082 If no one loves
In the box given to Qiao Lingxiang, there was a garrison martyr's medal.
Qiao Lingxiang frowned slightly, and the garrison martyrs medal was awarded...it was only issued after her death.
She hurriedly looked at Cen Yi.
The handsome boy with a sunny face spread his arms, put his arms on the edge of the bed, leaned against the bed, bent his legs, looked at Qiao Lingxiang and said:
"My dad's."
Qiao Lingxiang opened her mouth slightly, looking a little surprised. Cen Yi's father was a garrison and had made contributions, so he sacrificed his life.
"I saw a garrisoned vehicle outside our school today."
Cen Yi lowered his eyes, looked at the garrison martyr's medal in Qiao Lingxiang's hand, and said:
"When I was very young, I wanted to be a garrison, but my grandfather thought it was too hard to be a garrison and wanted me to go to business... Oh, I'm so smart about business?"
He wanted to laugh as he said, a helpless smile, and as if he was imagining the future, he said to Qiao Lingxiang:
"Aryanxiang, you said that if I go to be a garrison, I will definitely be a garrison commander in the future. I don't know what my grandfather's plan is. He will disagree to organize a team to dig. At that time, I will take you to dig. When I meet Gu Siran's group of people, I will fuck them directly."
"The garrison cannot act privately."
With a sense of respect, Qiao Lingxiang gently covered the box containing the garrison martyrs' medal in her hand. She handed it to Cen Yi with both hands and asked:
"Brother Cen Yi, you are going to be a garrison. What should I do with Grandpa Lin and Grandma Lin?"
Cen Yi didn't speak, to be honest, his dream was just a talk. If it weren't for the sake of grandpa and grandma, he would have gone to the garrison camp on his 18th birthday.
His father was the executive officer of the garrison camp. Because he died on a mission, Lin Tianyi was very opposed to Cen Yi being a garrison. The old man’s hope was that Cen Yi would study hard and do business in the future. Otherwise, he would buy a few houses and be a wealthy idle person like Lu Zhengqing to collect rent.
That's better than being a garrison.
In the bedroom, there was a little unspeakable quietness. Qiao Lingxiang looked at Cen Yi. When he talked about his dream, there was a light in his eyes, a very sacred light.
It is a kind of light that is more noble and holy than him fighting, killing people, or showing off his fierce fighting.
This made Cen Yi's impression in her mind suddenly rise a lot.
If he goes to serve as a garrison, he will definitely be an excellent garrison.
Perhaps it was some unspeakable impulse, or perhaps it was out of the mentality of repaying kindness, Qiao Lingxiang suddenly spoke and said to Cen Yi:
"Then you go, I will help you take care of Grandpa Lin and Grandma Lin. I... have the ability to treat. I will do my best to take good care of Grandpa Lin and Grandma Lin."
When she said such words, Qiao Lingxiang knew that she had to bear a lot of responsibility, but among the few kindness she had in her life, Cen Yi, Grandpa Lin and Grandma Lin's family had already accounted for more than half.
She hopes that she is not a person who only knows how to obtain and does not give back.
Although there was not much warmth around her, she was willing to share some of the remaining warmth for Cen Yi's family.
Cen Yi raised his eyes and looked at Qiao Lingxiang for a while. He was stunned and suddenly laughed again. He raised his hand, rubbed Qiao Lingxiang's head, and said:
"I don't want so much now. We want to grow up together. No one will bully us or look down on us. No one will look down on us. No matter whether I am a garrison in the future, I will do this."
After a pause, he said softly:
"Ayaka, if no one loves you, you should love yourself well."
Don’t complain about yourself, don’t hate yourself after being hated by others. She is very good. As long as you think you are good, others’ mockery, ridicule, contempt... all these malice will not hurt yourself again.
Don’t care about those who don’t like themselves, whether they are good or bad, ignore them, and don’t be in a bad mood.
Even if the whole world doesn’t love her, she still has the last person left to love her, that is herself!
Want yourself and love yourself.
Qiao Lingxiang opened her eyes and heard Cen Yi's words, she suddenly burst into tears, and even cried a little uncontrollably.
For a long time, she has been surrounded by a heavy negative energy. She hates how fat she is. She constantly endures mockery and exclusion from others. Even if there is injustice in life, she never dares to express her inner injustice loudly.
Because she doesn't like herself at all.
But she actually forgot that she is alone, and she also has the right to live well, standing upright.
So what if she is fat? So what if she is fat and she is happy, but what if others dislike her? Does she need to rely on other people's love to live well?
Love yourself well, Qiao Lingxiang!
This sentence was like a curse, deeply engraved into Qiao Lingxiang's mind.
Maybe because she was crying too hard, Li Min was alarmed. She rushed into Cen Yi's room with a kitchen knife in her hand, and said angrily at Cen Yi's kitchen knife:
"You bullied Xiangxiang? Cen Yi, how can you bully Xiangxiang?"
Cen Yizheng was looking for a tissue for Qiao Lingxiang to wipe her tears. When she saw her grandmother dancing over with a kitchen knife, she ran away with a tissue box, Li Min held the knife and tiptoed to chase her. The two of them ran around the room.
Seeing Qiao Lingxiang couldn't help laughing again.
It's great, this family, a warm family, it's great...
Finally, Li Min took his ears to the living room to clean the room. Then it was night again. Lin Tianyi and Wei Xingping and others came back. While the family was sitting for dinner, Lin Tianyi told me that they were preparing to organize a team of people to dig into the mountain to dig the energy stone mine.
Cen Yi nodded and said while picking rice into his mouth:
"We can't let go of such a good thing. The group of people are still rushing into the sinkhole. The energy stone mine is actually near them. When they find a place, we are afraid that we have been digging for a long time."
"We have to dig secretly, and we can't dig openly, so we plan to buy a few houses and buy a few pieces of land in Songyuan's village."
Lin Tianyi looked at Cen Yi very seriously and said:
"This matter will be done by Lu Zhengqing's family. The Lu family is a local household in Xiangcheng. They have been in Xiangcheng for generations. They are all connected by their family. Although there are no relatives in Song Yuan's village, they can always find some relationships around the bush. Once the matter is done, Xiangxiang and you, take your grandmother first."
By the table, Cen Yi immediately raised his head and looked at Lin Tianyi and asked:
"Why do you still have to go there? There are so many supplies in Xiangcheng, so don't want them?"
Lin Tianyi's expression was heavy, with some indescribable meaning. He lowered his eyes and said:
"I have the materials to watch. If I don't die, I won't let anyone move. Wei Xingping said that Xiangcheng Hospital has been blocked and your school has been blocked. Next, the situation may not be better. If you can leave, leave early."
Chapter completed!