kuang smiled helplessly, "You are my girlfriend, how can your affairs have nothing to do with me. No matter what I do for you, you don't have a psychological burden, because these are all voluntary, and I am willing to do anything for you, including starting over."
Dongyang asked himself that he could not do this for Zhang Kuang. His heart was bloated and warm, and it was a bit worthless for Zhang Kuang.
"Crazy"
Before he finished speaking, Zhang Kuang suddenly pointed his finger on her lips and blocked her words back.
He slowly approached her and almost whispered to her, "Dongyang, I love you, I really love you."
Dongyang felt his nose sore and tears burst out from his eyes.
Zhang Kuang let go of his hand and pressed his forehead against her "Dongyang, you must adjust your mindset and wait for me in the next volume."
This time, Dongyang did not give him the chance to continue.
No matter where she is now or what her identity is now, Li Dongyang is going to kiss the man in front of her, the man who loves her more than herself.
Boom, it was still daylight, Dongyang felt that his eyes were dark and he fell into endless darkness.
Chapter completed!